Chapter 335 Never Possible
She is dressed in crimson and has a beautiful appearance.
Xi Jili watched Wei Qinglan slowly walk away, thinking about what Senior Sister Jiang said, the reason she liked him in the first place was because of his appearance. His appearance wasn't bad either, could it be that just because he saw him every day, he wasn't new to him anymore?
His eyes slowly turned red again.
Jiang Lisheng walked up to Xi Jili and said, "Junior brother, there are many delicious dishes at the Yun family's banquet today. It's a pity that you didn't get to eat them."
Seeing that she was still talking to him normally like before, Xi Jili was furious, "Sister, why can he do it? If you wait for me for a few more years, when I am his age, my appearance may not be worse than his, and my cultivation may not be worse than his. I can do it too. Is it just because he looks good? His cultivation is high? His ability is strong? His status is noble?"
Jiang Lisheng sighed, "It's not like that. I like Senior Brother Wei. When I first met him, I was a little excited. It was indeed because of his appearance and temperament, but more because he was famous. From childhood to adulthood, I was always compared with him. I was more curious about him. But even if I was curious, I knew myself well. I knew what kind of person I was. I obeyed my master's orders and didn't dare to get involved with him. Later, by chance, many things got involved, and gradually, I was attracted to many of his hidden sides. It has nothing to do with his appearance, cultivation, or identity, but just because of him as a person."
Xi Jili shook his head, "I don't believe it."
"Indeed, it's normal that you don't believe it. After all, in the eyes of outsiders, he is good in everything and has no shortcomings. You think I am attracted by the advantages you pointed out, and you are right." Jiang Lisheng said seriously: "But, in fact, he also has many shortcomings. It is those shortcomings that he showed in front of me that made me feel that compared with him, I am not too bad, and I am not particularly unworthy of him. For example, he is actually very narrow-minded. Sometimes when he is happy, he will be very kind to me. If I offend him and make him unhappy, he will throw me down from a height of ten thousand meters without hesitation, but when I am in danger, he will protect me to the death, even if he is cut by thousands of knives. He dislikes me for being covered in mud and dirt, and even if he is seriously injured, he will grit his teeth to perform the cleaning technique on me. Obviously, he is a very particular person. He always spreads a blanket and sits on the ground, but gradually, he is not afraid of getting stained with grass debris and sits on the ground. When there is no one, he is very casual, and even if he can lie down, he is not willing to sit. He looks careless and undisciplined, as if he is not someone raised by Kunlun..."
"Enough!" Xi Jili finally couldn't bear it anymore.
Jiang Lisheng shook his head, "Not enough, there is still a lot, Junior Brother, it is not accidental or surprising that I like Senior Brother Wei."
Xi Jili's eyes were bloodshot, "You clearly said, why bother with love when you are on the path of the great Dao? But how long has it been since you said that? Why are you telling me all this again? Aren't you afraid of delaying him now? He is Kunlun Guard Qinglan, and you, Senior Sister, are still in the foundation-building stage. You and I are equal."
"You and I are not equal. You were already a few years old when you entered the sect, but I was brought into the mountain gate by my master when I was a baby. I am two years older than you, so all together, there are seven or eight years. Now you and I are both in the stage of building our foundation, but you are cultivating much faster than me." Jiang Li said.
Xi Jili shook his head, "I can be your equal."
Jiang Lisheng sighed, "That's not how it works. Besides, although I'm still in the foundation building stage, I used to follow Master's teachings and think what I told you. But this is a different time. Since Senior Brother Wei is not afraid, I have nothing to say."
What she said to Xi Jili at that time was indeed the truth, and she really thought so, but who knew that Wei Qinglan would not play by the rules. If she had to choose between eternal life and never seeing each other again, she would of course choose to agree to him and keep seeing him.
But there is no need to tell this to my junior brother, otherwise he will get stuck in another dead end.
"If what you said is true, I will be better one day. Why can't you look at me all these years, senior sister? I also have the advantages and disadvantages that you said." Xi Jili stepped forward and held her shoulders.
Jiang Lisheng didn't hide, but reached out to pat his head, just like when they were little, "I know you can do it, little junior brother, you are the most talented disciple in the entire Qingxu. Even my master said that he saw hope for Qingxu in you. After all, I'm too useless, and he doesn't see any hope at all from me. Thanks to you, he didn't commit suicide and feel sorry for Qingxu's ten thousand years of foundation."
Xi Jili dodged her hand and said, "You have always treated me like a child. Have you ever thought that I will grow up too?"
"Yes, you will grow up too, but so will I." Jiang Lisheng withdrew his hand, "I am your senior sister, and you are my junior brother, and you will always be. The rest will never be possible."
"I don't believe it." Xi Jili shook his head violently, tears welling up in his eyes, "I don't believe it's impossible, it's just that you haven't seen my good side..."
Seeing that he couldn't make sense, Jiang Lisheng's forehead began to hurt again, "Junior brother, do you know what you look like now? You look like a child who can't have candy."
"I'm not a child!" Xi Jili let go of him angrily, almost shouting it out loud.
"Well, you are not." Jiang Lisheng looked at him, thinking that he would not listen to anything now, so it would be useless to say anything, so he became ruthless and imitated Wei Qinglan and said: "Junior brother, Master has already agreed, and I have also agreed to Senior Brother Wei. Whether you accept it or not, it will not change the facts. I like Senior Brother Wei, and this love can't be taken back. Or, let me make it clear again, whether there is Senior Brother Wei or not, I will not be with you. It is even more impossible for us to be husband and wife. Otherwise, you ask Uncle Chu to ask for marriage, even if my master disagrees, I will pester him to agree. Now..."
She took a deep breath, "I have already told you clearly, but if you insist on not accepting it and insist on it, we can't even be senior sister and brother. I will leave with Senior Brother Wei and avoid you forever. I will never see you again. Is this what you want to see?"
Xi Jili's face turned pale and his body trembled, "Senior Sister, what did you say?"
Jiang Lisheng softened his tone, "Junior brother, love is something illusory. If you must find reasons, you can naturally find a lot of them, but in fact, no matter what the reasons are, they are not accurate. It's just that people can't control themselves. I didn't believe it before, and now, I don't really understand it, and I may not be able to convince you. Anyway, you should think more open-mindedly. If you don't accept it, then we can only break up. Everyone has his or her own life and choices, and you can't tie you and me together forever. Your future is on the road, and I..."
"That's enough, stop talking!" Xi Jili stepped back, one step at a time, tears almost blurring his eyes and streaming down his cheeks, his expression extremely painful, "Senior Sister, you have never been so cruel to me before, but now you are even saying cruel words to me, what kind of magic potion did Wei Qinglan feed you?"
Jiang Lisheng thought, it wasn't Wei Qinglan who had given her the drug, it was she who had given Wei Qinglan the drug without knowing when? He had forced her to do it, and she had cried and agreed.
The same scene, how similar. She could feel infinite reluctance towards Wei Qinglan, and she couldn't accept the thought of not seeing him in her life. But towards her junior brother, she could really let go of her heart.
This is the person she has been with for more than ten years.
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