Chapter 83 "Third-person perspective" Always thinking about these meaningless things
Episode 83 "Third person perspective" I always think about these meaningless things
A dialog box popped up on the black web page——
"If your life is an eternal cycle, no matter how hard you try or how you change, you are just repeating the life trajectory that has happened before, would you want to make changes at all costs?"
The only options are "Yes" and "No".
“The answer is yes, don’t hesitate.”
*
One month ago.
When He Qisi first met Cui Shi——
Cui Shizheng was sitting at the conference table with an air of arrogance. The police officers around him were all indulgent towards him. No one looked at him strangely and just let him sit there.
He Qisi raised his eyebrows subconsciously.
Although he had heard from other places that his internship instructor was a police officer with a strange temper and had never done police work before, he did not expect that this police officer who came out of nowhere would act so self-willed in the team.
"Captain Cui, I'm He Qisi, an intern from Section 3 of the Criminal Investigation Department."
The other party is a leisurely person, and He Qisi doesn't want to cooperate with him and do things perfunctorily.
Cui Shi raised his head, and his silver hair also stood up. "Can you write a report?"
He Qisi didn't know what he meant by asking this question, "Yes, the basics."
Cui Shi said "Oh" and continued, "Then you can write your internship report yourself, and I will just sign it when the time comes."
He Qisi's blood boiled suddenly, and he felt that the eyes of the people around him were on his face. He felt that he was not only being treated perfunctorily, but also being despised and teased. He was filled with frustration, anger and embarrassment.
Before he opened his mouth, Cui Shi saw through his thoughts and tilted his head, "It's just a formality anyway, and I'm too lazy to write. You can write it yourself, and you can even add some good words to yourself."
"Captain Cui, let's talk alone."
He didn't want to talk about these things publicly at the time.
Cui Shi didn't move and refused, "No."
He said, "Before coming to the police station, Officer He had already solved several major cases. The biggest case was overturning the former mayor's use of citizen data to cover up his own crimes and shield officials' crimes. This invalidated the DNA data innocence plan that had been implemented for ten years."
This sounds like praising someone and affirming their abilities. But He Qisi did not think that Cui Shi was simply flattering someone. He looked at Cui Shi with a scrutinizing gaze and continued to wait for him to finish.
As expected, Cui Shi didn’t finish his words. He said: "So now I am still in the stage of confronting the world and being cynical. As long as it does not conform to your values, you will find it difficult to accept. If it were a different situation, you would definitely lecture me or even scold me. Why should I take those few steps and accept your education?"
He Qisi: “…”
Cui Shi: "Anyway, I can't write a report. If you can't get along with me, don't endure it. I won't endure it either. The door is there, you can go any way you want." As he said this, he looked upset.
He Qisi wanted to turn around and leave on the spot.
Those who saw through his thoughts immediately stopped him before the situation began to evolve into an uncontrollable stage, and dragged him to a corner to continue educating him.
One person said: "Captain Cui is not targeting you."
Another said: "Captain Choi does this to all of us."
There is another person who is responsible for sublimating and rationalizing Choi Si's behavior. "Captain Choi wants you to think independently and not rely on him, so he takes this unconventional approach. He also wants to see your personality and style from your report. This is his unique way. You just have to get used to it."
“…”
Perhaps He Qisi still can't figure out Captain Cui's specific personality.
But he could see what kind of flattering and fawning people the entire team was.
He Qisi originally wanted to leave immediately, but his first instinct told him that he could correct the whole team's ethos! Or, he should report all their illegal actions so that they can no longer be police officers.
So He Qi thought to stay and endure the humiliation, "Then I will observe for a while."
Look at you all, a bunch of you, working together as a gang.
However, after less than a day of working together, He Qisi discovered that except for Cui Shi, everyone in the team was conscientious and treated others in a way that made people feel warm and upright, which was beyond imagination.
He Qisi even complained about this to his childhood friend Miao Lunan.
"Are all the people in this team stupid? Why are they so organized, but they are so partial to Cui Shi? Just because he is the leader?"
Miao Lunan: “Who knows?”
He Qisi couldn't bear to hear him being so perfunctory. He was seriously complaining to him and wanted to talk to him, so why was he so indifferent?
"I'm talking to you seriously!"
Miao Lunan: "Maybe the other person has some advantages that you can't see? Who knows?"
He Qisi: "What advantages does a guy who looks like a street thug have? I can't see it at all."
He said this too bluntly and without thinking. But this is what He Qisi is thinking.
If one thinks carefully about every word, makes it flawless, and observes people's expressions and is cautious in what he says and does, then he is not He Qisi, but Li Zhi or An Qingyan.
Miao Lunan heard that he was still really distressed, so he said, "Then aren't you also very strange?"
He Qisi immediately frowned, quite dissatisfied, "What's wrong with me?"
Miao Lunan said, "Don't you all like Li Zhi? Isn't it weird that a good person would be overprotective of him?"
He Qisi was dumbfounded when he heard this. He was stunned for a moment, but he couldn't help but get angry, "How can Li Zhi compare with that gangster? He is Li Zhi, please!"
Anubis was in the same high school as them, and was admitted to the top institution of learning with a huge margin. He was well-educated, considerate, respectful to the elderly and loving to the young, and full of positive energy. It was so comfortable to be with Li Zhi.
Cui Shi always provokes others in his words and deeds, and seems to take it for granted that he is not doing his job properly. He does not seem to be a very reliable person.
The next second after he got angry, he realized a more serious problem.
Because Miao Lunan would say something like this, isn't that just saying -
"So you don't like Li Zhi? You actually compared him to that rude person! You're going too far!"
Miao Lunan was not surprised that He Qisi only discovered this now, because this showed that He Qisi had never paid attention to the atmosphere and changes within the small team at all. Sometimes, He Qisi is very smart; sometimes he looks at things as if he is wearing a telescope and can only see what he wants to see. He does not care about or see what is happening around him.
"It's too absolute to say that I don't like him." Miao Lunan said, "It's more of a feeling of indifference. After all, Li Zhi hasn't done anything to me."
He Qisi was confused, "...I thought you liked Li Zhi very much."
He doesn't understand.
First, due to projection psychology, he subconsciously believed that what he liked, others would also like; second, he really did not think about the reasons why others would like Li Zhi.
Miao Lunan pondered, "To be more specific, the ones who like Li Zhi are only you, Xiaozhuang, Fu Lin, and An Qingyan. Shang Hexing, Yun Luo, and I all have average feelings towards him, but you just showed it more obviously. We'll follow suit."
He said: "We are all members of society, so it won't be strange to do some insignificant things to cooperate with each other."
He Qisi didn't listen to what he said. "What kind of social person are you? If you don't like it, you don't like it. If you like it, you like it. Do you have to pretend like this? It doesn't matter. Do you have to be so condescending when you say this?"
He looked at He Qisi and said, "For example, I would not conflict with my boss when I meet him for the first time."
He Qisi frowned, "...I don't like what you said, and I don't think it's good. I just think it's pretentious, and it makes me uncomfortable."
Miao Lunan shrugged.
He felt that if He Qisi hated people who were pretentious, then Li Zhi would definitely be ranked first.
"What you don't know is that Li Zhi is the most pretentious one."
Miao Lunan has a keen intuition about people. He found that Li Zhi was always distant and indifferent to others, and even had an inexplicable sense of superiority or contempt. Whether looking at him, others, or the criminals, it was like looking at a group of machines operating according to a fixed pattern. It is normal to make mistakes, and the so-called tolerance and leniency are all based on his instinctive belief that they would do such things.
This kind of look made Miao Lunan extremely disgusted.
He Qisi didn't like hearing this kind of talk, and frowned as he said, "If this is really the case, how could so many of us not see it?"
There is absolutely no room for negotiation on this matter.
So, Miao Lunan changed his tone and said calmly, "So do you understand?"
"What?"
"Is he really that bad? How can so many people not see it?" Miao Lunan thought, "It's very strange to be curious about something. You should pay attention to the situation around you and stop speaking or doing things based on your intuition. Don't make judgments easily, or you will appear to be rash and unreliable."
"Listen more, watch more, talk less."
He Qisi's eyes widened slightly, and then quickly squinted again. "I've known this principle for eight hundred years. I understand it in my brain, but I can't do it myself. What can I do? Can't I just take action when I have an idea? I haven't changed it yet, which means that this habit hasn't brought me bad luck yet. You should be thankful that I've been lucky all the way."
Miao Lunan smiled at his specious words and said, "Indeed."
This is also what he likes.
"Isn't this good?"
As soon as Miao Lunan finished speaking, a new idea popped up in his mind. That idea was like a diamond sparkling in the night light, its light was fleeting but unforgettable.
"I really want to ask."
Miao Lunan subconsciously asked: "If your life is an eternal cycle, no matter how hard you try, no matter how you change, you are just repeating the life trajectory that has happened before, would you still want to make changes regardless of everything?"
Although he had asked this question once or twice in the past, He Qisi never took it seriously.
But Miao Lunan still asked tirelessly.
Because if there is a road with a future, he hopes that He Qisi can walk it with him and learn the secret of the city of Anubis.
He Qisi was silent for a long time, as if he had thought about it carefully. Then he looked at his childhood friend solemnly, "I found the reason why you and An Qingyan got along so well. You are always thinking about these meaningless things."
He Qisi said: "Forget it, let's not talk about it anymore."
Miao Lunan: “…”
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