Jin He has never gained weight.
An Yi held Jin He's body in his arms, sighing inwardly.
Rather than attributing it to the idol's self-management of his physique, it's more accurate to say that Jin He's inability to gain weight is due to nutritional deficiencies during his adolescence and a lack of proper rest during his growth spurt at eighteen. As a result, he has never gained weight. During his time in the group, his manager even forced him to gain weight, but the matter was eventually dropped.
An Yi looked as if he were hugging a skeleton.
He buried his face in Jin He's neck, and through the warm skin he could even feel Jin He's heartbeat, though that heart had stopped beating forty-eight hours ago.
Jin He felt An Yi trembling as he held him.
"An Yi".
Jin He called his name very softly.
“I know saying this now might ruin the mood, but…” Jin He’s expression twisted, “I need to go to the bathroom.”
He really needs to go to the bathroom!
An Yi visibly stiffened for a moment before reluctantly leaving Jin He's embrace and bending down to hug him: "I'll carry you."
"No." Jin He felt uncomfortable all over. Why would someone carry him to the toilet when he had all four limbs? He didn't want to. "I want to go by myself."
"Be good, the doctor said you can't do strenuous exercise right now, I'll carry you there."
"How does going to the toilet count as strenuous exercise?" Jin He reached out to pull back her blanket.
"Goodbye." An Yi held Jin He's hand, his eyes still wet from crying, looking at him pitifully: "I'm scared, I really don't want to go through what happened the day before yesterday again."
Jin He looked at him, speechless for a moment: "...Really, nothing's wrong."
An Yi didn't say anything, but quietly lowered his head and fiddled with the zipper on Jin He's quilt.
"Okay, okay, here's a hug."
An Yi finally received permission, bent down, picked up Jin He, and carried her to the bathroom.
"I'm putting you down now. I'll be slow, so you might feel uncomfortable. Please let me know if you do."
"I'm not made of glass, go ahead and put it!"
An Yi put Jin He down with some doubt, but because of the change in position, as soon as her feet touched the ground, before she could even undo her belt, Jin He felt her vision go black and she stumbled headfirst into An Yi's arms.
"What's wrong? What's wrong?" An Yi quickly hugged her, not daring to make any rash moves. He just let Jin He lean against him, her lips as white as paper, and he looked at her with a nervous expression.
"Ugh, let me lean on you for a bit." Jin He sighed. Now even going to the toilet is a problem for her? What can she do with this troublesome physique in the future?
An Yi stood obediently and let Jin He lean on him. After Jin He had recovered a little, he said, "Are you feeling better? You can go now, I'll help you."
"you……"
Jin He was a little embarrassed and gently pushed An Yi, saying, "Look at me, I can't pee."
"So what?" An Yi said casually, not caring at all, and reached out to pull down Jin He's pants. "What part of you haven't I seen? Why are you so shy?"
"..." Even so, I can't expect you to hold me back.
“I’m afraid you’ll fall,” An Yi said beside him.
“I can stand on my own now,” Jin He replied. “You can go out first, I’ll call you in when I’m done.”
An Yi had no choice but to take two steps back to the bathroom door. After a while, as if still unwilling to give up, he came back: "It's not like I haven't seen it before..."
"I'll do it myself!"
“…Alright.” An Yi finally relented, half-closing the door and waiting behind it until he heard the sound of running water inside. He then went in, helped Jin He wash her hands, and picked her up in his arms.
He was sweating when he gently put Jin He back on the bed.
“I don’t understand.” An Yi sat next to him, watching Jin He’s heart rate. Even just walking two steps to the toilet had left him breathless. “I really don’t understand. You used to have such good stamina and be so healthy. How come you’re like this now?”
Jin He suddenly got a little angry after hearing this.
"Have you been injured or had any accidents? How come you've suddenly become so weak?" An Yi asked.
He didn't expect Jin He to give him an answer. After muttering to himself for a while, he picked up the porridge that had been left to cool on the bedside table, blew on it a couple of times, and said, "Eat something first, eat slowly."
Jin He has been surviving on IV fluids for the past two days and doesn't really want to eat yet. He turned his head away to avoid An Yi's attempts to feed him and asked, "I don't know what's going on outside? Is it a serious problem?"
The spoon was put back into the porridge bowl. An Yi didn't know how to tell Jin He about this. The impact was serious, of course. Not only was the program broadcast live, but Jin He was taken away by an ambulance right inside the base. There were so many paparazzi hiding outside the base, they must have all seen it.
He and Lin Nian felt this was a good opportunity to clear Jin He's name. If they could turn Jin He's reputation around, he could take on some slow-paced variety shows in the future. So, the online debate has been fierce these past two days, with netizens offering various opinions, resulting in several posts tearing each other apart in Jin He's fan community.
However, Jin He clearly cannot get involved in these matters now; he has just woken up and cannot afford to be emotionally agitated again.
"It's not a big deal," An Yi said. "It's just that your fans are quite worried about you. Do you want to take a picture later and let them know you're safe?"
"Am I not going to participate in the show in a couple of days?" Jin He asked a crucial question at this moment. "I feel like I can talk about those things on the show."
"You still want to go back to participate in the show?"
Jin He fell silent. This request was obviously a bit rude, but she couldn't just not participate in the show.
“Don’t you have a good understanding of your situation?” An Yi pulled out a medical record from Jin He’s drawer and said in detail, “Look, this is the doctor’s consultation record and prescription record for you. He clearly told me that you must rest for the next two days, stay in bed and do not get up. Singing and dancing are not allowed. You can only resume normal life when your indicators are normal.”
"But singing rap this time isn't exactly strenuous exercise."
"The sound system, lights, and screams on stage will all challenge your cardiovascular system. You know that you feel uncomfortable after each performance."
An Yi said very seriously, "And the doctor also said that you must follow the doctor's orders. If your condition worsens, you will have to have open-heart surgery and coronary artery bypass surgery. If it gets even worse, you will have to have a heart transplant. Your heart has only been used for twenty-five years."
An Yi had already prepared a long speech to persuade Jin He, and even before Jin He woke up, he had already prepared his arguments, ready to use them to argue his case at this moment.
Surprisingly, Jin He listened to advice this time. He leaned back, with most of his face hidden inside the oxygen mask, and said, "Okay."
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