At this time, Fu Xiangze kept looking at the rearview mirror until he saw Bian Li's figure.
Seeing Fu Xiangze's absent-minded look, with an aura of "keep away from others" all over his body, the junior sister didn't dare to talk to him.
Along the way, the two of them had almost no communication except for a few simple words.
When he first returned to the team, everything was normal. Later, he gradually increased his training. He would run 1km or 2km instead of the 5km others ran, and did spiral staircase, boxing, swimming, etc.
After divorcing Bian Li, Fu Xiangze cleared out all the things related to her.
The books, models and various gifts she gave were all placed in the locker.
In the past, she always looked for opportunities to give him gifts. At that time, Fu Xiangze always said, "What gifts do I need from a grown man?"
But Bian Li didn't say anything. He just said, "I just want to buy it for you."
However, a long time later, Fu Xiangze saw that Li Shuhe sent a message to Bian Li.
[If you want a man to remember you forever, you should learn to make him remember you in your own way.
For example: buy him a gift so that he can think of you when he sees it. 】
At that time, Fu Xiangze felt it was very childish.
But now I realize that it doesn't make sense. He really does remember her, and many things around him are related to her.
Maybe she had liked me before?
Now when he occasionally sees some financial news, he will subconsciously look at the title of the reporter's book, but he forgets that she has already worked in a newspaper.
Perhaps due to withdrawal symptoms, Fu Xiangze rarely heard any news about Bian Li, saw any people who were in contact with her, and even heard her name.
Fu Xiangze's character is too tolerant, and he doesn't show it in front of everyone.
Later, his colleagues gradually noticed his abnormality and heard about his divorce.
I thought about how the people who were in love at the beginning have now gone their separate ways. The team was worried about him and even talked to him, but he was not willing to tell anything.
Because of the impact on flight safety, he was grounded during this period. He reported to the physiotherapy office every week.
On this day, Fu Xiangze reported to the management office on time.
뀞物理医눃 was preparing the materials. He turned around and saw him stunned for a moment, then quickly cleared the emotion in his eyes.
The doctor's name is Zhong Yihuan, she is young and beautiful, and a top graduate of the Air Force University.
"Please sit down." Fu Xiangze didn't say much and just sat there casually.
Zhong Yihuan looked at him and said, "Your leader told me about your situation."
Fu Xiangze rarely looked up at her, "What are you testing?"
Zhong Yihuan smiled and said, "Let's just chat casually."
Fu Xiangze's expression was very cold, giving people a sense of alienation. He said directly, "I don't chat with women casually."
"Is this the rule your ex-wife set for you?" Fu Xiangze looked up at his ex-wife when he heard her words.
It was as if he had been hit by something, with a big hole in his chest.
He responded indifferently, "No comment."
Zhong Yihuan smiled and said, "If you don't cooperate, it will be difficult for me to explain to my superiors."
Fu Xiangze still looked indifferent and raised his eyelids to look at her, "Just say whatever you want to say."
"Okay. Let's do a physical test next."
"Let's get started."
"Have you been feeling depressed lately?"
"Sometimes."
"Because you divorced your ex-wife?" Fu Xiangze looked at her and seemed speechless.
"Where's Ran?"
"Have you ever thought about redeeming yourself?"
“…”
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Two weeks later, Fu Xiangze was discharged from the army. After that, he focused on aircraft training. However, his husband had a lot of responsibilities. He represented the country in a certain competition and won several awards.
However, on that day, when the awards were presented, he was reminded of Bian Li again.
When he looked at her in the distance that day and put the flowers and medals in her hands, her playful and lovely look flashed through his mind, and his eyes became hot at that moment.
During this period of time, all the management work done collapsed. After the game, he changed into a physical training suit by himself, ran to the training ground and ran 10 kilometers in one breath.
When he finished running, he lay down on the grass, feeling refreshed.
At this moment, it suddenly started to rain heavily, catching him off guard. However, he did not want to avoid it, so he just sat there and was drenched by the rain.
He could tell whether it was tears or rain in his eyes, which allowed him to see the building in front of him clearly. He could feel water flowing from his eyes.
Half an hour later, someone held an umbrella over his head. He turned around and saw Zhong Yihuan.
Then he looked away and stood up. Zhong Yihuan shouted from behind him, "Nothing will change if you continue to be so sad. If you still miss her, go find her."
"It has nothing to do with you."
Fu Xiangze went back to the dormitory without even looking back.
Later, after the team's selection and assessment, Fu Xiangze and several other comrades were selected as pilots to go to the harsh western region.
The next day was a day off, so we decided to have a meal together. We went to a food stall outside to drink.
That night, Fu Xiangze was like crazy, drinking alone.
His comrades comforted him, "Don't be sad. It's been half a year. Why are you still so sad?"
Fu Xiangze said with a big tongue, "You don't understand, you all don't understand."
"How do you understand now? Is there only one woman for you? We brothers will introduce you to prettier and better ones later." Several people said as if to comfort you.
"Our Doctor Zhong is wrong. He is just an idiot towards you." Everyone started to make a fuss.
"You are talking nonsense." Fu Xiangze cursed.
"You know nothing. I feel uncomfortable here. It feels like something is poking me every day. It hurts."
Everyone was silent. No one expected that a person who was usually so lonely and arrogant would have such a side.
"Then get her back."
"It's no use, it's no use, she doesn't love me...nothing I do is useful..." He murmured softly while lying on the table.
…
Afterwards, Yu Cheng sent him back to the hotel. When he was making the bed for him, he said, "Huh, if I had known it would be so sad, I should have divorced you. We divorced... but you're going back... going back..."
Fu Xiangze suddenly sat up, took out his cell phone, and quickly dialed a number, but there was a familiar female voice on the other end, [The number you dialed is turned off]
Fu Xiangze threw his brick phone aside and said, "Why didn't you answer the phone? Where have you been?"
Do you know I will be anxious when I find you?
Bian Li, Bian Li, you really don't care about me at all. You always think you are doing this for my own good, but do you know?
I am the person closest to you, but you always push me far away...
I am your husband. I was the last one to know that you were in the hospital.
I used to think that in our relationship, all I had to do was do my best, but later I discovered that when two people are together, it's not enough for one person to try to get closer and do the best.
Even if we meet in person in the future, I will miss you so much... But if you marry someone else, I will regret it..."
Yu Cheng felt mixed emotions at this moment...
When I saw how beautiful they were, I thought they would continue to be happy, but I didn't expect...
In the second month, we packed up and set off. The oxygen became less and less as we went further up the plateau, and when we arrived at the base, it had already started snowing.
Fu Xiangze suddenly remembered that Bian Li once said that she would go to see the snow with him... Looking at the snow-covered and endless Gobi Desert, he suddenly missed her very much.
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