Chapter 139 Wouldn’t it be good if it’s just the two of us?

In just a moment, Lu Sui's expression returned to calm and even cold. "Then there may be no birth." There was clearly no trace of anger in his tone, but it gave people a terrifying feeling like a needle prick.

Liang Jingxuan exclaimed, "Why?"

"When you were unconscious, I went for a sterilization. From now on, there will be no little Lu Sui. There are only the two of us, and my second uncle and second aunt." Lu Sui said this very coldly, as if the person who had the sterilization operation was not him, but someone else.

On the second day after Liang Jingxuan fell into a coma, he went for a vasectomy without any hesitation and without telling anyone, including Army Song Huizi. In the first two weeks, except for taking a shower and going to the toilet, everything was a little difficult, but after adapting, it felt pretty good.

Liang Jingxuan threw away the Jinwei and slowly understood what sterilization meant. Suddenly, he remembered that his second uncle had also been sterilized, but he had no baby after the procedure... He asked again uncertainly, "... sterilization, is it the same as my second uncle's?"

"Yes." Lu Sui hooked her arms around his waist and held him in her arms.

"Wouldn't it be nice if it was just the two of us?"

"Vegetation... Vasculation..." Liang Jingxuan doesn't want spicy noodles, nor does he want Jinwei. He even doesn't want Lu Sui anymore. Why should he do this?

I slapped him on the chin and cried, "Why didn't you ask me? Why did you do it? Give it back to me, give it back to me!"

Lu Sui grabbed his hand and kissed the soft palm, "It's too late, isn't it better to have just the two of us?" She winked at him teasingly, "If you want a baby, I can be your baby!"

"don't want!"

Liang Jingxuan slapped him on the neck, then lay on the bed and cried. Lu Sui tried to pull him away, but he slapped him back. He pulled up the bright red blanket and crawled in, leaving only his butt sticking out.

The more she cried, the sadder she became, and the louder she cried. Lu Sui sat beside him in silence, with a kind of confusion in his eyes that was difficult for him to understand.

But crying like this all the time is not a solution, so she reached out her hand and patted Liang Jingxuan's back from time to time.

Liang Jingxuan pulled the quilt and rolled to the end of the bed, "Lu Sui, you're going too far! You're not a good husband!"

"Why?" Lu Sui didn't quite understand why he would no longer be a good husband after having a vasectomy.

Liang Jingxuan lifted the quilt, rushed over and tore his face, "Why?! You still have the nerve to ask, give me back my baby!"

Lu Sui was caught off guard and was thrown onto the bed. Liang Jingxuan hadn't cut his nails for a long time and showed no mercy. There were six or seven bloody scratches on Lu Sui's face.

Liang Jingxuan scratched his face and pulled his hair. Lu Sui put his arm around him and said, "Between me and the baby, do you like the baby more?" His voice was low and long, with a hint of sadness.

Liang Jingxuan was lost in thought for a moment, then lowered his head again, "I like you more, but I also want a baby! In my dreams, I always try to snatch other people's babies. They all laugh at me and say that I want to have my own babies. I told them that I will definitely have more babies than them, but you...you give it back to me!"

Lu Sui propped up her upper body and kissed away the tears at the corners of his eyes. "Then you can tell them that you already have a baby. If they laugh again, you can say that you will let the baby beat them."

"But where is the baby?" Liang Jingxuan sobbed.

Lu Sui looked at him seriously, "Me."

“Pah—”

Liang Jingxuan raised his hand and slapped him, "I don't want it!"

Lu Sui covered his face and sat up, suppressing the bitterness in his heart, slowly exhaled, and smiled, "Sure enough, you still like the baby more."

Liang Jingxuan's head buzzed, "No! I... I just..." He stuttered in his haste. Lu Sui lowered his head in frustration.

Liang Jingxuan squatted down, "Hubby, it's not like that, I like you more!"

Lu Sui looked at him gloomily, then quickly looked away and said calmly, "I understand..."

Liang Jingxuan bit his lip. He could clearly feel that Lu Sui was very sad. But why should he be sad? He had said that he loved him the most. "I really love you the most! You said before that you wanted a baby to carry on the family line. I carried on the family line for you, but you don't want it anymore... You went to get sterilized without asking me..."

Lu Sui looked up at Liang Jingxuan, his eyes narrowed slightly, and a hint of anger leaked out. At that time, he said that continuing the family line was partly to anger the Lu Army, but now he wanted to slap himself.

"But having a baby is not something that can be done once it is born. From the moment he is born, we will lose our complete self. We will have to spend at least twenty years with him before he grows up, builds a career, and starts a family. Do you think so?"

He knows that he has character flaws, so this is why he doesn't want children. Having a child will, to a large extent, take away all of Liang Jingxuan's attention. He doesn't know what the future will be like, but he hopes that Liang Jingxuan will always be happy and have no burden.

The ending of the TV series, where the male and female protagonists have a child, seems very beautiful, but the hard work of raising a child is not shown. Why not? It is because the process is too cruel and selfish...

Over the years, Lu Jun and Song Huizi have completely lost themselves in raising him. Sometimes he wonders if they would be better off without him. The answer is, they would.

He had wanted to get a vasectomy a long time ago, and it was not an impulsive idea. But Liang Jingxuan's coma accelerated his desire to get a vasectomy.

"But don't we still have you? It won't be that difficult if we two work together..." Liang Jingxuan said this with a lack of confidence. He had only raised rabbits and piglets, but he didn't raise them all by himself. If it weren't for his uncle, aunt and grandmother's help, it would be difficult for him to take care of them alone...

And the babies are not bunnies and piglets...

Lu Sui held him on her lap, and said slowly against his forehead, "It's not that difficult for the two of us to do it together, but think about Aunt Qin. She was in pain for three days from the beginning of the contractions to the birth of the baby. If I could give birth, I would not get a sterilization, because my physical condition is better than yours, and the risk would be very low. But you can't... Wife, do you understand?"

Liang Jingxuan avoided his sharp eyes. Aunt Qin gave birth to a pair of twins, but her belly, thighs, and arms were covered with disgusting stretch marks that looked like earthworms, and they would never recover. Everyone was celebrating the new life, and no one cared about her hair loss and urine leakage. When they saw her, they would just say that this is what happens when you give birth.

That was the first time he realized that continuing life was a silent massacre.

The fertility issue, which should be taken seriously, is glorified by love and great maternal love.

"Getting a vasectomy doesn't mean you won't have a baby. You can still have one by just having surgery. But have you really thought about having a baby? If you have a baby, I will be the biggest beneficiary, and you will be the sacrifice. Are you willing?"

Lu Sui's eyelashes trembled, and a hint of evil flashed in the depths of his eyes. He didn't want to be so cruel, but he had to do so.

Liang Jingxuan had never thought about this problem. He thought that a baby was a pink and soft baby in a cradle, but a baby could not stay in the cradle forever, he would grow up.

Just like the little piglets, big and small, that my grandma bought for him, when they grew up I couldn’t sleep with them anymore and had to go to the pigpen.

Lu Sui held Liang Jingxuan's shoulders and looked at him tenderly, "Didn't you say before that you wanted to learn how to make spicy noodles?"

Liang Jingxuan nodded heavily, "And cake, I also want to learn how to make cakes!"

Lu Sui's eyes became very gentle, "Then let's do what we want to do first, baby, you and I are still young, we can think about it later."

Compared to a baby, he wants a carefree Liang Jingxuan more.

Liang Jingxuan's light-colored eyes hesitated for a moment, then she smiled and said, "Okay! I'll listen to my husband. I'll learn how to make spicy noodles and cakes first. When I have a baby in the future, I'll make them for him!"

Lu Sui frowned unhappily, "Why give it to the baby first? Why not give it to me, your husband first?"

Liang Jingxuan said in a low voice, "You don't like to eat..."

Lu Sui grabbed his waist forcefully, "Then what do I like to eat?"

Liang Jingxuan pointed at himself excitedly, "Me! And the fish, but I like myself the most!"

Lu Sui said in a gentle voice, "No, you are the one I love the most. Fish is just for filling my stomach."

Liang Jingxuan, "..."

I got goosebumps all over my body. "Honey, what's wrong with you? I'm not used to you being like this..."

Lu Sui seemed to be in great pain, but suddenly he thought of something, his eyes became lost, and he turned his head away, "I only want you, and no one else. I was scared when you were in a coma for three months..."

Lu Sui will never forget the days when he felt worse than death. His lover was right in front of him, but he couldn't save him. Everyone told him that Liang Jingxuan was still alive, but no one could tell him exactly when he would wake up.

It was as if he was back to when he was seven years old. He knelt in front of the mourning hall, watching his father lying in the coffin. Liang Jingxuan was also lying there. He was so afraid of death...

He lay on his chest and listened to his faint heartbeat, using this method to verify that Liang Jingxuan was still alive. He was just unconscious, but when would he wake up?

Liang Jingxuan looked at him nervously, "Hubby, I will never run around again..."

Lu Sui pressed him into his arms, lowered his head, tears streaming from his deep red eyes, "If you run around again, I will really go crazy...!"

"No, I won't run away again!" Liang Jingxuan's neck was wet. He wanted to turn his head, but Lu Sui held him tightly, preventing him from turning around.

Liang Jingxuan buried her head in his neck and asked in a hoarse voice, "Hubby, are you crying?"

"Yes, I was so angry with you that I cried." During the three months he was in a coma, Lu Sui couldn't remember how many times he cried.

It's embarrassing, but I can't help it.

He always made Liang Jingxuan cry in the past, and now Liang Jingxuan made him cry again. Who can say that this is not retribution?

"Then I'll coax you!" Liang Jingxuan's arms slowly moved up from his waist and abdomen.

Lu Sui's face was solemn, "I don't want this coaxing."

Liang Jingxuan tilted his head and asked, "What do you want?"

Lu Sui whispered in his ear, "Take off your clothes."