I wonder what Song Bailu is thinking about every day. Why does she write such desperate words? Why does she want to die today? Who wants to die? Is she planning something again? Is she going to harm Yunwen again? It seems that this possibility is very high. After all, she has thought about doing this more than once, which makes me feel uneasy.

That's right. If she knew that she was not pregnant after a month, the only way for her to survive was to kill Yunwen. She must have thought that this would allow me to forget Yunwen and stay with her forever. This is her way of thinking. Moreover, Yunwen has paid special attention to her menstruation over the past month. I have been with her for more than ten days. If she is really pregnant, she should stop having menstruation.

But recently it seemed that the day had arrived. Yunwen had noticed some of her reactions, which meant that she might not have stopped, that is, she was not pregnant. Of course, what was uncertain was that Yunwen was not completely sure and was only judging by the appearance. To really know, it was necessary to understand whether there was bleeding. And from what Yunwen said, that day was recently.

In other words, Bai Lu probably had her period tonight, so she understood the situation and knew that I would chase her away, so she wrote the word "death", intending to fight to the death and kill Yunwen so that she could get promoted. I should have realized that she is such a bad person from the bottom of her heart. It seems that I still can't go to bed easily, lest Yunwen suffer and cannot be saved, but it will be too late!

But now, apart from the word death, I haven't found any other evidence, so I can't make any judgment. So I plan to go upstairs and take a look at the situation.

With the Golden Sword in my hand, I slowly went upstairs. When I reached the second floor, I heard the noise in the house had stopped. I slowly approached and put my ear against the wall. I could hear a slight noise, but it was just the sound of the girl moving her body. There was no other sound. It was fine just now, but suddenly there was no sound. It was too suspicious.

"Oh no, the Gate of Life and Death!" I muttered.

I didn't care about anything else, I kicked the door open, drew out the Golden Sword, and shouted, "Song Bailu, you still don't change your bad habits!"

However, after coming in, I was stunned. I saw that the window was open. There were only Song Bailu and Yunwen in the room. Yunwen was holding a red cloth strip in her hand. The two girls looked at me in particular embarrassment. Song Bailu hugged the quilt tightly, and her face turned red.

I had never thought of this situation, and was very confused for a moment. At this time, someone flew in through the window. It was Hu Lingshang. She was holding a clean cloth for washing, and handed it to Yunwen. She took the bloody cloth and was surprised to see me. She said, "Zhou Lang, shouldn't you stay downstairs? Do you think it's lonely downstairs and want to stay with me?"

I was caught off guard for a moment and said, "No, I thought you guys were suddenly quiet because someone wanted to do something bad, so I came up to take a look. Since nothing is wrong and it's like this now, as a man, I should not look at anything indecent, so I will go down first, and you guys can do it slowly."

After saying that, I rushed out the door and went downstairs, scratching my neck, feeling extremely embarrassed.

But thinking that Yunwen was fine and not under duress, I felt relieved for the time being and planned to calm down and prepare to go to rest and sleep. But at this moment, I heard the sound of someone coming down the stairs. I was at the stairs and saw Hu Lingshang walking down the stairs. I was a little surprised.

"Want to get anything?" I asked.

Hu Lingshang came in front of me, looked at me seriously, and said, "Zhou Lang, you have experienced many battles outside, you are good at planning and fighting, and you have your own unique skills to deal with all crises. It's just that you don't understand girls at all, and you don't understand the heart of a girl who depends on you. You just drew your sword in the house, you must have thought that sister Bailu was going to hurt your beloved, right? From your embarrassed look, I guessed it immediately."

"Yes, I don't deny it. After all, she often does such insidious things, so I must be careful." I said.

At this time, Hu Lingshang walked towards me, getting closer and closer to me. The fragrance on her body was so refreshing and alluring. Her hand was gently placed on my shoulder, her soft eyes and slightly tilted mouth corners showed endless tenderness. This action also made me gradually calm down. Although I was a little shy, I still felt a little relieved.

She said, "Zhou Lang, I understand that you want to protect sister Yunwen, but have you ever thought that your love, which seems loyal, is actually selfish? Partiality will inevitably hurt one party, right? Moreover, have you ever thought about why sister Bailu wants to harm others again and again? If she is forced to survive, who would be willing to do such a bad thing? She doesn't want to do it either, and she also hopes to live in peace with you. Therefore, even if she lives a humble and difficult life, she is always willing to follow you."

"You just came and don't know her, so you say a lot of nice things. You will understand later. There was a word "death" written on her notebook tonight. I guess she was planning to kill someone. In order to survive, she often does excessive things. Perhaps you have never experienced this, so you don't understand." I said.

"Zhou Lang, do you really understand her? If you understand her suffering and try to understand her, perhaps you won't think like this. Although I don't understand many worldly ways, I can still understand the word love, because I also admire you, Zhou Lang, and Song Bailu also loves you, otherwise how could she give herself to you? It's just that you gave her too little. The word death is what she left for herself. She told me about it. Just now, she knew she was not pregnant and that you would expel her, so she might as well die. These are her original words." Hu Lingshang said.

Having said this, I was stunned immediately, just like I just found out tonight that Song Bailu had lived on that simple hay bed for a whole month, while Yunwen and I slept on the second floor on a cashmere quilt in a big bed. In comparison, what I gave Bailu was a bit stingy, and I never thought that what she was thinking about tonight was suicide.

"Even if you don't love her, don't hurt her. It's not easy for anyone on an isolated island, right?" Hu Lingshang said with a smile.

I woke up as if from a dream. I wanted to protect Yunwen with all my heart, but my care and protection instead aroused the jealousy of other girls, causing more harm to Yunwen. According to the laws of physics, the harder you suppress, the greater the rebound. However, I was still trapped in the situation and had never thought about this aspect. Tonight, an outsider saw it clearly and pointed it out in one word.

To protect Yunwen does not mean giving her all my love. On a certain level, that is my love and obsession, not the real protection of her. In other words, if I can handle the relationship well, I can truly protect her and keep her safe. I have always blamed other people. Now that I think about it, Bai Lu's urgent need to survive and the extreme means she uses, isn't it also related to my attitude?

"I see," I said.

Hu Lingshang gently stroked my face, stood on tiptoe and kissed my face gently, like a caress, and said: "Zhou Lang, your vision should be bigger, so that you can accommodate more things, gather people's hearts, and make those in distress willing to follow you, do anything for you, seek your blessing, and also protect you from wind and rain. You are the chief of the dragon seekers, in the wild world, you are the king, you should follow your kingly way."

I opened my eyes wide, as if a ray of light penetrated my thoughts and shone into my body, which was extremely warm and open. Am I the king? I have never thought of this level. I only thought of protecting myself and the people I love, but this kind of love is too narrow, so I have to keep protecting, protecting, and protecting.

But the kingly way can accommodate more. This is how I protect Yunwen, and this is the way I should follow in the wilderness world.

"Okay, I have limited tolerance. Let me try to understand first," I said.

Hu Lingshang said, "Well, Zhou Lang is tired, and I will take my leave first. Sister Bailu is bleeding for some reason, and I have to go up to help her. I won't bother you any more."

I called her, glanced at the shabby bed in the corner, sighed and said, "If you need my help to pour the water, just call me."

She nodded, smiled sweetly, and then went upstairs in a delicate manner.

Kingly way? After she went up, this word began to linger in my mind.