"You're right, maybe my body is asking you for help..."
The girl smiled bitterly, like a broken body.
Yu Qin is a 20-year-old college student in her sophomore year.
When she was young, she was often hurt and ridiculed by others because she was not good-looking. Even her family often complained, "How could she give birth to such an ugly child?"
So when Yu Qin was young, she knew that others could use their appearance to gain many advantages, but when it came to her, she would only be despised and disgusted.
She studies hard and wants to prove herself in this way, but more importantly, she refuses to accept her fate. Is appearance really important?
If she is rich and powerful, her looks don’t really matter!
So Yu Qin rushed forward with such a force, she wanted to prove that she could do it too, and that appearance was not important in this society.
From primary school to junior high school, and then to high school, her grades always ranked first. Gradually, the ridicule from people around her became less, and more people praised her for her good grades.
Her parents also felt proud and were not as disgusted with her as before.
The turning point happened when Yu Qin was in her first year of high school. Her parents gave birth to their second child, a delicate and pretty sister who inherited her parents' excellent genes.
Yu Qin's sister is really pretty. In fact, her parents are not ugly, and they can even be said to have superior looks. Her sister looks very much like her parents.
Her nightmare began after her younger sister was born.
First, her parents questioned her identity and even took her for a paternity test, the result of which showed that she was indeed their daughter.
Yu Qin's parents were not the only ones disappointed with this result. In fact, she herself had also hoped that maybe she could have parents who loved her?
Her parents felt ashamed. Why did the second daughter look so much like them, while the eldest daughter looked like a bastard adopted from somewhere, so ugly that it was annoying.
So Yu Qin's parents did a stupid thing. They announced to the public that Yu Qin was a wrongly adopted child. Yu Qin had just entered her third year of high school when she found out about this.
Because her parents needed her to take care of her younger sister, she was a day student at that time. Even though it took her more than an hour to walk home from school, her parents did not feel sorry for her at all.
When she returned home that day, she heard people in the entire neighborhood pointing and talking about her. The most impressive sentence was: I was wondering why she was so ugly, it turns out she was adopted by mistake, could her parents have switched them on purpose?
Someone this ugly should just get out of here as soon as possible. What's the point of having good grades? He probably inherited his parents' disgusting genes! He'll be a danger to society in the future.
At that moment, the whole world seemed to collapse.
Everyone stood on the moral high ground, except her! Buried under the ruins, enduring the endless abyss!
Yu Qin rushed home desperately to question her parents, but all she got was scolding from them. They accused her of being so ignorant, of thinking about her younger sister, and of not being ugly and implicating her younger sister.
She also just realized that everyone's malice towards her had never disappeared. They just praised her on the surface. She was the only one who believed in this nightmare-like life.
Yu Qin compromised. She knew how painful it was to be hated by everyone, so she didn't want her sister to suffer the same pain in the future because her sister was innocent.
But she still couldn't save herself. The academic progress in high school was very fast, and her grades gradually declined under such circumstances. In the end, she was getting further and further away from her dream.
When Yu Qin said this, the comments in the live broadcast room had already exploded into a mess.
How can there be such parents?! What's wrong with being ugly? Should I be bullied by them?
[Although I was also shocked when the young lady connected to the microphone because she is indeed not good-looking, it is really disgusting to verbally attack someone's appearance! ]
[You can't decide your appearance, so it's normal to be surprised at first. People naturally like beautiful things, but I never attack others' appearance!]
[Miss, don't believe what they say. As long as you are good enough, no one will dare to say a word to you. Appearance is important, but it is far less important than your true nature.]
[Actually, I look pretty ordinary, but I've never been sad. There are so many people in the world, so many mouths, and I'm sure not everyone will like me. It's enough that I like myself!]
Almost all the fans were comforting her, and a few crazy men and women were kicked out by Yu Qing.
For this purpose, she specially selected the most active fans to be administrators.
As long as there are crazy men and women who make bad remarks, the outcome will be just one word: kick them out!
Yu Qin looked at the phone in disbelief. She had never thought that there were people who didn't care about appearance?
This was the first time she saw someone say that appearance is not important, loving yourself is the most important thing.
The thought flashed through my mind.
Yu Qin suddenly smiled self-deprecatingly, not knowing what she was thinking of. "No, you are trying to comfort me."
They were just afraid that she would commit suicide, and they didn't mean it.
Yu Qing pinched his finger bones and said, "Go on."
Yu Qin lowered her eyelashes. Since she had already come to this point, it didn't matter if she continued.
"My grades plummeted after that, but at that time, I could still barely pass the entrance exam to a key university..."
After taking the college entrance examination, Yu Qin filled out her application form, but her parents started to make trouble again.
First, they changed her choice of major to a normal university not far from home, with a beautiful excuse: Our parents are old, and if you go so far away, who will take care of your sister? We won't give you a penny unless you listen to us.
Of course Yu Qin didn't want to, but no matter how unwilling she was, she couldn't change it.
She had never received kindness since she could remember, and coupled with her parents' betrayal, she eventually developed depression.
While studying a major that he didn't like, he also had to go home to take care of his younger sister who was less than three years old. He was often absent-minded, which led to him failing all his major courses.
During her freshman year, Yu Qin fell ill. She was diagnosed with acute gastroenteritis and sent to the hospital. Her parents did not come, and she had no friends. The doctor urged her to pay for the surgery.
In the end, Yu Qin had to use up all her savings from her part-time job over the years to barely raise enough money for the surgery. After the surgery, she lay alone in the inpatient department for several days, and no one called her during that time.
It was during her hospitalization that she met the first special person in her life.
He is a boy who has temporarily damaged the corner of his eye and lost his vision.
The boy seemed to be very popular, with different people visiting him every day. It was from conversations with his friends that Yu Qin learned the reason for his eye damage.
He was trying to save his girlfriend when his eyes were injured by the flames. When he lost his sight, his girlfriend abandoned him and left.
Perhaps because of this reason, boys are always silent and sometimes lie in bed all day without getting out of bed.
Yu Qin knew that he treated her differently because he was blind, but she still took the wrong path and took the initiative to talk to the boy.
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