Yu Sangzhi finally opened Huo Feng's WeChat dialog box and saw a screen full of messages from Huo Feng...
The whole row is full of voice...
There are both short and long ones.
Yu Sangzhi clicked on the last voice message with slightly trembling fingers. The music in the headphones stopped and Huo Feng's crying and trembling voice came out.
He seemed to be begging her in tears, "Don't you really care about me anymore? Not at all... If you care about me a little bit, if you treat me, Huo Feng, as a human being, then come back... Please... Come back..."
Even through the screen, I could hear his voice trembling as he uttered the word "please", as if he was choking with sobs.
After just listening to this short voice message, Yu Sangzhi felt a needle-like pain in his chest!
She sighed lightly, pulled the quilt tightly, and held the quilt tightly with her little hands. She felt so uncomfortable!
She clicked on the voice messages one by one...
One by one, she listened to Huo Feng crying on the other end of the phone. There were even a few messages where he was crying so hard that he couldn't speak. He cursed while crying. The curses were so harsh, but it only made her feel heartbroken!
He said, "What do you think of me, Huo Feng? You watch me chasing after you every day, seeing that I can't do anything to you... You guessed that I wouldn't dare to hurt you, and guessed that only you can hurt me... Yes, only you can hurt me. You won, you finally made me, Huo Feng, cry. You're good, you're awesome... You're so fucking awesome!"
He continued, "How can you come back? Just tell me how you can come back? Or tell me where you are? Just say the word and I'll go anywhere... I'll definitely come find you. I'm fearless and I'll go anywhere... But where are you? Where are you?"
He also said, "Yu Sangzhi, let me tell you! You can only hurt me once! You only have this one chance to stab me! After this time, I don't care if you come back or not! Even if you come back, I don't want you anymore! I'm dumping you! I don't want you! I'm annoyed just by looking at you! You're really annoying!"
Even after his rage, he could still cry and beg her, "Where the hell are you... Damn it... I'm going crazy... Do you want me to die? Answer me... Answer me, Sang Zhi... I won't let you leave me, Sang Zhi..."
Yu Sangzhi only listened to this one page of voice, and his eyes were red with pain...
She stroked her chest, took a long breath, inhaled deeply, and exhaled deeply...
At this moment, it seemed that only deep breathing could bring her relief, and only deep breathing could make her feel a little more comfortable.
But no matter how she tried to mediate, she couldn't control the emotions that kept rising up, and the tears couldn't help but flow from her eyes, sliding down her temples and falling onto the pillow.
She wiped away a tear, and then wiped away another...
These tears are like a faucet that has been opened and cannot be stopped.
This heart is also deeply suffering from the pain brought by repression and suffocation!
Yu Sangzhi sniffed, and in the darkness, he couldn't help crying softly...
"sorry…"
She apologized softly, her voice so low that only she could hear it...
She really felt sorry for him.
I'm so sorry Huo Feng...
She could already guess at this moment that he must have been drinking. His words were full of drunkenness and he was roaring like a drunk.
He must be in great pain! It must be a thousand times more painful than her!
He was a deceived person. He even paid a lot, but was still deceived into this state.
Compared to her insignificant tears at this moment, he was such a tall and strong man, a man who had never been seen shedding a tear, but he cried like this for her.
You can imagine how much pain he was in.
Yu Sangzhi's fingers slid upwards again, reaching the very top in one breath, and then he slowly looked down from the very top...
So, she saw Huo Feng's entire day, from excitement and anticipation at the beginning, to anger and rage later, and then to pessimism and despair...
His entire mental process...
Through these paragraphs of text, everything was completely exposed in front of her.
Yu Sangzhi even knew what he had done today...
He first went to the high-speed railway station alone to wait for the train, then he arrived in Hangzhou, and then he returned to Wenzhou. Then, he threatened her, saying that he would not take the exam anymore, would not study anymore, and would start to degenerate.
Did Yu Sang know what kind of mood he was in after watching Huo Feng's entire day's experience...
After she finished reading this long chat record, she was already crying uncontrollably, with tears and snot streaming down her face...
She wiped the quilt again and again, until the corners were soaked by her tears, so wet that you could wring out a handful of water...
Yu Sangzhi curled up in the quilt and sobbed.
After reading this message, I unconsciously read it again, from top to bottom...
She also couldn't bear to leave Huo Feng.
She really missed him.
Since she left school on Monday, she has thought of him every day. He is there when she closes her eyes before going to bed and when she opens her eyes when she wakes up.
He is the one I see when I am awake, he is the one I see in my dreams, and he is the one that fills my mind...
"I'm sorry... I'm sorry Huo Feng... I'm sorry for you..."
At this moment, Yu Sangzhi could not say anything more except to apologize.
But this apology was meant for herself. Huo Feng couldn't hear it and wouldn't know about it.
She has a lot to say and a lot of thoughts hidden in her heart.
She couldn't say it, and there were even many reasons preventing her from saying it.
As a result, she couldn't say she liked someone as confidently and boldly as Huo Feng, or say she loved someone without any scruples.
She could only keep it carefully, control this relationship, and control time...
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