Go to Death



Go to Death

After Xiaohan, I left the Taiji Palace that watched over my death and the Chang'an City where I was born and raised.

From this time on, the date of return is uncertain, or perhaps there will be no return date at all.

I bow to Concubine Tong, Princess Zhaoyang, I kneel to Madam Yuan, and I kneel to my master, the Princess of Liang.

"The Li family's heir has not yet been decided. Perhaps it would be a good thing for you to temporarily leave Chang'an and avoid the battle for the throne."

The Princess of Liang told me.

Your Majesty is seriously ill and the succession is uncertain.

Prime Minister Wang recommended King Shu, and Prime Minister Yan followed suit and only spoke of King Yue.

The Yuwen family came from Luoyang. They were the princesses of Prince Heng and also the Prince Heng. The Yang family wanted to adopt a son for the saint. The Yang family wanted to establish a young prince and make Queen Yang the empress dowager.

The former dynasty and the harem were a mess.

It is indeed a good thing for me to leave Chang'an and stay away from trouble.

"When the world is at peace, you can return to Chang'an!"

Guanyin Zen Temple, the Princess of Liang Kingdom instructed me.

"yes."

I touched the Buddhist beads and bowed to the Princess of Liang again.

The tyrant emperor in Yongle Palace is capricious and unpredictable. When he recovers from his illness, I am afraid he will humiliate me again.

She entered the Ye Ting Palace as a slave and went to the imperial mausoleum to be a palace maid.

The conspiracies and intrigues are varied and ever-changing.

After paying my respects to the Princess of Liang, I went to Lingtai Temple and met my nominal uncle.

Prime Minister Yan asked me to return to Langya.

On the way back to the Yan family in Langya, my uncle had already made arrangements for me, and I nodded in agreement.

After leaving Lingtai Temple, you will see Yinyue Palace again.

Shamelessly, I knocked on the door of Yinyue Palace once again and for the last time.

Princess Yi Yang opened the door for me as usual. Li Yinyue didn't mind me. When she left Yinyue Palace, she said goodbye to me and saw me off.

The day I left Chang'an.

I went to the West Market and bought plenty of fine wine. Rudi accompanied me. Outside Chang'an, she wept as she waved goodbye to me...

I was banished from Chang'an by the sage, but Li Mengmeng and Li Mimi were not sad.

"Once that tyrant emperor dies and my sixth brother ascends the throne, the Li family's sixth son will become emperor. Then what difference will there be between the Li family's rule and you being the emperor? When you become emperor, I will be the ruler of Taiji Palace..."

Huayang talked to me quietly.

That's true.

I was speechless and reluctant to leave them.

"Mother misses my sister. Why don't we go back to Tanzhou?"

Luo Ran advised me.

I agreed, somewhat vaguely.

Yan Lin advised me to meet the mistress of the Yan family, but I refused to listen.

Yan Qi called me cruel, so of course I am cruel.

I'm not the type to make big things small and small things disappear.

If I am not cruel, I will be sorry for Concubine Tong, sorry for Princess Zhaoyang, and even sorry for myself!

I am outside Chang'an City, looking back at Chang'an...

The emperor was in great pain because his life was in danger.

I, my great revenge, am filled with joy.

That day, I left the prison of Chang'an, where I had been held captive for years. I should have been overjoyed, but my heart felt empty and hollow. I felt a strange unhappiness both physically and mentally, subtle details I couldn't articulate...

The snow melts and the rain turns, but the coldness remains.

"Feixian, it's time to set off..."

Youyu called me.

Among the princes, only Prince Shu can shoulder the heavy responsibility, but it is a pity that he is neither the eldest nor the legitimate heir.

In order to ensure that the King of Yue could succeed to the throne smoothly, Empress Dowager Feng expelled Qilang and Youyu from Chang'an.

The mother and son of Taiji Palace drove the Shu Wang lineage to Yizhou.

Li Junling, Wang Youyu, and we were all expelled from Jingzhao Chang'an by the imperial power.

I said goodbye to Li Wanwan and Li Mimi and left Chang'an...

Far from Chang'an, Ah Xiang, Yuan Xiao, and I didn't return to Langya, nor did we go to Tanzhou. We were traveling together with Prince Shu and his wife. Halfway through the journey, we split up and went our separate ways...

They went to Yizhou, and we went to Lizhou.

Du Tingfang, the governor of Lizhou, once gave me the fine wine Du Kang. This time, I was selling wine in Chang'an and I came all the way here to give it back to him.

I exiled Du Shaoqing to Lizhou, and I was driven out of Chang'an by the tyrant emperor.

I don't mention Chang'an, and neither does he.

I gave Du Tingfang Du Kang and he invited me to drink.

This time, Prince Guangcheng Li Junming was not at home, so Du Tingfang and I had a drink together.

After drinking, I said goodbye to Du Shaoqing.

Mount your horse and leave Lizhou.

On this trip, my destination that spring was Jingzhou.

Prince Consort Wei was demoted to Jingzhou, and Princess Jinyang was in Jingzhou.

That spring, I never thought that I would drink Chang'an wine with Princess Jinyang on the top of Hengshan Mountain.

Let’s put aside our grudges for now.

Zi'ai missed her father and looked at the empire of the Li Dynasty. She said that the late emperor had only hoped to achieve great achievements throughout his life and to be able to visit famous mountains and rivers and be enthroned as an emperor.

I am not a king, I have no achievements, I was driven into exile, I rushed to the famous mountains and rivers as a mortal...

When we left Jingzhou, spring had already passed.

For three months, there was no major mourning in the country, and the sage was still there.

I am far away from Chang'an and do not care about the affairs of the court. My heart is confused, just confused.

Chang'an, the half-dead Li Junqing, the lord of Chang'an is half dead because of me.

Luoyang, Li Junzhu was half-deposed, and the lord of Luoyang was half-deposed because of me.

I can’t go back to the Western Capital, and I can’t go to the Eastern Capital.

I passed Chang'an and Luoyang and went to Luozhou and Songshan.

Luo Jiao is in Luozhou. The mountains and the environment remain unchanged, and he still remembers Princess Shouyang Li Jiaojiao.

I can't persuade him.

That autumn, A Xiang, Yuan Xiao and I climbed Mount Songshan.

Autumn is in the mountains, winter is in the mountains.

He left Luozhou in autumn and went to Yanzhou in winter.

I wanted to climb Mount Dai, but unfortunately, King Guangcheng Li Junming was there.

I killed his most beloved emperor, and he will never let me go.

But I know there is a tiger in the mountain, but I still go there.

It was a little cold in winter. Taking advantage of the night and the dawn, regardless of the cold and the absence of snow, the three of us quietly climbed up Mount Dai.

That day, Eunuch Zhu brought the imperial edict, saying that the emperor was critically ill and that Yongle Palace urgently summoned me back to Beijing.

That day, King Guangcheng stood before me with a sword in hand, and I had to return to Chang'an.

In one year, I traveled around the world and visited various states of the Li Dynasty, and I was very happy.

Returning to Chang'an, I knew I had a narrow escape from death.

But... I would love nothing more than to be able to watch the tyrant emperor die with my own eyes.

Gambling, I am addicted to gambling, and I gamble again.

I rode at full speed and without stopping. A year later, I returned to my hometown of Chang'an, which I loved and hated.

In the Yongle Palace, beside the saint's sickbed, I refused to weep for the tyrant emperor, and the emperor was furious and gave me poisoned wine.

Throughout my life, I have committed acts of usurpation, rebellion and regicide, but this tyrant has never thought of killing me.

I don't believe that Li Junqing is really cruel. Would he be willing to kill me with a glass of poisoned wine?

After drinking the poisonous wine, I felt unbearable pain. What entered my mouth was poison, there was no doubt about it.

Poisoned wine is poisonous, but not poisonous enough.

It's poisonous, more poisonous than my heart.

It caused me agony for most of the day, a pain that I will remember for the rest of my life.

The emperor granted me death, and Empress Dowager Feng ordered me to be buried alive with him.

The tyrant emperor and Empress Dowager Feng, they are all crazy...

Empress Dowager Feng allowed me to be buried alive with the saint. This was the conspiracy of the foolish emperor. He lied to my mother and begged the empress dowager. He said he liked me. He deceived the whole world and deceived the empress dowager. He wanted me to die just to make me a burial object in his imperial mausoleum.

They are crazy...

No, they're not crazy...

Just as Li Wanwan said, if the King of Yue becomes the Son of Heaven, then I will become the Emperor...

After the death of the tyrant emperor, the emperor was buried in the imperial mausoleum, and his remaining power was as light as dust.

After He Nu's death, I am the only one left to rule the Li Dynasty. Who can control me?

Your Majesty, first you make me crazy, then you make me die.

He let me taste freedom for a year, and then called me back to my hometown to die.

He wanted me to be buried with him for the sake of his Li Dynasty and his empire.

At the end of my life, I could no longer hear the cries and voices of the people in the hall. With my remaining life and my weak ears, I could only hear the tyrant emperor repeating, "Ayan, we are brothers in death. You and I will have an afterlife..."

Li Junqing, he does not deceive the gods. He will be with me through life and death. He will live and die with me.

He was going to become a ghost. He was so angry that he was telling ghost stories while he was alive.

He hates me and I hate him.

I'm angry at him and he's angry at me.

I deserve to die.

I hate dying in torture.

Behind my death, there is like a dense network crisscrossing.

In the year since I left Chang'an, His Majesty has survived, while the Sage has changed his mind. There must be something fishy going on. I've discovered something fishy going on, and the reasons behind it are agonizing to me. Unfortunately, I no longer have the ability to delve into the truth or the reasons behind it...

Huayang, Anyang, Ah Xiang, Yuan Xiao... All the affairs of the living, including the affairs after death, have nothing to do with a dead person like me...

The pain of poisoned wine, the agony of death, the pain evokes my everlasting hatred. Li Junqing and I will never write off our past. There is no solution in life, and there will be no end in death. The hatred will resurface...

Regret is useless, hatred is the real solution.

In the end, He Nu died before me in this Taiji Palace.

I touched the Buddhist beads with my blood and tears, and he held my hand tightly with his blood and tears, and would not let go even after his death.

He died in my arms, and I died in his arms.

If He Nu doesn't win, I won't win either.

Tai Chi Pisces, blood and death together.

He died in his Taiji Palace, and I died in my Chang'an City.

In the next life, in the next life, I will never give up with him!

Hateful, there will be no afterlife for him and I...

At this point, I lost consciousness, my heart ached with rage, and the poison took its toll on me. I died of suffocation, and I rest with you...

This life ends, there is no breath...

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