Chapter 166 The real death is forgetfulness

Lu Sui's eyes dimmed, and he walked to the back door of the car, "I'm here, don't be afraid." Then he opened the door, and the wind and snow rushed in. Liang Jingxuan kicked off her down jacket, rolled and crawled into his arms, crying.

Lu Sui's strong and sturdy body enveloped him, shielding him from all the wind and snow. He coaxed him softly in a low voice, "Don't be afraid, I was just pushing the cart. You were sleeping, so I didn't call you."

Liang Jingxuan hugged his neck and cried, "I don't want to sleep anymore, please don't leave! Grandma is gone, and Ying's brother is gone too! I only have you and my second uncle and second aunt..."

Grandma clearly said that she was just going to live in the coffin for a while and would come back. But the coffin was gone, and so was grandma. Yu Zehui said that grandma was dead and would never come back. He was dead too, and everything would die...

Lu Sui lowered his head with dark eyes. Liang Jingxuan's eyes were red and swollen from crying. Her innocent and clear eyes were full of despair and helplessness. The wind and snow behind her were like knives, screaming. He carried Liang Jingxuan into the car and closed the door. The wind and snow were blocked outside. Liang Jingxuan stopped crying, as if her soul was suddenly pulled away, and she clutched his shoulders tightly.

This had happened before. Lu Sui was calmer than before. His rough palm didn't feel hot when it touched his forehead, but rather cold. "Xuanbao...Xuanbao...what's wrong with you?"

Liang Jingxuan's gray-brown pupils shrank again and again, and the mist swallowed his vision. Lu Sui was left with only a pair of eagle eyes, "Don't leave me! Don't leave me..."

Lu Sui hugged him tightly, kissed his ear, and said in a steady voice, "I won't leave. I'm here. My second uncle and second aunt are here. Did you have a nightmare?"

Liang Jingxuan sobbed, "It's not a nightmare, it's Yingge's brother, he died, he said he would never come back. He went to the same place as grandma. They can't come back, why do people have to die? I don't want them to die!"

Lu Sui couldn't answer this question. Everything will perish, it's just a matter of time. He touched Liang Jingxuan's forehead, "The death of the flesh doesn't mean they are dead. If you still think about them, they are still alive. The real death is forgetting..."

Liang Jingxuan looked at him in confusion, "But I can't hold them anymore..." Grandma smelled good, and he would fall asleep quickly if he held her. Yu Zehui could lift him up very high, which looked dangerous, but he was not afraid at all with his hands around his waist.

Lu Sui didn't really want Liang Jingxuan to understand the true meaning of death. He wanted him to be carefree. "You can think about them during the day, and you will dream about them at night."

Liang Jingxuan believed him and quietly nestled in his arms. After a while, she said in a low voice, "I'm starting to think about it now..."

Lu Sui smiled and kissed his forehead, "Okay."

After coaxing Liang Jingxuan, the road was covered with a thin layer of ice and the car could not be driven. Not far away, Lu Sui planned to carry him back. Liang Jingxuan picked up the little rabbit and said, "What should we do with the rabbit? Where should we put it?"

Lu Sui smoothed the hood of his down jacket and said, "Put it in the hood."

Liang Jingxuan twisted the little rabbit's pink ears with his fingertips, attached them to Lu Sui's ears, and whispered, "But the rabbit peed yesterday..." It was cold, and Liang Jingxuan didn't want to hold the little rabbit, so he put the little rabbit in the hat. Before he could go out, the little rabbit peed all over him.

Lu Sui pulled down the white woolen hat on his head and said, "No. If you pee, I'll do the laundry." After locking the car door, Lu Sui squatted down on his knees. Liang Jingxuan lay on his back, with her hands around his neck.

The snow was falling heavily, like stars falling from the sky. Liang Jingxuan reached out to catch it, but before he could take a closer look, it melted into a small puddle of water.

Lu Sui took every step very steadily. The sky was not very dark, and the snow was very white. There was no need to use a flashlight. Liang Jingxuan shone the flashlight up to the sky, and the snow looked like pearls under the refraction of the light.

Lu Sui's ears turned red after a while. Liang Jingxuan bit them and Lu Sui froze, "Let go!"

Liang Jingxuan let go, "No!" Then he bit it again, holding it in his mouth, nibbling and pulling. Lu Sui just felt that his neck and face were very cold, but now the hot snow melted away.

Liang Jingxuan bit him for a short while before letting go. Just as Lu Sui was about to take a breath, he bit the other ear. Lu Sui's face was cold, but in the corner of his eyes, a crazy desire emerged. Liang Jingxuan bit him back and forth, or held him in his mouth. Lu Sui's eyes darkened, and he tightened his arms, thinking that he would deal with him properly when he got home.

But his indulgence was met with Liang Jingxuan's recklessness, and he couldn't help but said, "It's dirty, don't bite it!"

Liang Jingxuan let go of her ear and tilted her head and said, "It's not dirty! Husband, you are the cleanest. You are cleaner than me. You take two showers a day. I only take one shower a day!" After that, she covered her ear again.

Lu Sui, "..."

He takes two showers a day, and it's because he...

I used to just take off my pants when I got home, but now...

Liang Jingxuan let go of his ear and rubbed the back of his neck, "Hubby, why are you silent? Are you not able to do it again?"

Lu Sui, "..."

"When did I become incapable?! If you keep talking nonsense, I will..."

Liang Jingxuan raised his voice, "Fuck you! Are you going to say this again? I know I'm awesome, right?!"

The snowy night was quiet, and Liang Jingxuan's voice was particularly ethereal. Lu Sui's face became even hotter, "Don't say such things in the future!"

"So am I right?" Liang Jingxuan asked and bit his ear again. He didn't answer, so Liang Jingxuan bit hard. His teeth were like a kitten's, thin and long, and it hurt a lot.

Lu Sui couldn't help but hiss in pain, "If you bite me again, I'll hit you..."

"Butt!" Liang Jingxuan interrupted him again and said in front of him.

Lu Sui, "..."

"Dig the shit out of the dung scoop!"

Liang Jingxuan let go of his ear, "Ah? What is that? Are you saying I'm a ladybug?"

Lu Sui's eyes were cold, and then the corners of his mouth turned down. He seemed to understand a little bit why Liang Jingxuan was always bullied when she first came. She didn't even know she was scolded. How could she not be bullied?

But now no one dares to bully him, and he doesn't dare to do so. Otherwise, the Army would scold him to death, but now the Army is not here. He is still her husband, and you can bully him as you want. Who calls him a bitch...

"Yes! That means little ladybug."

Liang Jingxuan buried his head in the back of his neck, "Then you are also digging shit!"

Lu Sui couldn't laugh anymore, "..."

"Then forget it..."

"No, I want it!" Liang Jingxuan wrapped his legs around his strong waist and jumped up, and Lu Sui patted his legs.

"Don't move, you'll fall. There's a bunny in your hat."

Liang Jingxuan stopped moving. The cute little rabbit in his hat had escaped. Once it escaped, it was hard to catch it. Yesterday, when he was feeding the little rabbits vegetables, he didn't close the door properly, so it ran out and hid in the crack of the wall. Liang Jingxuan lay on the ground and searched for it for a long time, thinking that it was hiding under the sofa like last time.

As a result, they couldn't find it even after they lifted up the sofa. It was then that Lu Sui came out of the shower and looked around the living room. His sharp eyes did not miss any corner, and he soon found the shivering little guy in the crack of the wall.

Liang Jingxuan approached quietly, grabbed the round tail and pulled it out. The little guy seemed to be scared and tried hard to get in. Liang Jingxuan pulled hard and pulled it out. He held it in his hand and spanked the furry butt.

Lu Sui watched from the side with a meaningful look in his eyes. Liang Jingxuan held the rabbit in one hand and covered its butt with the other hand, "You can look at its butt, but you can't hit it..."

Lu Sui, "..."

"If it runs away, I won't care. There are many rabbits at home!" Liang Jingxuan said this, and then he turned his head carefully to look. When he couldn't see the little rabbit, he shook his hat, and the little rabbit in the hat kicked its hind legs twice, as if responding to him.

Lu Sui asked coldly, "Second uncle said he wanted to make spicy rabbit cubes, why are you crying?"

Lu Jun had been craving for the rabbits that were jumping around at home all day. He dreamed of braised rabbit heads and spicy rabbit cubes. But Song Huizi was staring at him all day, so he would be scolded if he held the rabbit for too long, let alone eating it. In addition, Liang Jingxuan would count the rabbits as soon as she came back, so he couldn't find a chance to attack.

Liang Jingxuan buried her face in his back and muttered, "I am a rabbit, so I am also a rabbit! I can't eat...Husband, please walk faster, the rabbits are in danger! I had a dream last night that my second uncle roasted the rabbits..."

Then he changed his words, "Don't walk too fast, walk too slowly...you'll fall."

Lu Sui chuckled. Liang Jingxuan did have a dream last night, but it was definitely not a nightmare. "In your dream, did your second uncle roast a rabbit and give it to you first?"

Liang Jingxuan raised his head, his wet eyes shone even brighter in the snow, "How did you know?"

Lu Sui was just guessing. Liang Jingxuan slept very restlessly last night. He talked in his sleep in the first half of the night and drooled in the second half. When I was a child, I always heard the old people say that it was a blessing for children to drool. But when Yu Zeying drooled on him, he would just hate it and refused to hug him for three days.

Seeing Liang Jingxuan, he just thought he was cute. He wiped his saliva, blocked his mouth, and kissed him again and again. Liang Jingxuan bit his mouth and said in a daze, "Second Uncle, bake it for a while longer, it's not done yet..."

He didn't say anything, Liang Jingxuan bit his ear anxiously, "Hurry up and tell me, how did you know?!"

Lu Sui was most afraid of others touching his ears, especially Liang Jingxuan. He would sulke when someone touched his ears, let alone biting them. He gritted his teeth and said, "You drool! You wet the quilt and my pajamas... Stop biting. If you do, I'll fucking kill you!"

Liang Jingxuan let go of the ear that was full of teeth marks, "So that's how it is... I'm sorry, I made you change the quilt in the middle of the night again!"

Lu Sui looked at the thin snow on the ground with hot eyes, "It's not the first time I've changed the quilt in the middle of the night..."

Liang Jingxuan bumped his back with his head from time to time, "Yeah, there were several times when I wanted to change with you, but I couldn't get up.

…It’s all your fault!”

Lu Sui, "..."

"You are the bad guy who complained first. It was obviously you who provoked me first!"

Liang Jingxuan bit his ear again, "Then can't you just bear it?!"

Lu Sui, "..."

He lowered his head angrily and looked... He was very glad that it was night time now, otherwise... He would never be able to face anyone again in his life!