Chapter 50 "Third-person perspective" He suddenly felt something was wrong
Episode 50 "Third-person perspective" He suddenly felt something was wrong
The ups and downs of the train accident brought about various strong shocks that could not be relieved from my body until I returned to the central station.
This tension is like a steel needle penetrating deep into the bone marrow, from the nerves to the limbs and muscles, all of which feel numb in calmness, and dull pain in numbness.
Fu Lin felt like a walking corpse, all his emotions were dry, and for a moment he even felt that he should have died instead of stubbornly insisting on one point.
Maybe he was already dead when he first entered this game, and he survived because he was unwilling and reluctant, or because he still had a little hope of changing his life?
Why do you want to continue living your past life?
He is not the savior that people imagine.
Why should we place all our hopes on him?
Emotional overload is obviously more exhausting and debilitating than physical weakness.
Fu Lin only hoped that this train to Anubis would last forever without stopping.
But the road is not like despair, it has an end.
The reminder sound in the car sounded coldly.
Jerry looked out the window and said excitedly, "Shanghe Star, we're here. We're finally back to Anubis."
This sentence was like a thorn piercing into Fu Lin's thoughts.
For the first time, he had an idea about this name. If he would always be Shang Hexing, then he would not have to put on his own mask, bear the gazes of others, and carry the hopes of others as he moves forward.
In fact, he essentially has that man's despicable blood, so why should he do so many things to hide his true face?
Jerry saw Fu Lin lowering his head and not reacting, and mistakenly thought that he had no strength, so he leaned over, put a medical mask on him, helped him get off the bus, and said energetically: "We have arrived at the station, I will help you get off."
Fu Lin stared at him with a numb and cold look. He resisted at first, but finally followed Jeremiah's lead.
At the same time, he spoke calmly.
"Your undercover identity was discovered by Tang Li... Li Mali. He proposed to take the Peace Train, in fact, to test your identity."
Fu Lin originally didn't want to say these words, but he still didn't understand Jerry's thoughts and plans, and the other party also had something to tell him. Besides, after this separation, Fu Lin didn't think he would have the chance to meet Jerry again.
The sound was not loud, but it was obvious that every word fell heavily into Jerry's ears. His movements also became stiff. Even without looking at his expression, one could tell that Jerry's mind was blank at the moment.
Fu Lin glanced sideways at him.
The broadcast outside the train was still going on, almost completely drowning out their voices. But Jerry still heard Fu Lin's next words clearly, "He told you that after this is over, don't go back to your organization. Fei Niao is free, don't look back."
This "he" just got into Jerry's nerves.
He didn't hear the next sentence clearly, but he guessed the content of the next sentence from Fu Lin's tone. His steps paused, and his hands involuntarily froze in mid-air. I can’t believe that if it weren’t for this unexpected train accident, the terminal would have been my hell.
"Why did the boss let me go?"
Jerry found it unbelievable, especially when he learned that Tang Li had snatched the keys and broke into the cab. He felt a little complicated and a little surprised. Although he was confused, Jerry still felt relieved because they could escape without any hindrance and no one was watching them, especially now that Fu Lin didn't need anyone to open the second key.
But now someone tells him that his freedom is the freedom of others not to pursue him and others to let him go.
Jerry felt struggled and confused inside, and was ashamed of the thoughts he had had.
Fu Lin didn't look at it again, and his tone seemed to have dropped all the weight, "Who knows?"
This sentence seemed to be a response to Jerry's words, but also seemed to be following up on the previous thought.
Most of the time, life is like a half-finished question and answer. There are only questions, no answers. As Camus said, "What matters is not the cure, but living with the illness."
Life is so incomplete and imperfect. But how can people survive with the confusion, bewilderment, helplessness, regret, pain, and even despair created by such a life?
The light outside the train was much brighter than inside. The moment I looked up when leaving the car was like the first window I opened when it was snowing. The overwhelming light of snow flashed across my eyes, making me subconsciously lower my eyes and avoid the light. At the same time, the noise brought by the dense crowd outside the car drowned him like waves.
When he met the crowd again, Fu Lin found that no one around him looked at him with hope and expectation. He was like that stranger who didn't fit in and was ignored by everyone and was destined to be lonely all his life.
At this moment, Fu Lin's eyes suddenly caught a familiar face in the crowd.
Li Zhi also happened to see him, and his expression showed a look of comfort and relief. He could always comfort people easily and tell Fu Lin that he had never been left behind or abandoned. At this moment, Fu Lin's mood began to surge. As if possessed by a ghost, he walked towards Li Zhi and gave him a tight hug.
The young man opposite was shocked by the hug and just took a small step back due to inertia, but he did not refuse it.
This was the first time that Fu Lin had such close contact with Li Zhi.
Because from the time they met until now, Fu Lin always felt that Li Zhi was averse to physical contact. If she approached him easily or pulled him, it would seem offensive to him and make him feel uncomfortable.
But the fact is, Li Zhi didn't push him away.
This made Fu Lin immersed in it.
He had a lot to say, he wanted to talk about how he had escaped death, and he wanted to talk about the ordeal he had suffered in the past two weeks. Just as he was about to speak, Fu Lin suddenly realized that something was wrong——
Now he is "Shanghexing".
Li Zhi clearly had no connection with "Shang He Xing" at all, so why didn't he push "Shang He Xing" away?
Fu Lin was terrified when he thought about it, and he didn't dare to think about it any further, for fear of getting a response that he didn't expect at all.
How could this happen? !
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