Chapter 136 I won’t run around anymore, don’t be afraid.
The sky was gloomy and the clouds were low. Liang Jingxuan woke up and stared blankly for a while before focusing. The surroundings were bleak. It was not Yu Zehui's grave, nor was it a brick factory, but a hospital ward.
It was bleak outside the window. It was no longer the hot summer, but a cold autumn that was about to die.
After leaving Yu Zehui's grave, he met his grandmother, who carried him to a temple. There he met Yu Zehui again, but this time Yu Zehui didn't recognize him. There stood a man next to him, who was just as sick as he was.
He didn’t remember what they said very clearly. He only remembered that Yu Zehui took the initiative to talk to his grandmother, and then Yu Zehui put the Five Emperors’ Coins that he had just obtained on his wrist…
When his grandmother carried him away, he took a look at the temple, which was called Bodhi Temple...
The bells in the temple were ringing louder and louder, like the cycle of life and death. He listened for a while and suddenly realized that they were funeral bells. And the sound of the wind whistling past was crying...
Then my grandmother passed away, her body was destroyed and only a skeleton remained. The funeral clock stopped and the skeleton turned into ashes and disappeared with the wind...
With his eyes down, Lu Sui fell asleep beside the bed. His stern brows were full of fatigue, and there was a faint dark blue under his eyes. His arm, with bulging veins, tightly grasped his hand. On his other wrist, he still wore the Five Emperors' Coins. When he wanted to pick it up to see, the red rope broke and the copper coins fell to the ground!
There was a buzzing sound in his ears, as if something was being peeled off from his body, the pain was like cutting flesh and bones, but he couldn't move. It felt like there was a blunt knife on his head, breaking open his brain.
He seemed to remember something again...
"Xuanbao!" Lu Sui suddenly opened his eyes. He had been in a coma for more than three months and woke up! He raised his hand and slapped himself. It hurt, not a dream! Liang Jingxuan sobbed and pulled him, "Hubby, I miss you so much."
Lu Sui's hands were like iron clamps, and his ears were buzzing, so he couldn't hear what Liang Jingxuan was saying. When he came to his senses, he stumbled out like a madman, "Doctor! Doctor, he's awake!"
It was raining outside the window, not very lightly, but what Liang Jingxuan heard was crying, a very sad crying sound.
After a while, Lu Sui came back, followed by doctors, nurses, Lu Jun and Song Huizi. They were crying too. Were they the ones crying just now?
After the doctor examined him, he said that he was fine, but he was a little malnourished. Now that he was awake, he had to take supplements. The doctor smelled very pungent. He covered his mouth and nose and looked away. There were a lot of things in the ward, most of which were his. He must have slept for a long time...
Lu Sui's eyes were red as she grabbed his hand. He held it back and looked at him with a smile. He didn't know if it was because he had just woken up and was out of energy. Looking at his face that looked like a dead leaf, he suddenly felt that he was exuding a kind of deathly aura of gradual decay.
"I won't run around anymore, don't be afraid."
His voice was too soft, but Lu Lusui heard it. Tears gathered in his hawk-like eyes and fell like diamonds onto the bloodless back of Liang Jingxuan's hand.
One after another, they were scalding and burning. Liang Jingxuan was panicking. He had never seen Lu Sui cry before. No matter how hard it was, he would be very restrained. He would never show his rage. But now there were so many people around, and he cried. Was it because of him?
Song Huizi sent the doctors and nurses away, and could no longer hold back her tears as she hugged Liang Jingxuan. She didn't understand why God tortured her so much, taking away her children one after another.
When the doctor told Liang Jingxuan that she might not wake up, she looked at the bustling crowd outside the window and thought about jumping down. The army stopped her and stood guard by the window all night, fearing that she would do something stupid.
Liang Jingxuan looked at Lu Sui helplessly and panicked, with tears in her eyes, as if saying, "I'll coax my aunt first and then I'll coax you."
Lu Sui understood and nodded with a smile. Liang Jingxuan raised his hand stiffly and patted Song Huizi's shoulder, imitating the way she used to coax him, "Aunt, don't cry, I won't run around anymore."
Song Huizi's crying did not get smaller, but got louder. Liang Jingxuan also cried while coaxing her. He knew he had made trouble, but he missed his grandmother so much. He knew that if he left this time, he might never see his grandmother again, so he didn't want to leave.
Grandma coaxed him, saying that he was not from here and asked him to go back quickly. Lu Sui waited for him until she cried, and if he didn't go back, Lu Sui would go crazy.
"Aunt, don't cry. I know I was wrong. I will never run around again." Her long eyelashes were full of tears and her thin eyelids were red from crying.
Lu Jun sat on a chair and secretly wiped his tears. One had just woken up, and the other was weak. When he had almost finished crying, he stepped forward and patted Song Huizi, "Xuanbao just woke up, you can't cry too much, don't cry."
Song Huizi wiped away her tears and smiled gently, "Xuanbao, do you want to eat anything? Auntie will make it for you! Braised pork or stir-fried pork liver?"
Liang Jingxuan licked the corner of his mouth, "I want to eat them all!"
"Okay, I'll do it for you!" Song Huizi stood up with the help of the bed, and her silky black hair had a few white hairs. Lu Junjie supported her and walked slowly to the door of the ward.
In just three months, their backs became more hunched.
Liang Jingxuan felt very guilty. The light sank, and Lu Sui's tall figure loomed over him, casting a huge shadow that almost completely enveloped him. He returned to his silent and cold self, except for the tears that still lingered on his face.
Liang Jingxuan would numb himself that Lu Sui's crying just now was just a dream he had. He pulled Lu Sui to sit down forcefully.
She hugged his neck with her hands, and with her rosy lips, she kissed away the cold tears on his cheeks bit by bit, and finally left a long and dense kiss on his straight nose. "Honey, I won't run around anymore."
Lu Sui's eyes flashed with a sharp cold light like a lone wolf. During the three months when Liang Jingxuan was unconscious, he went from being calm at first, to being half crazy and half insane, and finally to despair. But he couldn't show it, Song Huizi and Lu Jun were older.
What would they do if something happened to him again? He pretended to be strong and well behaved during the day, but stayed by the bed at night, holding Liang Jingxuan's hand and crying silently all night.
"Hubby... please don't be silent, I'm scared, why don't you hit me..." Liang Jingxuan spread out his hands, his eyes sparkling with pity and grievance.
Lu Sui grabbed her, lowered his head and kissed her deeply, his cold and hoarse voice mixed with a hint of anger, "Where have you been? Why are you sleeping all the time? I called you so many times, can't you hear me?"
Liang Jingxuan lowered his head with a guilty conscience, "I ran to the grave. It was Brother Ying's brother..."
There were cold tears in Lu Sui's eyes. He probably guessed that during the most difficult time, he even wanted to dig up Yu Zehui's grave!
He couldn't figure it out. Why would two people who obviously had no intersection appear in his dreams again and again? He even lost his soul. The monk at the Bodhi Temple said that he had lost his two souls and two spirits, but they would come back, but he didn't know the exact time...
"Why do you keep dreaming about him?"
Liang Jingxuan didn't know it before, but just remembered it.
"I dreamed of him because of my grandmother. When I was young, I was often sick. My grandmother took me to the temple, where I met my brother, Yeong-ge. My illness cost a lot of money, so she and he went abroad. I couldn't get in touch with my grandmother... My medical expenses were paid by my brother, Yeong-ge..."
Lu Sui was shocked. "He? How could he... How could he..." In his impression, Yu Zehui was a cruel and vicious person. How could he...
But Liang Jingxuan had no reason to lie to him...
When Yu Zehui gave him to Zhao Chongming, he didn't even have time to hate him, how could it be possible... He suddenly raised his head, his pupils sank!
Yu Zehui told him that his brother had a lover who had heart disease. In order to help him accumulate merit, Yu Zehui spent a lot of money to build many welfare homes and temples, and also repaired roads. As long as there was an incurable disease, those who had no money at home could go to him.
If it was Yu Zehui's personal opinion, he would not do such a thing, but if it was for his lover, he would do it.
When Yu Yaodong forced him to marry Liao Yun, he stole a gun from the police station, gave Yu Yaodong two guns, and ran away with his lover.
"I recovered from my illness before I had spent half of the money. My grandmother returned it to me, but my brother refused to take it. My grandmother said it couldn't be wasted, so she took me to the Qambaling Monastery in Lancang River. I met you there. You are the guardian angel I chose."
This was the first time that Liang Jingxuan spoke without stuttering, even though her logic was still a little messy.
Fate is really something that is hard to explain.
Lu Sui began to panic again, his eyes were completely dark, "Then what are you? A god? Or, a fox spirit? Will you run away next time? Just like now! What should I do if you run away? What if I get pregnant in the future and you run away with him?!"
The sturdy body was like a black mountain, emitting a heavy sense of oppression, as if it would collapse at any time. Liang Jingxuan shrank his neck, "I don't know what I am? But I am definitely not a fox spirit! I will never run away again, and if I run, I will take you with me!"
Lu Sui looked painful, "What if I can't go where you go?"
Liang Jingxuan hugged his neck and kissed him twice, "No, I won't run around again! I haven't given birth to a baby for you yet~"
Lu Sui pressed his forehead against his. "If you keep running around, I won't have children with you!"
"I won't run around anymore. I won't do that again! I thought it wouldn't take long. I talked to Ying's brother for a while, and he told me a lot of things... After listening, I said I missed my grandma, so he took me to see my grandma!"
Liang Jingxuan spoke of his grandmother with a heavy nasal tone and a sour tone. His understanding of death was that people were put into a big black box, which would be opened one day. But Yu Zehui told him that death was like sinking into the big black box, and it would never come back.
From then on, he could only see his grandmother in his dreams, but he clearly remembered that he had hidden all the nails used to nail the coffin...