Chapter 34 Lover is also good
It was already noon when Li Ji woke up. The slightly drunken sunlight shone through the hazy curtains onto his face, hitting his tall nose. He frowned, groaned, and slowly woke up.
It was rare for him to get up so late. Just by getting up slowly, his back and waist ached. The bed was also very messy, and there was a faint ambiguous smell in the room.
The man's upper body was covered by the quilt, with teeth marks and ambiguous marks on his shoulders. His Adam's apple was bitten and bleeding slightly, with bruises.
He had a look of calm bewilderment on his face, as if he was trying to recall what had happened.
Well...did it.
The man slowly lowered his eyes. His lower lip seemed to have turned slightly pale due to not having eaten breakfast. His jet-black hair was also disheveled, which contrasted with his cold white skin, revealing a thrilling coldness.
His long eyelashes flickered, casting a dark shadow, as if he was caught in a certain emotion.
He glanced at the bright red on the bed and pursed his lips slightly.
Li Ji slowly put on his underwear and a shirt and walked out slowly. The white shirt covered his hips and only buttoned two buttons casually, revealing his chest, collarbone and faint cleavage with ambiguous traces.
He walked slowly, as if gathering his emotions or preparing for something.
Sheng Zhao was making porridge in the kitchen.
She was enjoying it so much that her eyes were slightly narrowed and she was humming a little in her throat.
...Is this porridge made for him?
Li Ji was behind her, a little dazed.
Perhaps it was because her humming voice was so gentle, just like the soft kiss she gave Li Ji when he was dazed after she finished, Li Ji suddenly walked up to her and hugged her from behind.
He rested his head gently on her shoulder, his voice clearly hoarse and low, with a hint of broken silence, and whispered, "...did you do it for me?"
Sheng Zhao paused. She could feel the warmth behind her and his heartbeat in his chest. His breath gently fanned her ear, carrying a kind of ambiguous attachment and coquettishness.
"It wasn't me." Sheng Zhao said softly, but straightened her back to support his weight that was pressing on her because of her weak waist.
"Well... I ordered takeout this morning, but you didn't wake up. I stared at you for a long time, and then I thought you were about to wake up, so I heated it up for you--"
She rambled on, but then changed the subject—"But unfortunately, it's a mess."
There is a slightly fuzzy smell at the tip of the nose.
Li Ji smiled and raised the corners of his lips.
It's probably because her emotional value is high enough. Generally, a man who gives away his virginity is like an insecure parasite, craving a woman's vows and intimacy.
When he got up, his heart was pounding like thunder, and he was in a trance and afraid of getting a bad result.
But obviously, she accepted him calmly and calmly, and even made porridge for him herself.
...like it proves that I'm loved?
Li Ji's throat was slightly dry, and his Adam's apple with teeth marks slid up and down. Although it was mushy, he still filled a bowl and sipped it while sitting at the dining table.
Sheng Zhao didn't drink it. She just sat opposite and watched Li Ji with a slight distraction as he lowered his head and sipped the porridge. She could see the vague traces of ambiguity under his white shirt, and she could also see his swollen lips and his fingertips trembling slightly because of weakness.
What is the relationship between them?
Seeing that Li Ji was drinking the slightly mushy porridge with relish, she felt that Li Ji was indeed very tired last night.
He drank half a bowl and felt full. His lower abdomen felt warm. After a pause, Li Ji said in a hoarse voice, "Today... I'm working..."
He should have gotten up early and gone to the set.
"It's okay, I've asked for leave for you."
Sheng Zhao smiled slightly and spoke with a strong sense of gentle reliability.
Li Ji couldn't explain how he felt. It was probably because the porridge that had just entered his stomach was warm, so that his whole body felt a little hot. He was hazy in his mind and thought of the scenes and the suppressed voices from last night, and the tips of his ears turned red involuntarily.
But after saying this, neither of them spoke again for a long time.
One lowered his head to suppress the memories of last night, while the other seemed to be emptying his mind.
Then Li Ji seemed to be unable to hold back, and after a pause he suddenly spoke, his voice low and hoarse, and the ending tone trembled slightly.
"...Then what is our relationship?"
What kind of relationship? Boyfriend? Mistress? Lover?
But Sheng Zhao was destined not to marry Shen Moyi, that's why she didn't like him.
But Sheng Zhao thought again, Li Ji came to meet him yesterday just because he said - he wanted to seduce her to make Shen Moyi suffer, and wanted to be a mistress to slap Shen Moyi in the face.
But she and Shen Moyi were just a fake fiancée and husband.
Was Li Ji's purpose of sleeping with her just for Shen Moyi?
Sheng Zhao thought for a moment.
She didn't care about Li Ji's purpose. She went to bed with him calmly because she was infatuated with him. It was only because she was a normal woman with physical needs, had some feelings for Li Ji, and his appearance was very tempting.
She did not hide her desire, but she still felt that it was too hurtful for Li Ji to go to bed with her just to get revenge on Shen Moyi. After all, in such a relationship, a woman would not suffer any harm not only physically but also in terms of social evaluation.
So she heard Li Ji ask——'...What is our relationship now?'
She could answer her boyfriend, Sheng Zhao was not the kind of person who would ignore him after getting out of bed, and she would also take responsibility, but she still felt that Li Ji wanted to take revenge on Shen Moyi more than getting into an emotional entanglement. After a pause, she chose what she thought Li Ji wanted to hear and spoke softly.
"...a relationship as you wish."
Li Ji's face suddenly turned pale.
Then she lowered her eyes tremblingly, her long eyelashes trembling, and pursed her lips tightly.
He wanted to hear the word - boyfriend.
But whether it was her family background, her fiancé, or her answer, they all told Li Ji that he could only be considered a lover and a mistress.
Li Ji's throat was incredibly dry and slightly sour, but he felt that he was being too hypocritical. He hid the sourness and slightly red eyes and said in a trembling voice, "...Okay."
Just be a mistress or lover. People like him deserve to be treated like this anyway.
He lowered his eyes, concealing his loss of composure, and suddenly stood up. His hands and feet were cold, and his voice was hoarse and no emotion could be heard. "I'm tired. I'm going to bed first."
But didn’t he just get up?
Sheng Zhao was a little confused about Li Ji's mood at this moment, but she nodded anyway. Then, she suddenly remembered, took out a takeout bag, and handed it to him, "Oh, this is the birth control pill."
Li Ji paused, clenched his fingertips suddenly, then grabbed the bag and tore it open expressionlessly, making a sharp sound of the paper bag being torn.
He opened the box, took out a pill, ignored the water Sheng Zhao handed him, tilted his head back, put it in his mouth, and swallowed it dry.
Sheng Zhao: ...stunned.
Isn’t it bitter?
His expression was calm and indifferent, without the shyness and sweetness from before. "Are you satisfied? If you are satisfied, I will go back to sleep."
Sheng Zhao just nodded blankly, then watched his back as he staggered slightly due to his weak waist and unsteady steps.
She had no idea what Li Ji was angry about.
Feed him birth control pills?
But this is the latest harmless contraceptive on the market, which will not have any negative effects on men. If I don't feed him the contraceptive pill, and act like an irresponsible woman, ignoring him after getting out of bed, he should be more angry, right?
Sheng Zhao was a little confused, but he paused, thought for a long time, and sighed. After all, men need to be pampered at this time. Although he didn't know where he was wrong, it was better to coax him.
She thought about how to coax the man for a long time, paused, operated on her mobile phone, and finally transferred five million to Li Ji's card.
The best way to coax a man is to give him money!
This was a method she came across this morning when she was browsing the Little Blue Book to search for which brand of birth control pills would cause less harm to men's bodies.
In a relationship between a girlfriend and a boyfriend, the most direct and effective way to express love and ask for forgiveness is to send money!
Sheng Zhao looked at the five million that passed by with satisfaction.
I think I should calm down now.
Li Ji returned to his room and did not go to bed.
The bed was still messy and had traces of ambiguity, and the bright red was even more dazzling. Li Ji slowly closed his eyes to hide the bitterness, took out a cigarette and lit it.
He felt a dull pain in his chest, and he was smoking a cigarette and laughing at himself, so much so that his eyes were red from the smoke and tears were almost falling.
...Isn't this the kind of relationship I want to have to take revenge on Shen Moyi? Isn't this what I want? What's so sad about? Is it because she doesn't love me properly, but just treats me as a casual thing to sleep with?
Is he so cheap in her eyes?
Li Ji took a deep breath and tried hard to swallow the pain in his chest that felt like it was being beaten.
Then close your eyes.
“Ding Dong!”
Then the phone suddenly received a text message. Li Ji paused, lowered his lips and eyes coldly, pinched a cigarette between his fingertips, and the rising smoke misted his cold and handsome eyebrows.
It's the bank card notification sound.
It showed that Sheng Zhao had transferred five million yuan to his card.
The string of numbers was very long but very glaring to Li Ji.
He looked at the five million yuan that Sheng Zhao had sent him on the phone, paused for a long time, and then a tear fell and quickly disappeared, falling on his shirt.
His expression was cold and broken, and it took him a long time before he put away his phone tremblingly.
His chest felt as if it was torn apart, and he was enveloped in a thick layer of mockery.
…Is this money for his prostitution? Money to keep him? Money for being his lover?
Am I so cheap in her eyes?
Li Ji pulled the corners of his lips slightly, closed his eyes, pursed his lips, but still let out a sob in his throat. He covered his eyes and his shoulders trembled slightly.
The bitter taste of the birth control pills and the astringency of nicotine blended together in his mouth, making him feel hazy and sad.
He just held the cigarette with trembling fingers, and the tip of his tongue was bitter and numb.
Li Ji thought for a long time.
He looked at the sunny scenery outside the window, the slightly intoxicating wind blew on his face, and the soft curtains fluttered in the wind, gently covering his face, as if wiping away his tears.
...This is what I want.
It’s okay to be a lover.
He thought so vaguely.
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