After hearing this, husband, do you feel a little sorry for me?
No!
Don't pity me!!
I'm a total bitch!
Why?
Because after that incident, not only did I not call the police, nor did I tell my family, I also recalled it day after day and even missed that day!!
When that happened, I was pinned to the ground like a dog, unable to resist at all. My heart was filled with fear, as if I was about to suffocate, but the scary thing is that afterwards I couldn't forget this feeling...
I know this is a perverted thought. How could anyone possibly enjoy being abused? I tried to correct myself a thousand times, but I couldn't! I even thought about going back to those thugs and begging them to kill me, just to enjoy being treated like a dog one last time before I died.
Unfortunately, the thug is nowhere to be found, and I’m married to you.
For so many years, I have been frantically suppressing my perverted heart. I have used the most stringent rules to demand of myself, to make myself the most perfect Mrs. Shen... But in my heart, in my dreams, I have never been the dignified Mrs. Shen. I am just a dog, a mangy dog who likes to lie down in front of the abuser! !
Even now, even though eighteen years have passed, I still dream about that day again and again!
That day was not a nightmare for me, but the day I found the meaning of life. I just like others bullying me, abusing me, making me lose my dignity, and making me feel pain.
Unfortunately, I can't tell you or anyone else about this idea.
I just pretend.
I've been pretending.
I've been pretending for eighteen fucking years!
Finally, when Chen Yang hugged me that day, my defense broke down, my defense broke down really badly.
I tested him, and he turned out to be exactly like the person in my nightmares... violent, ruthless, cruel, and didn't treat me like a human being.
From that day on, I was out of control, and I also knew that this was the beginning of the end of my life.
I am dirty and rotten. I am a white lotus that grew out of the mud. I have bloomed for eighteen years, and now it is finally time for me to wither.
Let me fall into the quagmire without hesitation.
That is my final destination.
…
Oh, and there is one more thing.
You little bastard Cao, Chen Yang is much more powerful than you!
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Finished reading the suicide note.
Silence for three seconds.
Click!
Cao Kun exerted force and crumpled the paper in his hand into a ball!
Even if I used too much force with my hands, my palms would hurt and my whole body would tremble.
The bodyguard next to him looked at him carefully.
"Master Cao, Madam's body..."
“Feed it to the dogs!!”
Suddenly, Cao Kun roared loudly!
He stood up, grabbed a bottle of perfume on the table, and threw it fiercely at Shen Yue'e!
Bang!
The perfume bottle shattered and exploded into countless pieces.
But Cao Kun was still not satisfied, so he went up and stomped on Shen Yue'e's body again!
"Bitch! Bitch! Bitch!!"
Seeing Cao Kun suddenly go crazy, several bodyguards fell silent and retreated one after another. They didn't know what Cao Kun saw in the suicide note that caused him such a great shock.
But what's even more outrageous is.
After Cao Kun vented his anger on the corpse, he stared at Shen Yue'e again.
After looking for a long time, he suddenly said:
"Forget it, you are also a poor man."
"This isn't necessarily your fault. You've been a virgin for me for eighteen years. If it weren't for Chen Yang..."
When he finally read the word Chen Yang, Cao Kun's fist, which had already clenched...
Suddenly, clench again!
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