It is indeed uncomfortable enough, but no matter how uncomfortable it is, I didn't sleep much last night and my body is still tired. I don't care about so many troubles. I'll just sleep on it first. Maybe everything will be resolved when I wake up. Girls' tempers come and go quickly. Let me comfort myself like this for now.
I lit a fire on the stove in the house to relieve some of the low temperature, then curled up in the bed, closed my eyes and went to sleep. However, my skin felt a little itchy while I was sleeping. When I wiped it, I found there seemed to be some gray powder on my face. I don't know when it got there, and in addition to my face, there was also some on my neck and the back of my arms. This made me feel a little strange.
But I seem to remember that when I stabbed Terry Buck's ghost to death, he turned into dust in the end, but at the same time there was some gray substance mixed in it, like charcoal ash, but it seemed not to be, I can't tell, it's a bit similar to what I have in my hand now.
Could it be that it was left on me when I killed the ghost?
So I got up, heated some water, wiped my body, and then went back to sleep. As I was feeling depressed, I didn't sleep very well. When I woke up, I was still a little tired, but I made up for the sleep. When I woke up, it was already past noon outside and the sky seemed a little dim.
The girls were still hiding on the second floor. None of them came down and they were all angry with me.
But no matter how angry you are, you still have to live your life, right? Are you planning to stay upstairs forever because you are angry?
The incident was caused by me, and I had to take the initiative to show my goodwill, so I went upstairs, came to Yunwen's room, knocked on the door, and said, "Yunwen, I know you are angry with me, maybe I did not do well enough, but you believe me, there must be other reasons for this incident, you believe me, I am not the kind of man who likes to lie to girls, it has been so long, can't you see it? Believe me once, okay?"
There was no movement in the room, as if time had stood still. After a while, I heard her voice, with a sniffling sound: "You can't tell a person's heart from his face. I really couldn't tell before, but now I can see. Your love has a shelf life. If it expires, it will expire. I am just your entertainment. It will expire today or tomorrow. I have let it go. You don't have to explain anymore. I won't stop you from doing anything you want."
"Two dragons fly together, and the universe coexists. Have you forgotten?" I asked.
"You forgot. I also know that this is just Tu Le's trick. If you want, I will return the Milong Yazhang to you. From now on, forget everything we did together. I am a woman with an engagement. You should not try to take anything from me anymore. This is not something you, a member of the Wuying, can do." Yunwen said.
I have become a completely morally corrupt person.
What does it mean to be a rat crossing the street? I now seem to have a deep understanding of it.
With a rustling sound, the jade scepter slid out from under the door. I picked it up, and there was still the residual warmth of her body on it. I clenched my fists. Was she planning to completely cut off ties with me?
I sneered and said, "Zhang Yunwen, I'm not begging you humbly, but I have to make it clear today. I have been feeling unwell since last night. Maybe it has something to do with me killing the ghost. I can't explain it clearly, but none of this was my intention. You can believe it or not, but I did have a special powder on my body just now. I'm not good at talking and can't explain it clearly, but that doesn't mean I admit my guilt."
"You still want to deny your excessive behavior. You are escaping." Yunwen said in the house.
At this time, the second Lan-shaped room was opened, and Bai Lu said to me: "Brother Zhou Bo, you are still trying to shirk responsibility and maintain your dignity, right? Have you ever thought about me? Does that mean that everything you did to me was unintentional?"
Then the door of the Chrysanthemum Room was opened, and Yingchun came out and said, "I've seen shameless people, but I've never seen anyone as shameless as you. Compared to that, you are a million miles away from being ugly. I was really blind to like you! I didn't expect you to be this kind of person. Are you worthy of being a soldier, or even a special forces soldier? Is your battalion training soldiers like you?"
Things are still fermenting, getting more and more serious, and I can't take it anymore.
If I really wanted to have something happen between Bai Lu and me with all my heart, I would have just accepted it and I shouldn't have avoided this idea. But since last night, my body has been feeling strange. To put it bluntly, it's like I was drugged. I wanted to control myself, but I tried my best. Without asking any questions, they made a conclusion and sentenced me to death. What else can I say?
The Song sisters had already started to say unpleasant things, but Yunwen was still in the room and refused to see me again.
I sighed, knowing that I could not clear myself of sin even if I jumped into the Yellow River. Draw a sword to try to cut off the water, but the water would still flow. This was a foregone conclusion. There were only two choices before me. One was to carry this stigma and live a compromising life, and let people look down on me. The other was to live with my dignity preserved, not compromising or making compromises. Even if the risk was great, I could still handle the situation clearly.
"Stop!" I frowned and shouted coldly.
They stopped their abuse for a while. I took off the dragon-seeking jade axe from my neck, placed the two axe pieces in my hands, and tried to stay calm. I said, "Listen to me for the last few words. It seems that you have a lot of opinions about me. I understand and I will not make any more excuses to avoid endless arguments. I will make the final arrangements, just as a beginning and an end. After the arrangements are made, I will no longer be your captain or team member. I will leave here. After all, I am a man, and I was once a soldier. I am a member of the military camp. I need dignity."
They were silent. Yunwen's footsteps were heard in the room, but she still didn't open the door.
"My arrangement is that everyone should live well, eat and drink as needed, work as needed, and you can survive as long as you are willing to work. That's it. Now let me say the last words. This is not an excuse, but something related to my reputation. If I really wanted to do something dirty to Song Bailu, would I have to do it in broad daylight in front of so many people? I'm not a fool, and I won't be so stupid as to be in such a situation. That's all I have to say. I wish you peace and happiness, and that you can successfully wait for rescue. Goodbye." I said.
After saying that, I threw the two dragon-seeking ivory halberds onto the ground, making a sharp clinking sound, and went downstairs. The girls just stood there, at a loss as to what to do.
I found the backpack and felt very confused. It was a terrible feeling to be misunderstood, but now that I had said this, there was no need to regret staying. I promised to protect Yunwen, and now I have done it. She can survive here. As long as she has hands and feet and works hard, there will be no problem. Since I have done it, I don't owe her anything. As for other interpersonal relationships, originally that was the reason why I stayed to take care of them, but now it is no longer a hindrance.
I'm not being angry, but if I have to make a living in a place where people look at me strangely, I'd better give up. As the saying goes, a soldier can be killed but not humiliated. After all, I am a regular member of the military camp. Some words may be unpleasant to hear, and they will bring shame to the image of the camp and even the military camp. Then I will be too sorry for the cultivation of the old instructors, so I cannot be humiliated.
Furthermore, as human beings, all parents hope that their children can be independent and self-reliant. If I listen to the abuse without any thankless work, I would be letting down the elders in my family.
I am not a rat crossing the street, and I don't need everyone to shout and beat me. Now only I know in my heart that I am upright. That's good, and I will continue to live an upright life.
He took two pairs of his usual chopsticks, the old lighter, and put the sword on his waist, then prepared to set off.
As for where to go, I still remember Yunwen said that the Dragon Soul Scale was a burial object for Senior Li Mufeng, so I have a direction. Let's go to Claw Dragon Mountain. Anyway, we just need to return the Dragon Soul Scale to him. As for the rest, we'll talk about it after we're done.
After putting on the backpack, I heard Bai Lu shouting from behind: "Brother Zhou Bo, are you really leaving?"
The strange thing is that she no longer has that fatal attraction to me, and she no longer looks as radiant as before. Could it be related to the fact that I have wiped off the dust on my body? I couldn't help but wonder.
I saluted them as a farewell and then opened the door.
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