Chapter 114 Love this world more
Shi Chengyu felt inexplicably guilty. He pulled the quilt over her and left the room without hesitation. Time was extremely precious to him at this moment. He changed his dirty clothes as quickly as possible, wiped the blood off his face, and put on a Band-Aid, considering that he had treated the wound.
Back in the room, Shen Chutang was looking down at her phone, the soft light shone on her face, a few strands of hair fell around her ears.
"Tangtang..." Shi Chengyu was about to explain, but he saw the message from Lin Shulan on the mobile phone screen. Shen Chutang looked at it quietly. He sat down on the edge of the bed, feeling a little anxious.
He lowered his head, with water drops dripping down his hair, "Tangtang, don't ignore me."
With a gentle click, Shen Chutang turned off the phone, leaned over and hugged him, stroking his back in silence.
His arms suddenly became warm, Shi Chengyu's eyes lit up, and he hugged the person tightly in his arms.
"Shi Chengyu, don't hide it from me. I want to know how you feel. Let me ask you, does it hurt?"
"pain."
He answered quickly and no longer concealed it. He felt Shen Chutang shudder, and his heart ached.
"Brother Chengyu, I also want to know about you, your mood, your feelings. I'm very happy that you're always with me, but I don't want you to live only for me in this world." Shen Chutang whispered. Such feelings were too passionate for her, so passionate that she felt ashamed and could not accept it.
"This world has beautiful stars and moons, beautiful flowers, soft and cute cats in cat cafes, and many people who love you, uncles, aunts, and sometimes grandpas."
"Look, this world is beautiful. Even if I'm gone, these things will still be there, so don't take me so seriously. I hope you love this world more than you love me."
She should be happy to be loved so wholeheartedly, but besides being happy, she is more worried. Things are unpredictable in this world. She hopes that even if she is gone one day, Shi Chengyu can still live well.
Shi Chengyu hugged her, and his arms tightened little by little, as if he wanted to rub her into his body.
"good."
Unexpectedly, Shi Chengyu responded slowly.
He tilted his head and placed a gentle kiss on Shen Chutang's ear. In the warm room, the two discussed the topic of love, but they both thought about considering each other more and hoped that the other person could live happily in this world.
After a while, the servant came over with two bowls of medicine and two bowls of tonic food. Shen Chutang laughed as he looked at the four small bowls neatly placed on the table.
"Carry me over here. I want to supervise you while you eat."
Shi Chengyu raised his lips and said, "Okay."
Shen Chutang had already adapted to the bitter taste of Chinese medicine and had mastered the technique of drinking it. While cooling the dark medicine in the bowl with a spoon, he taught him, "You have to drink it in big gulps. Drink it all in one breath. Don't savor it."
"Hold your breath and swallow it, then drink the sweet soup quickly."
Shi Chengyu was not afraid of hardship, but seeing how Shen Chutang was teaching him seriously, he obediently drank the medicine as she said, and then drank two sips of the medicinal food, which was what Shen Chutang called sweet soup.
Shen Chutang wiped the corners of his mouth with a tissue and praised him in a serious manner, "Brother Chengyu is great."
"Thank you Tangtang."
Shen Chutang seemed to be afraid that he would feel bitter, so he took another candy and gave it to him. Then he suddenly remembered something, "By the way, Assistant Lin said that you couldn't taste the food before. Is it better now?"
She just remembered that she was afraid that he wouldn't be able to taste the sweetness of the sugar.
"Okay, very sweet." The sweet toffee melted in his mouth, and Shi Chengyu's eyes were filled with a gentle smile.
Shen Chutang was a little unconvinced, "Is it true? When will it get better?"
"Really." Shi Chengyu paused for a moment and continued to answer, "When I kissed Tangtang for the first time."
This was their first real kiss after Shen Chutang woke up.
Such straightforward words instantly made Shen Chutang's face burn, "You, you are a hooligan."
Shi Chengyu laughed softly and repeated, "Really, I didn't lie to you."
He stretched his head over, and Shen Chutang shyly put his hands against it, grabbing his hair to resist, "There's, there's someone else."
The fall between the two in the morning scared the servants in the house. Chen Musheng was afraid that another accident would happen, so he asked people to watch over them from a distance.
"I'll carry you back to the room." Shi Chengyu seemed to have planned it. He picked her up before he finished speaking. Shen Chutang hid in his arms with her face pressed against his chest.
"Take a nap? Or do something first?"
Shen Chutang was only scared when there were outsiders around, but when there was no one around, she felt that she was capable again. She looked at Shi Chengyu proudly, facing the lust in his eyes, and asked, "What do you want to do?"
"If you beg me, I'll consider it—"
The unfinished words were blocked by her lips. It was an extremely aggressive kiss. Shen Chutang didn't have the slightest chance to beg for mercy. She even felt that even if she begged for mercy, Shi Chengyu would not let her go.
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The curtains in the room were drawn, and the floor lamp beside the bed emitted a soft warm yellow light, illuminating a small area.
Chen Musheng walked in quietly, "Chengyu, is Tangtang asleep?"
Shi Chengyu stood up from the ground, "Auntie, Tangtang has been asleep for a while, but it will probably take a while for her to wake up."
"I'm not here to see her." Chen Musheng said softly, "I'm here to see you."
Shi Chengyu was surprised for a moment and nodded. Ever since Chen Musheng advised him to give up that time, Shi Chengyu felt scared every time he saw her again.
But as Shen Chutang's health gradually improved, he slowly felt relieved. They no longer had any reason to persuade him to give up.
"Don't be nervous, Auntie wants to give you something." Chen Musheng said with a smile.
There was a thick book on the table in the living room. Chen Musheng slowly pushed it in front of him. "This belongs to Tangtang. We found it when we were cleaning her room. I thought I should let you see it."
It was unknown whether Shen Chutang could wake up before, and they did not dare to let Shi Chengyu see these things.
Shi Chengyu opened the first page and found that this was not a book but a photo album.
He also has a photo album like this, but it is not as thick as Shen Chutang's.
When Shen Chutang was seven years old, he held up a camera for the first time and took his first blurry photo. The focus was not right and the figure in the photo was also blurry.
But the person in the photo was himself, Shi Chengyu could tell at a glance. He suddenly lost his courage, and his hands trembled slightly as he flipped through the album.
The photos span Shen Chutang's twelve years, starting from when he was fourteen years old and ending when Shen Chutang got into trouble.
The girl's thoughts were fully revealed at this moment, and Shi Chengyu believed for the first time that love could be seen from the photo.
It's not his love, it's the love of the person who took the photo.
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