"It's just that... this morning when I was making the bed, I found my diary under your pillow, the one I asked you to get rid of."
That diary was filled with entries about her liking for Shen Shiyan.
It's no longer of any use to her, so she had Shang Yanxing deal with it back then.
But unexpectedly, Shang Yanxing actually wanted to throw it away.
Shang Yanxing paused for a moment and asked, "So, Madam wants to ask why you kept it?"
Jiang Susu nodded. "How did you know I wanted to ask that?"
Before she even asked, Shang Yanxing already knew what she wanted to ask.
"Perhaps it's because my wife and I are in perfect sync."
Jiang Susu continued, "Then can you tell me why you're keeping it? It's useless to you, isn't it?"
Shang Yanxing lowered his head first, seemingly gathering his emotions, then looked up and said, "Because that was Madam's diary."
That belonged to this little woman; he couldn't bear to throw it away.
Although those were all diaries about Shen Shiyan.
At that time, the two of them were not together yet, and his little girl had not yet fallen in love with him. That was the only thing he had in his possession—this little woman.
Jiang Susu was stunned for a moment, then said, "You can't tell me you're keeping it to remind me of him, can you?" She's with this man every day, so it doesn't seem like there's any need for it.
"I just want to see why Madam would fall in love with Shen Shiyan, so I can learn from her and see how Madam can fall in love with me."
He had always wanted to know why this little woman liked Shen Shiyan so much.
She also really wanted to know what was so good about that man that made her like him so much.
However, the diary did not mention it, but it clearly showed the girl's attitude towards Shen Shiyan, from liking him to being disappointed.
So it seems he didn't learn anything.
But he still couldn't bear to throw it away.
After all, it was all written by this little woman, word by word. Looking at these delicate and beautiful characters, he would think of this little woman.
"What is there for you to learn from him? He is inferior to you in every way. I liked him only because I was blinded by love at the time."
Shen Shiyan really has no merits, and there is nothing about him that can compare to Shang Yanxing.
Shang Yanxing respected her, protected her, and favored her—something Shen Shiyan could never do.
"Is it because I read Madam's diary that she's unhappy? I was just curious. I hope Madam isn't angry about this. If Madam doesn't like it, I'll just take care of it."
When I secretly stayed behind, I really didn't consider this young woman's opinion.
Perhaps she didn't want him to see the contents of her diary either?
Jiang Susu shook her head. "The things inside are indeed a bit shameful, but I'm still willing to show them to you."
"Then why does Madam look somewhat unhappy?" Jiang Susu's emotions were quite obvious, and Shang Yanxing could tell at a glance.
"I just think, why are you being so silly? It's just a diary, is it really necessary to keep it like this? Especially since it's about someone else's diary. Don't you feel unhappy looking at it like this?"
If it were her, seeing that the person she liked's diary was filled with writings about other people, and that these were all expressions of liking those other people.
Someone who was angry might have torn it up, but this man kept it and even read every single entry in the diary.
"I am a little sad, but those are Madam's things, so I still can't bear to throw them away."
Even if you don't get the person, you should at least leave yourself something to look forward to, right?
Jiang Susu felt heartbroken looking at Shang Yanxing's silly appearance.
Why would there be someone even more foolish than her?
She felt that what she had done to Shen Shiyan in the past was already outrageous enough, but what this man did was even more outrageous.
Jiang Susu's eyes were a little red, her chest felt tight and uncomfortable, and her nose felt sore. "Then how about I write you a diary with our love story in it, and leave it to you later?"
She felt so sorry for this man and didn't know how to make amends. She just hoped that her actions could soothe his heart.
"Does Madam want to write our love diary?" He felt as if he had misheard.
Jiang Susu nodded, "Yes, I'm going to write our love diary, for you, my silly little darling."
Jiang Susu discovered that this man was really cute in front of her, and even had a silly feel to him.
I used to think he was just gentle and gentlemanly, but now I don't know why, I always feel that this man is really stupid, even stupider than her.
I've liked someone for ten years, but I never confessed, and I'm unwilling to give up.
If it were her, she probably really couldn't do it.
If she knew that the person she liked had already fallen for someone else, she definitely wouldn't wait for that person anymore.
They certainly wouldn't wait ten years like Shang Yanxing.
She had no idea how this man had managed to get through it all.
"Alright, if Madam writes it, I will definitely treasure it." It was this little woman's love diary about the two of them, and finally it wasn't Shen Shiyan who wrote it, but him.
And he no longer has to envy others.
"So just throw that diary away. Some things need to be let go. I'm right in front of you, so you don't need to rely on it to remember me."
Jiang Susu knew that Shang Yanxing would not feel good if he saw that diary, so she didn't want to keep it.
"Alright, then I'll do as you say, Madam. But you must keep your word; you must do what you promised me."
"Okay, I won't go back on my word." She now realized that this man was really childish.
He was completely different from the Shang Yanxing she had first met.
After Jiang Susu agreed, Shang Yanxing was visibly happier, like a child who had just received a reward, and he smiled broadly.
She felt as if she saw a reflection of herself in Shang Yanxing.
When she first fell in love with Shen Shiyan, she would be happy to accept even the smallest request he made.
But unlike her, she would never treat Shang Yanxing the way Shen Shiyan treated her.
She will cherish this man and will definitely not let him down.
They will definitely stay together forever.
"Shang Yanxing, just tell me what you want, and I'll do anything I can to make it happen. Don't act like before. Have you forgotten? I'm your wife now."
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