Chapter 95 Separation Anxiety
Shi Chengyu stared at her and said firmly, "That's right."
Be it a legend or superstition, as Shi Chengyu told Rosold that day, she was his lover and he would try everything.
Xuan Hui nodded as if he had understood something. "Donor, things in the world are unpredictable. I hope you can treat them with a normal attitude."
Shi Chengyu put his hands together and bowed to him, "Thank you for your guidance, Master."
When the bracelet was being consecrated in the temple, Shi Chengyu also knelt in the main hall and prayed until the end, then left quickly.
He had not left since Shen Chutang's accident, and he was not used to it all the way. On the plane, he was tense and kept the same posture the whole time, even trembling slightly, and kept muttering those two words.
As soon as he arrived at the hospital, he almost ran to the ward. The moment he saw the person, all his panic and anxiety slowly faded away. He put the bracelet on Shen Chutang's wrist, then held Shen Chutang's hand. The two bracelets stuck together, emitting a faint glow.
In this way, the young man attempts to take on the pain and illness of his lover, praying that the pain can be transferred to him.
If there is no god to protect you, then I will protect you from disaster.
The moonlight was cool, quiet and silent. Shi Chengyu silently made a wish to the moon, willing to protect Shen Chutang from disasters and suffer for his whole life.
He did not leave until the next morning. When Shen Sujing came, he was shocked to see him. Shi Chengyu was sitting beside the bed, holding Shen Chutang's hand and putting it on his face, not moving. Then, as if he was afraid that she was tired, he put it back on the bed and kneaded it gently.
Shen Sujing: "Didn't you return home yesterday?"
Lin Shulang sighed and put the lunch box on the table. "Yes, he came back overnight. Mr. Shi was not in a good state on the plane. After he came back, he stayed with Miss Shen and refused to leave for a moment."
"Mr. Shen San, please persuade him to eat something and rest."
Shen Sujing stared at Shi Chengyu for a while and said softly, "He looks like he has dissociative anxiety disorder."
He had taken some courses on psychology before and understood some negative psychological conditions. But he was a little strange. Generally, separation anxiety appears in young children, but it only lasts for a period of time and then gets better.
But Shi Chengyu was already an adult, and he couldn't figure it out. The only explanation he could find was that Shen Chutang was a very important person to him.
"Brother Chengyu." Shen Sujing walked over and called him. Seeing that he didn't respond, he said, "Tangtang's phone, I asked someone to fix it."
Shi Chengyu blinked, paused his hand movements, and looked up at him.
"You, you go eat and rest first, I'll have someone bring it over." Shen Sujing wanted to "threaten" him like his second brother did, but he couldn't imitate Shen Sichen's tone and momentum. He swallowed nervously and almost couldn't help but take the things out and give them to him right now.
Shi Chengyu lowered his eyes and gently put Shen Chutang's arm into the quilt. His voice was hoarse and dry, but very gentle, "Tangtang, I'm going to rest for a while. I'll be back soon, very soon."
Shen Sujing didn't expect that these words would be so useful. Shi Chengyu ate, took a shower, and lay down on the sofa obediently. The ward was very large. In addition to Shen Chutang's room, there were two lounges, but Shi Chengyu refused to go because the sofa was only separated from Shen Chutang's room by a wall and was closer.
Before going to bed, Shi Chengyu reminded him that he could only sleep for one hour and that he had to see Shen Chutang's phone when he woke up.
The cell phone was in Shen Sujing's pocket. He looked at Shi Chengyu who had fallen asleep. He didn't take the one hour he mentioned seriously at all and just wanted to let him sleep a little longer.
But Shi Chengyu woke up very punctually, even a few minutes early.
Shi Chengyu opened his eyes and sat up from the sofa, looking at Shen Sujing who was still there with some confusion. There was nothing on the table next to him.
Seeing that he was about to get angry, Shen Sujing quickly took out his cell phone and handed it to him, "Here, here."
Shi Chengyu took the phone but did not look at it. Instead, he returned to the ward, put down the phone, and subconsciously wanted to cut Shen Chutang's hair. He was stunned for a moment when he saw her bald head, then tucked the quilt down for her, "I'm back, Tangtang, your phone is fixed."
"The data inside has been restored. You can continue to use it when you wake up."
The only sounds in the empty ward were from various monitoring instruments, and no one responded to him.
He massaged Shen Chutang's hands and arms with a normal expression and his technique was very skillful.
Shen Sujing was very surprised. It had been a long time since he saw Shi Chengyu talking so much at once. But he didn't know that he would talk a lot every day when he was with Shen Chutang.
Shen Sujing couldn't bear to watch any longer and quietly left the ward.
After Shi Chengyu finished massaging Shen Chutang, he picked up Shen Chutang's mobile phone. He took the phone to the research institute for data recovery and replaced it with a new phone, but the previous data was still there.
After unlocking the phone, his profile appeared on the screen. Shi Chengyu's heartbeat stopped for a moment, and then he froze there. He changed his hand to hold the phone, and held Shen Chutang with the other hand.
"Tangtang, I was watching in front of you, so it doesn't count as peeking." Shi Chengyu said softly, then opened the album. He looked through the photos one by one. There were selfies of Shen Chutang with all kinds of funny expressions. He had seen most of them before because Shen Chutang was always the first to show them to him. There were cats in cat cafes, and various landscape photos she had taken of the places they had been to together before.
The most of them were of him, including photos from various angles and even videos. In some of them, one could even hear Shen Chutang whispering something.
Shi Chengyu gradually increased the volume, and the moment he heard Shen Chutang's voice, tears instantly fell from his eyes.
It has been too long, really too long. He can hardly even remember Shen Chutang's voice. The voice in his dream is getting farther and farther away from him, and more and more unreal.
The video on the phone kept playing in a loop, and Shen Chutang's happy and somewhat arrogant voice echoed in his ears again and again, "Shi Chengyu is cooking for me, I want to eat it all later."
Shi Chengyu lay on the bed, his shoulders trembling. He held Shen Chutang's hand and wanted to tighten it, but he didn't dare to use force.
He spent a day looking through all the photos and reading the memos, and was shocked again and again by the words in them.
"It turns out that my feelings towards Shi Chengyu are not like a sister's feelings towards a brother. I like him."
"I like Shi Chengyu, I want to be her girlfriend"
"Shi Chengyu won't let me kiss him. I'm unhappy, very unhappy!!! I hate him!"
"I like Shi Chengyu today too."
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"Today, Shi Chengyu is my boyfriend. My seventeenth birthday wish has come true. I made a new wish."
Shi Chengyu felt from those words that Shen Chutang was expressing her love in an ignorant way as a young girl. The passionate, overwhelming love came to him across time and space, making him tremble with fear.
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