Chapter 945: I can’t let her go, what can I do? (4)



After returning to the dormitory, Ye Xi opened the door and turned on the light.

The moment the room lit up, the two kittens sleeping in the cat bed immediately meowed.

Ye Xi pushed the suitcase into the room and turned around to close the door.

When he turned around, the two kittens had already run out of the cat bed, jumped onto his bed, and looked at him obediently with their heads tilted.

Ye Xi likes the feeling of being noticed and cared for...

He put the suitcase aside, walked to the bed with a curled lip, sat down on the bed, and took the smaller kitten in his arms.

The big orange cat suddenly jumped onto Ye Xi's chest, lowered its head, opened its big brown eyes, and suddenly let out a "meow~"...

"Did you miss me?"

Ye Xi looked at the two kittens, put down his head and busily stroked their fur, and his lonely heart was instantly filled with these two little things.

"Meow~"

The two kittens called out in succession. The orange cat even leaned forward and licked Ye Xi's nose, "Meow~"

"You are the only ones who miss me and need me, right?"

Ye Xi asked them, and it seemed like he was also asking himself.

"Meow~"

I wonder if animals can understand what he says?

However, each of these replies really seemed like responses to Ye Xi's words, making Ye Xi feel warm in his heart.

Lying on the bed, Ye Xi opened one eye and looked at the ceiling, his vision was vast and empty, and he spoke weakly, "Actually, it's not just you who care about me... In fact, there are many people who care about me..."

"My mom, my sister, my uncle, my aunt, and her... Even though she hasn't contacted me, she must care about me. But now, my relationship has become strained, and I can no longer continue to interact with her..."

Ye Xi seemed to be talking to himself.

The two cats lay in his armpits and on his chest, lying there obediently, watching him quietly and listening to him talk...

Of course, I don’t know if they can understand?

"I endured it for a long time and never thought of telling her about this... I lost my temper that day and shouldn't have told her... But I didn't expect her to reject me so completely... She didn't give me any chance at all and just wanted to marry Huo Feng... She even thought I would always be her brother... What's worse, she even overturned the feelings she had for me when we were young..."

Ye Xi let out a long sigh. "I still can't figure it out now. Was her feelings for me when she was little serious? For so many years, I always thought she was serious... and I was serious about her too... If her feelings for me weren't genuine, then wouldn't all these years be a joke?"

Ye Xi's tone was a bit self-deprecating. He lowered his head to glance into the little orange cat's eyes and asked, "Am I a joke?"

The little orange cat naturally didn't know what he was talking about, but cooperated and meowed...

"It's a joke..."

Ye Xi took this as a joke.

This winter vacation, Ye Xi has been wandering between fantasy and reality...

It had been a long time since he and Yu Sangzhi had lived together so intimately, waking up together and going to bed together every day...

There was no Huo Feng beside Yu Sangzhi, only him.

The illusion that Ye Xi had during this period was that he always felt that he had a chance.

The more I feel this way, the deeper my obsession becomes...

The feelings that should have been let go, the feelings that should have faded long ago, gradually became stronger and were gradually brought up again during this short period of contact.

The more Ye Xi looked into her own heart, the more she understood his deep feelings for her.

He knew he couldn't let go...

I haven't let go for many years...

Time has not diluted this feeling.

Just under such circumstances, that woman Xie Bing appeared.

Ye Xi was deeply trapped in regret and self-blame. He couldn't get out of that circle. He couldn't accept that his momentary thought had caused him to lose her completely.

Now, Ye Xi is back.

In such a quiet room, he inevitably fell into the whirlpool of thoughts again.

He kept talking, thinking, and reciting everything that had happened during this period...

The longer I talked, the more uncomfortable I felt and the more stuffy my chest became.

The two kittens were still quietly accompanying him. Although they could fill the void in his heart, they could not draw his thoughts away.

Ye Xi couldn't stop thinking about her, missing her, and wanting to find her...

He lay in bed thinking for a long time...

Finally, he put the kitten on the bed and sat up!

Ye Xi knew that he couldn't think about it anymore.

He had to find something else to distract himself...

He had to feel the cold...

He's going to seek extreme excitement.

Ye Xi turned around and glanced at the dark window...

Finally, he made his next decision to run!

At 11:15 in the evening, Ye Xi changed into a set of sportswear, took his cell phone and keys and prepared to go out for a run.

The temperature outside is still very low...

Coming out of the dormitory building, Ye Xibie could feel a gust of cold wind blowing, bringing a biting chill that made him shiver inevitably.

But he likes this feeling...

He is going for a run.

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