Chapter 501: Training the Will



Oh my god, a Super Saiyan? This look is very impressive, but it also has a weird and spooky look that is really chilling.

Su Yuexi's voice in my ears became quieter and quieter, and I slowly raised my fist in the face of this hostile guy, ready to fight him. Although this is a world that is imagined and guided by consciousness, it is extremely real, and the person in front of me is even more real, as if we are really in a certain world, preparing for the next battle.

In a flash, the opponent was holding the Hidden Evil Knife in his hand, and his appearance and movements were exactly the same as the guy called "Butcher". Although his face and body looked like me, they had nothing to do with my usual appearance. The strange thing was that he dragged me towards me step by step with the knife, but I had no resistance at all and just stood there unable to move.

What the hell is this?

Not long after, it chopped down with its knife, and I saw myself being really cut in half, and as if in a nightmare, I was unable to move, and even couldn't scream. Watching it swinging the Hidden Evil again towards my forcibly separated upper body, I was so scared that my heart was shaking, and I could only open my mouth in horror!

Wow!

In the next scene, I opened my eyes and returned to the real world, the place surrounded by cells. I felt my whole body and found that I was already sweating profusely. Su Yuexi was terrified. Her hands were still on my pants, and there were obvious wrinkles on my pants. It was obvious that she was shaking me and wanted me to come back quickly.

Fortunately, I woke up, otherwise I felt that I would have been hacked to death by that guy in the world of consciousness.

I have heard of some things about personality cases. Some schizophrenics ended their other personalities by killing them in a certain world of consciousness. I feel that if I hadn't woken up just now, this would probably be the result. I would have been killed by another personality and completely disappeared in my own body.

Now I understand why Su Yuexi said that this method is more dangerous and more difficult. Now I have a deep understanding of it, and even have the urge to use another plan, such as spending ten years practicing meditation and beating a wooden fish.

But words once spoken cannot be taken back. Since I have already said that we should do it according to Yuexi's method, then we should do so. How can I say one thing and do another? That is not my style.

"Otherwise, just take it slow and start with meditation and practicing Zen. Don't be in a hurry." Su Yuexi advised.

"That won't do. I can't afford to waste ten years here. Besides, I said we should do it this way. Going back on my words is not my style. But can you help me check why in the world of consciousness, the dark consciousness can move, but I can't? This is my body and I am the master. Why are you putting the cart before the horse?" I said.

"That's why its control is greater than yours. In fact, it's a competition of control over one's thoughts. In other words, it's willpower. Just like many people who often restrain themselves, they usually have more willpower than lazy people. They can persist in doing many activities even if they don't want to do them. They dare to compete with themselves. This is the origin of control." Su Yuexi said.

"Oh, I see. So it's because my body doesn't want me to hurt myself that's why I can't hit that guy. And he can ignore the body's warnings. Even when the body feels that it is hurting itself, it will do it at all costs. So in the conscious world, it can move, but I can't, right?" I asked.

Su Yuexi nodded.

At this time, she seemed to sense something and asked me to wait for a moment. Then she went out of the dungeon. I heard some vibrating sound outside, but it was quite far away from me. Not long after, the sound gradually drifted away. Su Yuexi came back, but I saw that she was holding a wicker basket in her hand, which contained a lot of iron products. Before I got close, I could already smell a fragrance, the fragrant smell of food.

And you can tell it’s Yunwen’s handicraft as soon as you smell it.

Su Yuexi came over and started taking out one food after another from the wicker basket, passing it in bowl after bowl. There were so many dishes, and I had never seen Yunwen so attentive outside. The first bowl was steamed sea fish, the second bowl was stir-fried giant shrimps, the third bowl was stewed with mushrooms and tree melon, the fourth bowl was shredded potatoes with wild vegetables, and the fifth bowl was rice.

There is also a bowl of kelp soup in my metal cup.

The ones that brought food just now should be the giant flying ants in the anthill. I could tell by the vibration of their wings. It seems that it is already dark outside. Yunwen is afraid that I will be starving. It is good that I can do less work here but eat less. It can be considered a luxurious enjoyment.

There are also some fruits sent from the vicinity of Taoyuan Mountain, which must be specially reserved for Su Yuexi. In fact, she has almost completed the fasting period. If she can eat, she will only eat some fruits and vegetables. For example, most of the dishes here contain animal oil, which she can eat, but she will not break the fast easily unless she has to.

I have sweated a lot, and now is the time when my appetite is worked up. I use my bowl and chopsticks to take two mouthfuls of rice, and then pick up some fish, shrimp and the like, the aroma is so delicious that it will burst out of my nostrils. Then I take a mouthful of rice and a mouthful of vegetables, filling myself up mouthful by mouthful. If I choke on the food, I drink some kelp soup, which feels refreshing. I can only say that Yunwen's cooking skills are absolutely outstanding, and the dishes she cooks now may not be as good as Bai Lu's.

Su Yuexi, who was looking at me eating with her mouth full of delicious food, looked a little depressed. But when she saw me looking at her, she immediately smiled back. Unfortunately, I had already seen it.

"What's wrong?" I asked.

She shook her head and took two more bites of the apple.

"About my meal?" I asked.

She wanted to shake her head again, but she responded with a smile and didn't want to do it, probably because she was afraid of disturbing my mood.

"Just say it." I urged again.

"Then I'll tell you, Brother Zhou Bo, don't be angry about this. First, when you were eating just now, you occasionally revealed the posture of dark consciousness. Although you couldn't notice it, I could see and feel it clearly. Second, I actually wanted to suggest that you take some spiritual things from heaven and earth to supplement your diet recently, so as to increase the purity of your thoughts with external forces, so that you can control your thoughts more easily, otherwise the inner demons will erode too much. So I planned to let you fast for a few days first, but seeing that you were happy eating, I thought we should think of another way." She said.

I put down my bowl and chopsticks, thinking about the fact that I lost by such a huge margin in the first confrontation with the dark consciousness. It was indeed related to many aspects of myself. The first and foremost one was that my mind was always too scattered, and I usually couldn't sort things out and couldn't make them up. Now that Su Yuexi said so, I should really pay attention.

"Okay, starting tomorrow, you will tell Yunwen about your idea. In order for me to get out smoothly, I should make this sacrifice." I said.

Su Yuexi nodded in approval.

Afterwards, she took all the food I hadn't finished to the kitchen, and I began a new attempt to fight against my inner demons. It was still too early to enter the state of meditation, and I had to start working on myself to achieve some success and be able to fight against it.

It is true. Now that my life is comfortable, I have become more indulgent and not as self-disciplined as before. Therefore, my willpower is far weaker than before. Therefore, in addition to what Su Yuexi said, that I should slowly learn to calm down and always soften and calm my body and mind, I also often recover from various physical training in the dungeon.

Do sit-ups to the limit and then hold on for more than ten times, push-ups, barbell lifting (Su Yuexi has plenty of ways to help me make them), horizontal bar and the like. In short, I will try every method that can train my willpower.

That guy is in my body consciousness, hacking at me? Isn't that a bit too arrogant? I, Zhou Bo, won't indulge it like this. If the evil power is in my body, then I will kill it even if it is against myself.

Su Yuexi stayed with me all the time. After a long time, I felt sleepy. I saw Su Yuexi sitting cross-legged beside me. I thought she was sleeping in her own way. It must be late at night outside. I gradually lay down on the quilt, wanting to rest for a while and have a good sleep to replenish my energy.

But at this moment, just as I fell into a deep sleep, I suddenly heard in my ears: "Come on, you can't run away this time..."


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