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"Ayan——"
Madam Feng's life was hanging by a thread, the prince was extremely anxious and hurriedly called me.
"Don't let her die." said the crown prince.
I am just a servant, yet His Royal Highness the Crown Prince protects me with all his heart.
As for the Li family's sons and daughters, His Royal Highness the Crown Prince doesn't care about anyone except a few well-behaved younger sisters, and doesn't get close to anyone. He has repeatedly protected the Feng family's daughter, which shows his true love for her.
Feng Rusu's life is precious and valuable.
My mind was called back and my hands slowly loosened.
Feng Rusu, of course, is not dead.
There were continuous coughing and wheezing sounds, and Mr. Zhu patted his mistress's back with concern to help her calm down.
Madam Feng kept crying, her mouth was swollen, and she said she would not die.
If she wants to die, I will grant her that wish. If she doesn't want to die, I will also follow her wishes.
Death means the end of everything; life means countless tortures. Whether dead or alive, it is for her alone to benefit.
Feng Rusu begged me, saying that he wanted to return to the palace.
As soon as these words left his mouth, the Crown Prince asked sternly, "Your father, your mother, your brothers, the Feng family, have you been so cruel and ignored them all? Living is better than dying."
Stay in the Eastern Palace and serve the crown prince, and in the future... her father will be appointed as prime minister, her mother will receive an imperial decree, and her brothers will be crowned kings and given titles. All the glory and wealth will be just around the corner.
When Madam Feng said she wanted to leave Shaoyang Courtyard, the Crown Prince was anxious and refused to allow her to do so.
The prince guaranteed that Feng Rusu suddenly stopped talking, curled up into a ball and cried, saying that she would never leave the Eastern Palace in this life.
"I will not seek death. I will not return to Chang'an. I will stay in the East Palace and serve the Crown Prince, my lady."
The prince likes her, but the queen hates her.
There is water on one side and fire on the other. As long as you are in the Tai Chi Palace, you will see water and fire everywhere.
Madam Feng, you cannot escape the grace of the emperor and the punishment of heaven.
Whether it's the Ye Ting or the Eastern Palace, I will never let her go.
It was only because His Royal Highness the Crown Prince disobeyed his father, the Emperor, and his mother, the Empress, that he rescued his cousin from the palace.
One insisted to stay, the other wanted to leave.
Don’t want the Eastern Palace anymore, want to go back to the Yung Ting?
Are the two people in the East Palace secretly quarreling and throwing tantrums?
I don't know why, and they will definitely not tell me, an outsider.
In front of the Crown Prince, he committed a crime in the palace and almost killed the favorite concubine. I am afraid... but I am also afraid.
During those years, the sage was in his prime, the general was young and strong, and he had several powerful backers to support him. Naturally, I was fearless, and even the crown prince of the Li Dynasty was not in my eyes.
Who will be the crown prince of the Eastern Palace to ascend the throne first, or will the servants of Shaoyang Court die at my hands first?
I dare to spend a lot of money and make big bets.
The cousins in the Eastern Palace are husband and wife after all.
The Crown Prince is, after all, the heir to the throne.
I have committed such a heinous crime and failed to kill anyone. I am afraid that the prince will be furious and punish me. In case the prince gets angry and sends me to the palace, I will save my face and run away in anger.
"Ayan!"
I had only taken a few steps when His Royal Highness the Crown Prince called me.
My husband sounded angry, and I was frightened and closed my eyes in fear.
"jade belt."
The prince did not want to drive me into the palace, but to ask for his belt back.
Madam Feng was anxious to die, and in my haste, I couldn't find a suitable weapon, so I took the Crown Prince's belt and used it as a torture instrument.
The prince raised his hands. I saw that he did not look angry and I could not tell what he was thinking. I personally handed the jade belt back and tied it on him.
In order to suppress the bullying of the Feng family, I volunteered to serve the Crown Prince.
I remember that during that year and half a year, all the clothes in the Eastern Palace, inside and out, went through my hands.
Over the past year, my hands have been stabbed hundreds of times. Everything in the East Palace was embroidered by me stitch by stitch.
I did not ask anyone else to do it, and the Shangfu Bureau was forced by me to make the clothes for the Crown Prince. There was no other reason. Even if the Crown Prince did not like the clothes I made myself, Your Highness had to wear them even if he did not want to.
Mountains, rivers, lakes, rare and exotic animals, plum, orchid, bamboo and chrysanthemum, all the precious things in the world are embroidered on each square handkerchief. I snatched the embroidery works of the palace maids of the East Palace for my own use. I worked on them stitch by stitch, and the prince had to use them even if he disliked them.
I volunteered to tie the prince's hair. I often looked at the prince in the mirror and saw that he always looked unhappy, but I couldn't say anything.
Donggong is annoyed with me in his heart, but he can't say it out loud.
Whenever anything has to do with the prince, I will definitely rush to do it. Mr. Zhu loves to be lazy, so he is very happy.
Even if wishes cannot be fulfilled, I can make my own wishes come true. Even if there are thousands of difficulties and obstacles, and thousands of mountains and rivers to cross, I can still cross them and endure humiliation.
But... after a few days, the prince ordered me to undress him, tie his hair, put on his crown, tie his belt, and put on his shoes. Everything happened naturally without any words needed.
I served the prince for less than half a month, and asking for things by force became my normal duty.
I hurt the enemy by 800 and lose 1,000 of my own. I am asking for trouble.
I kept thinking that something seemed wrong, and I thought about it slowly, trying to find a way out bit by bit, but I couldn't figure out what was wrong.
I am blinded by hatred and resentment, and I don't know how to count the seasons.
Occasionally, strange incense would be burned in the East Palace, and when I smelled it, I would often fall asleep at my desk.
After the Little Cold, on a winter day when I was fourteen years old, I woke up from a trance in a dream and wiped the water stains off my lips. In a daze, I saw Xue Yinmei's face was blushing, and the prince had a smiling face and was talking in Mrs. Xue's ear.
I turned my head away, pretending not to see it, smelling the strange fragrance, and fell asleep again.
I cannot abandon the Prince of the Li family. There are many people in the world who want him.
It is said that Xue Yinmei is more like Concubine Xue than Princess Jinyang, Princess Huaiyang, Zhuzhi, Prince Ning, and Prince Rong.
I have seen her from a distance and once up close, and Madam Xue looks more like Concubine Xue's biological daughter.
I don't like Concubine Xue, and naturally, I don't like Madam Xue either.
Zhuzhi secretly told me that Madam Xue loves His Royal Highness the Crown Prince. This was what her cousin Xue told her secretly.
Zhuzhi often said that her cousin Xue was not on good terms with her.
Since we are not close and can't communicate with each other, how can I really open my heart to her?
Zhuzhi is a little silly, but I know she has no bad intentions.
I also know that Madam Xue is too active in her thoughts and is not liked by Concubine Xue.
Madam Xue only used Zhuzhi's mouth to tell me what was on her mind, hoping that I would stir up trouble in Taiji Palace, and then take advantage of the discord between the Crown Prince and me, and follow my lead to attract the Crown Prince's attention and move into the East Palace.
"Who doesn't like His Royal Highness the Crown Prince?" I asked Zhuzhi.
Zhuzhi was stunned.
"Who dares not to like His Royal Highness the Crown Prince?" I asked again.
The bamboo branches are silent.
"I like His Royal Highness the Crown Prince too!" I said.
In Chang'an City, in Taiji Palace, who doesn't want to be the crown prince?
Who doesn’t like the Crown Prince? Who doesn’t want to get close to him?
I like it too, I want to climb up to her, and I want to be the crown prince too.
I hate the Li family's sons so much that I dare not even tell the truth in my dreams.
Madam Xue is not afraid of death or killing, and I guess she truly loves His Royal Highness the Crown Prince.
I asked Zhuzhi, "Is your last name Li? Or do you have nine lives? Sanlang's last name is Li, and he made the wrong statement, which still led to Prince Fu becoming Prince Cheng. Madam Feng is still the Empress's daughter. Do you also want to be beaten with twenty boards and sent to the imperial palace to recuperate?"
When I said that, Zhuzhi was shocked and dared not talk nonsense anymore.
I failed to fulfill Madam Xue's wish, but she had her own ability to enter the Eastern Palace.
Empress Feng and Concubine Xue fought fiercely.
The saint and the queen sometimes go hand in hand, and sometimes they are wary of each other.
Saint, Noble Concubine, I loved you very much in the past, but now I feel disgusted with you.
The emperor, the crown prince, the king, the ministers, the fathers, the sons, it's a mess that cannot be sorted out.
The Crown Prince and the King of Qi fought openly and secretly for power, from the moment they were born to the grave.
The queen and the prince, mother and son, share honor and disgrace, and fight for imperial power.
Madam Xue stood at the junction of four countries, the Saint, the Queen, the Imperial Concubine, and the Crown Prince, in the undercurrent. Only she knew the alternation of bitterness and sweetness, the interweaving of joy and sorrow.
She is seeking her own death. In my opinion, she may not be able to find a way to survive.
In that fragrant old dream, I fell into a deep sleep, secretly sighing that Madam Xue was seeking her own death. I never imagined that a few years later, I would die in front of everyone in Taiji Palace.
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