She once cried and complained to her mother when she came to see her, but it was of no use.
Her mother's attitude was very cold, and she just told her that she knew.
But the nanny did not receive any punishment. Instead, she found out about her complaint and abused her even more severely.
Later she found out that the nanny was hired by her mother and it was she who authorized the nanny to do that.
Her mother hated her as a deformed child and didn't want her to have an easy life.
After learning about this, she completely lost hope in this family and gradually turned into a seemingly obedient girl who would endure all the abuse, never fighting back or retaliating. Because once she showed her emotions, once she got involved in something outside, even if it was not her fault, she would suffer even more severe abuse.
In fact, she tried to call the police, but it was of no use. At most, they just changed the nanny and continued to abuse her.
The punishment for the replaced nanny was to be imprisoned for one or two years. Before that, the nanny who had abused her countless times had already received a sum of money that she could never spend in her lifetime.
Her acting skills may be innate, because she has never been a good girl, she will rebel.
She was still young at that time, and she would do some things, such as setting traps to trip the nanny and make her head bleed, or waiting for the nanny to go to the toilet and make the toilet explode to make her feel uncomfortable.
Although she would be severely beaten if she was discovered, and would be blamed even if she was not discovered, she still enjoyed herself.
When she was in junior high school, she even almost killed a nanny. Although she survived in the end, she had to lie in bed for the rest of her life.
But no one found out that she was the one who did it, because she had always been the obedient girl who accepted everything that happened to her. In the eyes of others, it was impossible for her to do such a thing.
She did not escape her fate, not even in adulthood.
Her life had been essentially arranged, and there was no room for refusal. Being the offspring of a large family wasn't easy, even though she had never received any of the benefits she deserved.
She lived in a daze until one morning, when she opened her eyes and saw a jungle.
After figuring out the situation, she decided to indulge her inner self in this world where no one knew her!
After experiencing such a childhood, she couldn't even trust her parents, so naturally she wouldn't trust any strangers, so she could feel at ease to deceive anyone.
Even if she killed someone, she didn't feel any guilt or disgust. Instead, she was very excited.
She changed from a seemingly obedient girl to a bad woman with a capricious temperament who did whatever she wanted.
She didn't know if this personality was really her, or maybe it was just a disguise for her acting skills, but she knew that this personality could make her feel comfortable and allow her to truly feel that she was free and alive!
She was not afraid of death because she had experienced a childhood that was more difficult than death. Therefore, even though she did not have any special abilities like Xu Xin and others at first, she was able to get a top five ranking in the region just by relying on her own ruthlessness.
Until later, she kicked Xu Xin's titanium alloy plate, which was the hardest among all the survivors, and was directly captured and contracted, becoming a prisoner and losing her freedom again.
She no longer wanted to live under the control of others, so during the first two days of being captured, she kept trying to escape and to break the contract.
But the bracelet Xu Xin wore on her left hand always gave her a strong deterrent, making her dare not act rashly.
Her fear of bracelets is actually closely related to her childhood trauma.
She was still in primary school at the time. Because she soiled her clothes while eating, she was thrown into a dark underground warehouse and locked up for a whole day and night. Because she lived in a detached villa, the neighbors around were very far away, and no matter how she cried and shouted, it was of no use.
It was not until a day and a night later that she was released. She had collapsed and could not even cry.
After that, she had developed a great fear of such dark and silent places.
It was also because of this that she was really afraid that Xu Xin would lock her in a bracelet. If she stayed in that place for a long time, she would really go crazy.
Every time she entered the bracelet, it would evoke the fear that had been buried deep in her heart since childhood, making her completely overwhelmed by fear, her body stiff and unable to move, and her brain completely shut down.
Perhaps for Ah Fu and Mimi, the space in the bracelet, although scary, is not that frightening. After all, they did not have any strong reactions after coming out, they just did not want to enter again.
But for her, the bracelet is definitely the most terrible torture.
She thought she would feel extremely disgusted with Xu Xin for doing such a thing, but she didn't.
As a person who was under contract, it was naturally impossible for her to feel disgust towards the owner of the contract.
The contract had a huge impact on her thinking, which was basically equivalent to brainwashing. In addition, Xu Xin treated her well. Under the subtle influence, she gradually lost the idea of escaping.
She has no attachment to Earth, unlike other people who miss home. Of course, it would be great if she could go back, so she could kill those who gave her such a miserable childhood.
Except for the bracelet that still made her feel very scared, everything here seemed to make her feel close.
The experiences of the past two days, including Xu Xin taking her back to the tree house for protection despite seeming unreasonable, helping Li Wenxi to go mining, and everyone having a very happy snowball fight together last night, made her really experience different feelings and happiness.
People who have experienced a lot of darkness are actually very satisfied. For ordinary people, a ray of light that is very ordinary and readily available can deeply affect her.
So, now, deep down in her heart, she has regarded this place as her home, so she took the initiative to take on the task of cooking, just to have more contact with other people.
And Xu Xin's words just now seemed to tell her that she really had a chance to be accepted by this "family".
Not as a prisoner or a slave, but as an equal, truly integrating into this place.
"Please, I'm really going to cry..." Lou Feier gritted her teeth, her eyes a little red, "I hope you're not just exaggerating..."
After calming herself down, she stood in front of the control panel and began to pay close attention to her surroundings.
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