Chen Jianguo came out of the room and sat alone at the table in the living room. He was still shirtless, looking lonely and indifferent, as if the temperature in the entire living room had dropped a few degrees because of him.
He held a cigarette between his rough, slender fingers, and his deep, bottomless eyes stared straight at the tightly closed door of Xu Zhaodi's room.
For the first time, he felt that pleasing a woman was more difficult than training new recruits.
The situation in Xu Zhaodi's room was not much better.
Every time she did this kind of thing, she would think of her previous life.
Some things cannot be resolved just by being reborn again.
On the surface, it seems like it has passed, but when you experience it again, you still can't get over it.
Chen Jianguo was a good person, but because she had been hurt so badly by a man, she was still afraid of him.
Xu Zhaodi felt a little sad. It was as hot then as it was cold now. She wrapped herself tightly in the quilt, unable to control her emotions and choked up with sobs.
She thought that Chen Jianguo would definitely not come back.
Chen Jianguo smoked two cigarettes in a row before going into the bathroom and pouring a basin of cold water over his head. He then extinguished his physical desire in the bathroom, washed his hands, and then went out.
He hesitated for a moment, but still walked towards Xu Zhaodi's room.
When the door was opened again, Xu Zhaodi felt a tightness in her heart, but then it was as if something was gently sweeping past her.
Chen Jianguo quietly climbed onto the bed. This time he didn't dare to act rashly and just lay straight on one side.
Xu Zhaodi's shoulders trembled, and the only sounds in the room were her faint sobs and swallowing.
Chen Jianguo's body tensed up instantly.
She cried...
He felt a little guilty that he shouldn't have been so impulsive towards her.
He turned around and hugged her gently again, her back pressed against his cold, wet chest.
"I'm sorry, I won't be so impulsive next time, please don't cry, okay?
Can you hit me? I'm a bastard."
Chen Jianguo turned her body over, grabbed Xu Zhaodi's hand and slapped it on his face.
Xu Zhaodi cried even harder. She retracted her hand, and the grievance in her heart was like a flood that broke through the dam.
She could no longer control herself and threw herself into his arms, hugging him tightly and crying loudly.
"Wife...I was so wrong..."
Chen Jianguo panicked. He shouldn't have been so impulsive.
Xu Zhaodi choked up and said, "You are just an asshole."
Why are you so nice to me?
Chen Jianguo is not afraid of anything except his wife crying.
He didn't even dare to hug her now. It was not right to hug her with his hands in the air, nor was it right not to hug her.
"I'm a bastard, I'm a bastard, as long as you don't cry, I'll do anything you ask me to do."
He quickly reached out to turn on the light, and seeing her face covered with tears and snot, he quickly wiped it with his hand.
Xu Zhaodi felt very ashamed. It was the first time she cried so ugly in front of him.
Xu Zhaodi sniffed and said, "Don't look at me. I look so ugly when I cry."
"Okay, okay, I won't look, I won't look, my wife is not ugly, my wife is the prettiest in the world."
"Go get me a towel. I want to wipe my face."
"Okay, I'll go right away."
Chen Jianguo quickly got out of bed to get the towel. When he left the room, Xu Zhaodi looked at his back and found that he was wearing a vest.
His body was wet and cold at that time; he must have taken a cold shower.
When Chen Jianguo came back, he washed his hair with warm water. After Xu Zhaodi wiped her face, her eyes were red and swollen.
Chen Jianguo blamed himself and said, "Why don't I go back to my room and sleep."
Xu Zhaodi turned her head and said, "Go away...and never enter my room again after you go away."
Chen Jianguo...
He felt that waiting for him was another endless torture.
Chen Jianguo said: "My goodness, I'll get out of here. I'll get back to my wife."
As he said this, he threw back the quilt and crawled in again.
This time he behaved well and didn't dare to do anything wrong.
After turning off the lights, Xu Zhaodi said, "Chen Jianguo..."
"Um……"
"Will you be good to me forever?"
Isn't this nonsense? He only has one wife in his life. If he doesn't treat her well, who else can he treat well?
"What do you think? Who are you to me? How can I not be nice to you?"
"Will you...change your mind? Will you...like someone else?"
Xu Zhaodi suddenly felt that these two questions were stupid.
When people first meet, the feelings between them are very sweet and beautiful, but in the end a lot of changes will happen.
As time passes, people's hearts change.
This question...is still as naive as it was back then.
Chen Jianguo found Xu Zhaodi's hand accurately in the bed, held it tightly and said, "Wife, from the beginning when I decided to marry you, I was ready to spend the rest of my life with you.
Believe it or not, I never thought of separating from you."
She believed that even if she had behaved like that at the beginning, he would not have sent her back to her hometown, nor would he have asked for a divorce from her.
Xu Zhaodi wanted to ask something, but when the words came to her lips, she couldn't say anything.
Chen Jianguo added: "Wife, I'm not good at talking, but I just want to say that if I, Chen Jianguo, eat one bite, you, Xu Zhaodi, will definitely not be left out."
Xu Zhaodi was amused by him. What does this mean?
Xu Zhaodi really thought that Chen Jianguo was easy to coax. She leaned over and said softly, "Come closer."
I thought about how I scared her at that time, and now I had just made her happy, and if I get too close to her I might scare her again.
This time, Chen Jianguo moved a little closer to her cautiously. Xu Zhaodi noticed it and moved a little closer to him.
She moved closer, moved to hug him, and buried her face in his hot chest.
Xu Zhaodi said: "Can you give me some time?
I’m really scared.”
She couldn't tell him what she had been through in the past.
There are some things that she can only adjust slowly in her own mind.
Chen Jianguo's body stiffened and he hugged her tighter.
"Don't worry, I won't do anything wrong if you don't agree."
Chen Jianguo's heart finally settled down. He subconsciously kissed her forehead and said, "I will die on you sooner or later."
Xu Zhaodi raised her hand and pinched his waist: "Don't say such unlucky words in the future."
"Okay, okay, I won't tell you."
That night, Chen Jianguo was really nervous, but he finally managed to make her happy.
The two of them slept soundly in the second half of the night. Chen Jianguo found that Xu Zhaodi slept very well and did not move even when she lay down at night.
In the middle of the night, he touched her a few times in his sleep, but she didn't react.
Chen Jianguo thought that when she slept soundly in the future, he could secretly give himself some benefits at night.
Sooner or later it will be his anyway.
That night, Xu Zhaodi had no dreams and slept soundly in Chen Jianguo's arms.
When she opened her eyes, there was no one around her.
Her clothes were neatly placed on the bedside. She was stunned when she looked at them, and went to the bathroom to wash her face and brush her teeth. On the table next to her was her own toothbrush enamel cup, on the cup was the toothbrush with toothpaste squeezed in it, and next to it was a pile of washed tofu and a pile of hair.
Looking at these things in front of her, Xu Zhaodi curled up the corners of her lips.
This dog man...
Pretty good at handling things.
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