Not white
She became deaf, disfigured, and lost her position as queen.
I feel like I've lost everything...
The saddest person in the Li family was Princess Shouyang.
Prince Xin had only two daughters. The eldest daughter, Shouyang, was a princess, followed by the second daughter. Two years ago, the late emperor conferred the title of princess on Shouyang. After the late emperor passed away, the princess became the eldest princess.
It was agreed that Princess Shouyang would present flowers at the emperor's wedding. However, the princess cried for several days and her eyes became swollen, so she was unable to present flowers.
The happiest person in the Li family was Li San.
That day, King Ping entered Xingqing Palace alone.
"The throne has been given to Henu, and all the honor in the world has been given to your eldest son. Where are your ministers?"
"My eldest son, the eldest grandson of the royal family, and the mother of the eldest grandson of the Li family, still has no title. Why doesn't the father see my child? Why doesn't the mother hold him? Today... my son just asked for a cat servant, mother, why didn't you agree? Why don't you allow your son to do so?"
King Ping's voice was so loud that even I, who was half deaf, could hear it clearly.
Li San pointed at me viciously, "She's a disfigured, crippled bastard. It's a blessing from heaven that your son allows her to undress and serve you. I will take her away immediately so that your mother can have some peace and quiet, and the Taiji Palace can be kept clean..."
He was in tears and he spoke in a pleasing manner.
It is easy for the King of the Li family to take a concubine and ask the Queen Mother for a woman. If it were ordinary parents, they would have agreed to such a small matter as my stay or departure.
The women in Xingqing Palace are not ordinary people.
When it comes to children and grandchildren, the Queen Mother places more emphasis on wisdom and intelligence.
The sage dislikes me, and King Ping hates me.
My two brothers humiliated me, tortured me, teased me, and refused to let me go.
I knelt on the ground, my voice rising and falling as I spoke calmly, "The Saint will not tolerate me, Prince Ping will not pardon me, and I cannot escape death either way. I am ashamed of my father and brother, ashamed of the late Emperor, and embarrassed by the Li family. I beg the Empress Dowager to grant me death. In life, I will serve the Empress Dowager, but in death, I only want to be with my brother."
I was determined not to die even though I was saying hypocritical words.
I want to live well, and if anyone dies, Li San should die first.
My brother died saving the late emperor and the empress dowager.
Many people of the Yan family died for the Li Dynasty. They have died enough. I want to live. I want to live a long life.
The Li family may have forgotten the Yan family’s contributions long ago, but I haven’t.
This tactic of repaying a favor can only be used once.
This trick is only useful to Li San.
The Queen Mother will not do as Prince Ping wishes, and will not let me die.
"Get out!"
Empress Dowager Feng was filled with anger.
I hid in the Empress Dowager's arms, pretending to cry, and looked at Li San with disgust and provocation in my eyes.
It was as if saying, Li Sanlang, I can't fight against the imperial power, but can't I fight against you, a fool?
At that time, I had "won a great victory" and was secretly proud of myself.
Little did I know that my little trick of not killing anyone could not compete with Li San's absurdity and ugliness.
"Just wait and see, you can't escape from my grasp. One day, I will kill you in my hands."
Before leaving the palace, King Ping left behind these words.
Since I couldn't become the Queen, Empress Dowager Feng intended to make me a County Princess, so that I could enjoy wealth and luxury for the rest of my life. When Prince Ping got angry, the Empress Dowager said, "Princess, a County Princess cannot surpass the King. If I can't make you a King, then I will make you a Marquis."
The Queen Mother allowed me to establish a government office, to raise an army, to store bows, to make armor, and to grant me a fief of ten thousand households. My rewards far surpass those of the princes and princesses of the current dynasty.
I have no merit and no reward. I have no military achievements and no civil governance. I only received the rewards from my father, brothers and family.
Because my family is from Luoyang, I became the only female marquis in the Li Dynasty.
I became the Marquis of Luoyang in Chang'an City.
The empress dowager was extremely busy with the court, harem, military affairs, and the world.
A few days later, I moved from Xingqing Palace to Jishan Palace to recuperate with the Concubine Dowager.
Concubine Tong looked at my injuries and sometimes said that I had a miserable life, and sometimes said that I was blessed.
A miserable life means that you cannot enjoy happiness in the palace, and a blessed life means that you do not have to suffer the hardships of the deep palace.
Princess Huayang gave birth to a child. As soon as she recovered, she rushed to the palace to see me. Huayang added slanting red lines on my face, one on the left and one on the right, drawing on the wound. The red was on the wound.
The princess used her homemade ointment to cover my wound. The ointment made by Li Yanyan was naturally called Yanyan ointment.
"That crown of twelve flowers is stained with blood. If a woman wants to wear it, she needs an iron head, copper shoulders, and a diamond jaw. If she is a mortal, her neck will be broken. If her neck is broken, she will die. We are princesses. We don't need to endure such hardship, and we don't want to endure it."
The eldest princess loved the queen's crown the most. In order to comfort me, she said countless lies with her eyes open.
When my scratches grew into mirror scars, Princess Anyang brought out a box of pearls and stuck them on my face with glue.
The princess's skillful hands made my scars covered with pearls.
The Empress Dowager gave me a house in Xingningfang, with the princesses' houses on both sides, Huayang on the left and Anyang on the right. Huayang smiled and said, "We grew up together again. We sisters will live and die together."
I am very happy.
Prince Shu and Prince Heng came together. When they saw the scar on my face, Prince Heng was frightened for most of the day and Prince Shu cried for most of the day... Huaiyang came often, and when she saw my scar, she laughed openly and secretly, and it never stopped.
I feel guilty towards the Queen Mother, the Concubine Dowager, and the Princess, but if I am not cruel, it will be difficult for me to have peace and freedom.
Taiji Palace, a rich, cold and desolate place, where there are mothers and daughters, sisters, and perhaps, I am the only truly heartless person.
I am extremely cunning, I am unforgivable, I am ruthless and ungrateful, but I am about to get everything I want.
I was eager to leave the palace, but the Imperial Concubine Dowager would not let me go. She sought medical advice and medicine, just to cure my ears.
Empress Dowager Feng also did not allow it. She wanted to find a suitable husband for me, so that she would not let me down and would not let the Yan family down.
My background is unknown. The Empress Dowager showed me kindness, and the new emperor punished me. It was a mixture of kindness and punishment. My husband is a saint of this dynasty. Now I am looking for my current husband... It is not good for me to marry into the Li family and have no connection with the Li family. I couldn't ask for more.
The Wang and Cui families dared not say a word. The two major families combined could not produce a single son, and the Queen Mother was bound to be angry. Half of these two families supported the Saint, and the other half protected the Queen Mother. I could not avoid them.
Mr. Lu was both talented and handsome. When he arrived at Xingqing Palace, the empress dowager learned that he had many male and female concubines. The matter of Fan Yang was left unresolved.
Du Shaoqing was a high-ranking official from a prominent family, whose home was in Jingzhao, and both the palaces were very pleased with him.
Unfortunately, Du Qing made mistakes in his criminal case and errors in official documents. The Shaoqing of Dali Temple was stripped of his official uniform and trapped in Dali Temple, without seeing the light of day for many days.
There are many talented children in the Xie family. The one who was supposed to tell me about my husband secretly took Wu Shi San and broke into a tiger and leopard cage at night. He was bitten by a wild beast and had a high fever for several days. He died.
They were all good young men, talented people in their respective places, and all of them could be selected as filial and honest officials. But when they dismounted from their horses, put away their cold weapons and barbaric temperament, and walked towards the Taiji Palace, their true colors were immediately revealed, and they showed all kinds of evil.
Being sent to the Ministry of Justice, being thrown into prison, losing one's life, and losing one's reputation, everyone has his own misfortune and retribution.
All men are like this. I have known your true nature for a long time. How many upright gentlemen in the world can withstand such scrutiny?
From top to bottom, this kind of chaos is prevalent.
The wealthy and powerful families are often naughty and the concubines often dislike them.
The newly-minted scholars often came from humble backgrounds, and the Empress Dowager could not bear to see their meager bedclothes and cold stoves.
The Empress Dowager and the Concubine Dowager do not allow the Empress Dowager to enter Guannei Road, Longyou Road, Shannan Road, Hedong Road, Hebei Road, and Huainan Road.
Regarding my marriage, the man I am going to marry, the closest is Taiji Palace, the farthest is Furong Garden, and even Luoyang is a foreign country.
The Li family's Taiji Palace, the Yan family's Chang'an City, it is really difficult for me to escape.
It failed once, twice, and every time. The Empress Dowager and the Concubine Dowager were both tired.
During that period, the Taiji Palace and the emperor's wedding were the top priorities.
My marriage was gradually put on hold, and my leaving the palace was met with indifference, with no one mentioning it.
I have to be patient, be sensible, and not be too impatient.
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