After each intimate encounter, Lu Zhengye could act as if nothing had happened.
Lin Yusheng would always blush, feeling embarrassed.
"Let's go home, it's cold outside."
"Lu Zhengye, are you tired?"
Lu Zhengye asked in confusion, "What's wrong?"
"Can you carry me back?"
Lu Zhengye squatted down, and Lin Yusheng climbed onto his back with a satisfied look on her face.
Then Lu Zhengye stood up steadily.
Lin Yusheng swung her feet leisurely and said, "I've never been in a relationship, but I've fantasized countless times about my boyfriend carrying me on his back on a winter night."
Why are you fantasizing about this?
"Because I'm afraid of the cold. My premature birth made me not very healthy. My hands and feet get cold every winter. When I was in college, I would see other girls being carried by their boyfriends after studying at the library at night. I was very envious because my feet were almost frozen and I would feel a stinging sensation when I walked."
"With your looks and qualities, it's impossible for no one to pursue you. Why don't you date?"
"Because the guys who pursued me before weren't very handsome," Lin Yusheng said, sounding a little embarrassed.
Lu Zhengye couldn't help but smile slightly.
Lin Yusheng pressed her face against his to keep warm. When she saw him smile, she said, "If you had that kind of look, and a sunny personality, you would definitely be able to charm countless girls. It's a pity that you have a poker face. Every time you smile, it's either mocking or a light laugh. You're not sunny at all."
She could tell that Lu Zhengye was insecure and sensitive, and that he was hiding a lot of things on his mind.
If she could cheer him up, Lin Yusheng's guilt would lessen a bit.
Lu Zhengye remained silent for a long time, and just when Lin Yusheng thought he wouldn't speak again, he spoke.
"I live in darkness and cannot bear the light."
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