Chapter 105 Tattoo
"He thought you couldn't save him, so he asked you to take him away."
"From the moment you got into trouble, he had no intention of living. You finally woke up, and you still treat him like this?" Shen Sichen pulled the quilt for her. "Tang'er, you are curious why we stand on his side. This is the answer. He can't live without you."
Shen Chutang was unable to recover from the shock for a long time. She only remembered that during the last period of time, she tried her best to wake up.
She knew that Shi Chengyu had had a hard time in the past three years, but she never expected that he would not even want to live anymore.
Shen Sichen: "I'm not telling you this to morally blackmail you into being with him. If you don't like him, we won't say a word, but do you really not like him?"
Shen Chutang shook his head, "Second brother, I'm sorry."
Shen Sichen rubbed her head. "Second brother is not blaming you, but I just can't bear to see you tortured like this. You told me before that it's not easy for two people to be together. Why have you forgotten it now?"
Love each other well while you can, otherwise it will be difficult to see each other after you break up.
"Mom asked me to bring some food over so that Chengyu can eat with you? I guess he hasn't eaten yet."
After Shen Sichen finished speaking, he walked out and called Shi Chengyu back.
Both of them were in a state of confusion at the moment, and Shi Chengyu was standing beside the bed like a man who had made a mistake.
"Shi Chengyu, I'm hungry." Shen Chutang called him gently, and it was rare that there was no anger in his voice.
Shi Chengyu opened the lunch box and put it on the small table on the bed, hesitating whether to feed her or hand her the chopsticks.
Shen Chutang took the chopsticks and handed him another pair of chopsticks from the cutlery box, "Eat with me."
Shi Chengyu's eyes flushed and he sat down on the bed. They both didn't enjoy the meal very much.
Shi Chengyu was eating anxiously, while Shen Chutang kept looking at his left hand.
"Shi Chengyu, I'm sorry."
Shen Chutang waited for him to finish his meal and apologized sincerely. No matter what her original intention was, she had hurt Shi Chengyu.
"Tangtang..." Shi Chengyu was a little stunned, as if he had thought of some unacceptable result, and his Adam's apple was rolling nervously.
Shen Chutang took his hand and said, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have made you sad because of my thoughts."
"Tangtang, I--" Shi Chengyu hated to hear her apologize in a low voice, even if that person was himself.
"Shi Chengyu." Shen Chutang interrupted him with a serious expression, "I am ugly now, and I may not be good-looking in the future."
"My legs may never heal, and I may never be able to stand up again."
"My temper has also become very bad. I am moody and prone to rage. I might even beat you up in the future."
"Even so, do you still want to be with me?" Shen Chutang felt more and more aggrieved as he spoke, trying hard to hold back his tears.
Shi Chengyu felt distressed and amused, and went over to kiss her forehead, "Tangtang, do you think I judge people by their appearance?"
Shen Chutang shook his head hesitantly.
Shi Chengyu kissed her again, "A few months ago, everyone thought you would never wake up, but now Tangtang is here fine."
Not only was he awake, he also had the energy and spirit to argue with him. That's why when Shen Chutang was angry with him some time ago, he didn't feel angry at all. Instead, he felt very happy, except that sometimes some words made him feel a little sad.
"The doctor didn't say for sure that your leg won't heal. There is still hope, Tangtang. Let's hold on together. One day, it will get better. The worst result is just like this now. I will accompany you wherever you want to go in the future, whether I carry you on my back or hug you."
"If Tangtang is in a bad mood and wants to commit domestic violence, you can do it now." The two words sounded unusual when he pronounced them. Shi Chengyu leaned forward and said, "If Tangtang is willing to do it."
The conversation became more and more irrelevant, and Shen Chutang's original sadness was diluted a lot. She glared at Shi Chengyu, but before she could say anything, Shi Chengyu came over and blocked her lips.
This kiss was also very indecent. It was beyond Shen Chutang's knowledge of kissing. She was forced to open her mouth completely out of control. Her whole body went limp and she clutched Shi Chengyu's clothes, trembling slightly.
Shi Chengyu finally let her go and held her in his arms, "I'm sorry Tangtang, I can't help feeling emotional."
Shen Chutang's eyes were filled with tears. "You, you weren't like this before."
Shi Chengyu nodded lightly. In the past, he always tried to endure, but in the end, he only left her with regrets.
But now it's different, he doesn't want to endure it anymore, and only when he kisses her does he feel particularly at peace.
The person in his arms was warm, their lips touched, their breaths intertwined, and he could hear her occasional moans. All this made him know clearly that Shen Chutang was alive at the moment, so he seemed to be addicted, without any scruples or restraint.
Seeing that he was distracted, Shen Chutang pulled at his sleeve in dissatisfaction, and Shi Chengyu subconsciously covered his arm.
"I want to see your arms." Shen Chutang looked up at him, her watery eyes making people irresistible.
Shi Chengyu instantly understood what Shen Sichen had just said to her. He held his breath nervously and said in a hushed voice, "Tangtang..."
His resistance gradually relaxed in the face of Shen Chutang's lost look. Shen Chutang pried open his fingers and pulled up his sleeves.
Her movements paused when she saw the crabapple flowers above.
Shi Chengyu has a cluster of crabapple flowers tattooed on his forearm. The black branches are tattooed on the scar, as if they are growing from inside. The crabapple flowers are growing on it in a winding way, and each flower shows great vitality, spreading towards the palm of his hand. It looks as if he is nourishing this cluster of crabapples with his flesh and blood.
Shen Chutang gently touched his wound, then moved forward to touch the crabapple blossoms on it, faintly wanting to cry again, "Does it hurt?"
There were times when the knife cut my body, and times when I got tattoos.
"It doesn't hurt." Shi Chengyu pulled down his sleeves and held her hand, not wanting her to see anymore.
“I want a tattoo, too.”
"No." Shi Chengyu refused without hesitation and squeezed her palm. "It's not necessary, Tangtang."
Shen Chutang leaned against his chest angrily and muttered softly, "You're lying."
How could it not hurt? If it didn't hurt, why didn't she get a tattoo too?
Her mood had been changeable since she woke up. She had cried too many times during this period, and her eyes were often swollen. Seeing that she was about to cry again, Shi Chengyu opened his sleeves and put her hand on him, "Don't cry, I'll let you see it, okay? It really doesn't hurt."
If there was any pain, it was probably in his stomach, which left him no time to pay attention to the wound on his forearm. As for the tattoo, that little pain was nothing to him.
Shen Chutang touched his scar and suddenly saw the bracelet on his wrist. Then he looked at the one on his own hand. "Same one?"
"Yeah." Shi Chengyu replied calmly, afraid that she would find something unusual, and explained, "I'll keep you safe."
"That's how it should be. You should have what I have, and I also want what you have." Shen Chutang touched his bracelet and finally took his hand.
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