Chapter 71 Extra [VIP]
Dirty, filthy, violent, dark.
This is what Sinderel has seen since he could remember.
He was born in a slave farm, didn't know who his biological parents were, and didn't even have a name.
He lived in a cage, and his daily food was a sticky substance like swill, which was indescribable and inedible.
Slaves as thin as he were scrambling for the slop, and he was one of them.
In order to survive, this turbid substance became a necessity for them.
He had wondered why.
Why can people outside the cage live in luxury, while they can only survive in the cage, and even the water they drink is fishy and smelly rainwater.
He lived hopelessly in the cage, day after day, night after night, without ideals, without a future, like a walking corpse, even his thinking was stagnant.
Until that hint of red appeared in his eyes - he once thought it was salvation.
That was the most powerful being in all of Furland—Father Kidd.
He walked into this area where no outsiders would come to select slaves with a clear purpose, and his steps were brisk. Sinderel didn't know his origins, but he felt that he was completely beyond his reach.
Sinderel huddled in a corner, his face bruised and swollen, his body thin as a skeleton. His only food was snatched away by another group of people. He could only open his mouth to catch the water dripping from the cracks in the rocks.
He stared at the water drop that was gradually expanding and about to fall, never expecting that the priest would stop in front of him.
Found it.
He heard the priest say that.
Sinderel raised his eyes and met the pair of eyes covered by the silk cloth.
What did he find? He didn't know, he only knew that from that day on, he was transferred to a separate empty cage, had decent food, and even had the right to choose his own life.
But that life is still artificially restricted.
The slave farm not only sold slaves, but also secretly engaged in murder.
And those killers were all slaves who could not bear the humiliation and volunteered to become them, and were then carefully selected.
Sindriel also became one of them.
It was the priest who induced him to make this choice.
He said, you are the chosen son of God, all this is necessary before becoming a god, you should live for the sake of survival.
Sinderel asked, what is the Chosen One?
The priest laughed, accepting the power of God and becoming God's man. So you must work for God and eliminate those who do not believe in God.
Xindrel asked, "Then can I eat all I want?"
The priest said, of course.
Then he remembered nothing.
All I remember is that when he woke up, there was a rose mark on his waist and abdomen.
The mark cannot be erased or wiped out, and even if it is destroyed, it will grow back in a very short time.
He stayed in that small cage for a long time, but that was not a good thing because he could not see other people or other things.
The cage was closed on all sides, and he could see nothing except himself and the food and water that were delivered through a small gate every day.
At that time, his mind was oppressed by endless loneliness and became numb and dull, and he was unable to think at all. He just didn't want to continue feeling this way, so he took the initiative and called out to the people outside the cage when he delivered food the next day.
So, he became a killer and was transferred underground to an extremely hidden training ground.
A place known as the Colosseum.
The people here were all like him, about the same age and appearance, with sunken eyes that glowed with a hungry, greedy green light.
There were many of them, dozens of them, but the Colosseum only needed ten managers. To successfully become one of the assassins in training, one had to pass the first assessment.
He remembered the cruelty of the first assessment - in order to reduce the number of people, everyone had to kill each other, and the last ten people who survived would get a pass.
The man whose face could not be seen threw down ten daggers, and everyone rushed forward to grab them.
As luck would have it, one of the daggers was thrown at his feet.
He didn't remember how he walked out of the place where corpses were scattered everywhere and blood was flowing like a river.
I just knew that I was very hungry and thirsty.
Even if he bit open someone's throat with his teeth and had his face and mouth covered with warm, sweet blood, he still felt it was not enough.
He didn't even hear the order from his superiors to stop, and kept approaching the next person until he was knocked unconscious and then stopped the killing.
He passed, but was horrified at what he would look like.
He no longer lived in a cage, but had his own room and delicious meals. However, the shackles always reminded him that he had never escaped.
The training is not hard, but it is cruel.
He couldn't remember how many people he had killed with his own hands - in order to train himself into a cold-blooded killer, he had to undergo intensive killing training.
First it was animals, then living people, traces, how to disguise yourself.
The people here are wary of each other and have no trust in each other. In endless loneliness, he.
But he would have hallucinations from time to time and see things.
His dream was blood red, always leaving.
All this continued until the killer course was over, and he was sent back to the slave farm, where he was bought by Brand at an auction outside and became his adopted son.
In that home far away from the city of Furland, he met his adoptive mother and sister.
They greeted him at the door with smiles and prepared a welcome dinner for him.
That was his first experience of warmth.
He didn't know what kind of feeling it was, but it just melted a little bit of his long-cold and lonely heart.
He also didn't know the relationship between Brand and Kidd, he just tried to please him and obediently eliminated those who disobeyed Brand.
He didn't even know that his lovely sister, who would pester him to read stories every night, was actually one of the poor people who was tortured by Kidd.
He had always lived in Kidd's plan - from the moment he entered the slave farm, he had stepped into an elaborate trap.
Simply because he was created by Amra as a vessel in Furlan.
But he knew nothing.
He was kept in the dark and had no idea what was going on, but he sold himself out and disguised himself as a woman, thinking that he could just get rid of those disgusting people for his sister and mother.
But desire knows no bounds. He didn't anticipate the disgusting nature of human beings and thought that as long as he was obedient enough, he could hold on to this only salvation.
He remembered his sister's favorite stories.
He remembered how his sister died.
She lay weakly on the bed, crying out in pain and asking him to read her favorite story.
Sinderel agreed, holding the gradually cold hand, and tremblingly recited the story that he had memorized by heart.
Although he was very familiar with it, he read it haltingly and could not control his trembling no matter what.
My sister died the day before spring.
My mother is also crazy. In fact, she has been a lunatic for a long time, but now she is even more crazy and has less time to be lucid.
She would often mistake Sinderel, who was dressed as a woman, for her sister. In order to let his mother live longer, he was willing to pretend to be a woman to comfort his mother.
So he secretly swore to God that if there was a God, he would be willing to live his whole life in his sister's place, in her identity.
Even if there is no Sinderel in this world anymore, even if he doesn't become a god.
Unfortunately, my mother also died in the spring a month later.
He buried them in the woods behind the house, where they had their first picnic as a family.
Standing before the two mounds, he had never hated Brand so much.
Then, his stepmother shows up and moves into his house with her two clueless stepsisters.
Brand was going out to do business, and he took this opportunity to kill Brand, but heard words he never wanted to hear in his life.
Brand lay on the ground, laughing wildly.
Because he is the chosen son of God, he is destined to bring disaster.
Everyone around him will not have a good ending.
For the first time, he felt broken.
Back in that home, he is the stepdaughter Cinderella, the poor stepdaughter who can only live in the attic.
The stepmother is called Opesha, and the two sisters are called Anastasia and Dusula.
What a stupid name.
But he couldn't kill them yet because the house was still in Opesha's hands.
If Opesha is unwilling to give him the house, he will not be able to inherit the property because he is currently a woman and a stepdaughter.
He could only endure and wait.
But the longer I waited, the stranger it got.
The woman he absolutely didn't want to call mother seemed like a different person.
Although her words were still vicious and her behavior was still foolish, she actually began to care about him and asked the two women to apologize to him.
This is impossible, Sinderel couldn't understand it.
While he was thinking about how to get the house back, he was also thinking about how to kill her, but he couldn't find a reason to kill her. He also started to deal with the debts accumulated at home, and even wanted to recruit him to join, saying that he would give him the house.
He became even more confused.
So he wanted to see what this woman wanted to do, and as he followed her all the way, he actually heard this woman say that she wanted to change the world.
Change? How? Using her incomprehensible and incomprehensible ideas?
Sinderel, who had seen the dark side before, only felt mocking.
But what people didn't expect was that she really did it, and her business was booming. Although she had her own help in it, and although she didn't see how much the world had changed, Sinderell still felt incredible.
Her ideas were obviously not something that people today could come up with, and he began to doubt her.
Sure enough, when he was on a mission in the black street, he met the maid Holly, who was about to translate something and gave the intelligence dealer a note.
He intercepted the note, and the content on it made him believe in the existence of God for the first time.
Inside Opesa's body lives another person, another human from another world.
This finally explained why she had changed.
Sinderel finally felt relieved.
Why was he relieved? Because he could finally stop being consumed by the rage for revenge.
Because she didn't know that she was the chosen one of God, she didn't come into contact with him out of fear.
So he began to follow her, taking charge of the secret language work and monitoring the woman at the same time.
She is so stupid, she doesn't know anything, and has to leave everything to him.
But it didn't matter, he could help her.
The reward is that she will never know the truth, stay by his side forever, and give him enough warmth.
But she still knew her identity.
He thought he would be abandoned, but she didn't, and she spoke up for him.
But the longer the time went on, the more greedy he became.
I no longer wanted to be by her side as a stepdaughter, but wanted to be by her side as a man.
He would feel jealous, angry, sad... these emotions he had never experienced before filled his heart.
He knew that he had changed because of her, because of someone he didn't understand at all and might never meet in his entire life.
He asked her name just for the unique one that belonged to him in this world.
Jian Yue.
Jian Yue.
Jian Yue.
He remembered it.
He thought that life would always be like this, but that was impossible. He was a disaster, how could he forget.
When he heard those words, only he himself knew how deep the despair was.
She was taking advantage of him.
In fact, he knew it from the beginning, but he would rather be used.
But when the words were really put in front of him, he still broke down, so broken that he broke the seal of Kidd's Mark and used this power to expel her from Furlan.
He couldn't find her.
He was completely terrified of this world without her.
As time went by, he even began to forget his memories of her.
He frantically searched for the memory of her existence, but the people around him all looked confused.
He doesn’t want it, he doesn’t want it, he doesn’t want it!
He didn't want to forget her.
He used a dagger to carve her name on his body over and over again, leaving behind the bloody words "Don't forget Jian Yue".
How could he forget her, even if hatred was stronger than love?
Five years.
Five whole years.
He became regent on Kidd's recommendation.
He returned to the house without her and opened the box full of her belongings.
Seeing those things, he was a little dazed.
He lived there for a year, carving the boxes full, thinking she would come back when they were full.
But no, so he rented a piece of land and planted a rose in the garden every day, thinking that when the sea of roses was full, she would come back.
The rose bloomed and withered, bloomed and withered, completely destroying all his hopes.
She still didn't come back.
He burned down the rose garden. The fire that night burned away all his emotions. He was completely desperate and felt that she would never come back.
He must be greedy.
He knew from the beginning that he was being used, and he knew from the beginning that she wanted to go back, so why did he still hold on to futile hopes?
But he loved her.
From a long, long time ago, when he didn't even realize it.
He waited, waited for a lifetime.
He knelt down before the statue of God and prayed every day, hoping that she would come back.
He even sold his soul to the fallen angel Lucifer, promising him to destroy Kidd's sacrificial formation and learn the truth of everything.
Because he and Henry were created by Amra, they became the best containers for Kidd to store divine power, so that they would not be repelled by Amra's barrier.
And Jian Yue is the savior chosen by fate.
But the price is that he cannot admit that he still remembers her, otherwise his soul will be torn apart and he will be trapped in this world forever.
Finally, she came back.
Although her appearance had changed, he recognized her at a glance.
He would never forget those lavender eyes.
But she actually wanted to be Henry's maid.
He proposed a plan to help Henry get out of the palace, and he himself would become Henry instead of Henry.
He finally got her kiss, but it was under deception and concealment.
He was afraid that she would fall in love with Henry, so he was always fickle and tried to be as cunning as possible.
Perhaps this was his punishment for being too greedy.
Gain, but lose quickly.
Because he cannot tell the truth, nor can he leave this world.
He knew that this kind of life would not last long.
He looked at Jian Yue's sleeping face every night and was reluctant to close his eyes.
I was afraid that tomorrow he would be gone completely and I would never see such a scene again.
The separation came soon.
He knew that he could not survive as a vessel, as Kidd's divine power was hidden in his body, and Lucifer would not let him live, but for the one he loved, he would rather die.
He had long discovered that memories could be triggered, so after stimulating Henry to recover his memory, he planned the next actions with him.
If you ask him if he regrets bringing life to that dead heart, his answer is no.
He has no regrets.
I don’t regret meeting Jian Yue, and I don’t regret falling in love with Jian Yue.
Even if my soul is scattered.
But God gave him another chance.
His soul received Amra's mercy, and Amra gave him another chance. He made a bet with her, and if he won, she promised to let him go to Jian Yue's world.
But this time, he won.
When he opened his eyes again, he came to a completely unfamiliar world.
Here, there is prosperity that he doesn't know about, peace that he has never seen, and people he longs to see.
His time was frozen by Amra and would not flow again until he found Jian Yue.
He spent decades traveling to the ends of the earth and finally arrived at the hometown she mentioned.
He didn't dare to stop and kept looking, and finally, he saw his lover at the gate of a school.
She was drinking milk tea at the school gate, with black hair and black eyes, and wearing a simple jacket.
But he saw her at once, just as she had when she returned to Furland.
Only this time, there were many more people around her.
Sinderel thought that if she was happy, he could withdraw.
This time, he didn't want to keep her rudely, he just wanted her to be happy.
He turned and prepared to leave.
Behind him, there was the sound of footsteps.
Looking back, he saw Jian Yue.
A gust of wind blew across his face and passed through his stunned eyes.
It's snowing.
It's winter again.
But he finally found her.
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