Chapter 220 A Difficult Love Affair
What did I just say? Why did he kiss me?
She seemed to have casually mentioned Xue Qingning; oh, I see. Shen Nanzi seems a bit...
Is he angry?
Can't we mention Xue Qingning?
She was feeling sleepy and wanted to go to bed.
Before Shen Nanzi could figure it out, his kiss came again, waking her up from her drowsiness!
She could feel his hand, so hot it felt like it was about to set her on fire.
She pushed him away, and he was incredibly rude every time.
It hurts every time.
She doesn't want him!
I don't want any at all!
Finally, after he had kissed her enough, they moved to another spot, and Shen Nanzi was finally able to speak, "Xie Yan, get lost."
He seemed to freeze for a moment, all his movements stopped, and he said in a hoarse voice, "Shen Nanzi, you can't get out now."
Shen Nanzi looked at him in horror, "Xie Yan, why don't you go find someone else?"
Shen Nanzi's words completely ignited Xie Yan's anger. He grabbed her chin and demanded, "What did you say?"
"I don't want to be with you." Shen Nanzi turned her face away; it hurt every time they did it.
She's not looking for trouble; she doesn't want to suffer now.
She used to be unwilling to accept it, and she was also stubborn. If he refused to come, she would insist that he come.
Even if it hurts terribly, she grits her teeth and endures it.
Anyway, I won't admit defeat.
It annoys both myself and him.
Now that Cheng'er is the emperor, if he wants this kind of thing, he can just find other women.
She can be spared this trouble from now on.
Shen Nanzi glared at him.
Xie Yan felt as if a knife had been plunged into his heart. His breathing became rapid, his eyes red-rimmed, and he gritted his teeth as he said:
"Shen Nanzi, do you know what you're saying?"
Shen Nanzi could treat Cheng'er with respect for him, but she didn't want to suffer.
"I can cooperate on other things, but I refuse to cooperate on this one!"
Shen Nanzi glared fiercely at Xie Yan, her resolute expression causing Xie Yan pain all over.
Taking advantage of the moment, Shen Nanzi pushed him away, sat up, and put on her disheveled clothes.
He glanced at Xie Yan, who was pale and motionless beside him.
She felt she might have gone too far. According to her brother, he had some feelings for her now, and she was afraid she had hurt him.
She and he would see each other frequently in the future, and even if it was just a routine, seeing each other all the time would still be awkward.
She had no choice but to soften her voice: "What kind of woman do you like? I'll go find one for you tomorrow."
"Do as you please. Now that you are Prince Jing, you should have more people to serve you."
He doesn't seem to care much about this; I wonder if finding two would be enough!
"Shen Nanzi, you're really something!" Xie Yan gritted her teeth, glaring at her angrily.
In the dead of night, Shen Nanzi's sleepiness was completely shattered by him.
She went back to sleep and kindly tucked the blanket around him.
But he touched the dampness on the brocade quilt; it was wet with tears.
She withdrew her hand somewhat apologetically, glancing at his eyes in the darkness, where they met two tiny points of light.
I could also hear his breathing, heavy and rapid.
Why are you crying?
Shen Nanzi had a headache. How could Xie Yan possibly cry?
Is it possible that men cry when they can't get what they want?
She hadn't studied it either, and considering the heavy workload of court affairs these days, if he lost sleep over this matter, Cheng'er would suffer.
She had no choice but to lie down, resigned to her fate, and hold his hand, as if she were heading to the execution ground with a tragic air.
Xie Yan angrily pulled her hand away.
Shen Nanzi laughed. She was still throwing a tantrum. She decided to treat it as the last time in her life.
She took the initiative and urged him to go to sleep quickly.
She rolled over, half her body pressing against his chest, cupped his cheeks, and kissed him without any emotion.
I touched his slightly cool lips and felt his slight tremor.
A slight upturn of the corners of the mouth, done without emotion, allows one to easily sense subtle changes in the other person.
Although he was still angry, his body was irresistibly ignited by her, and he was passionate in every way, coyly trying to win her over.
It was so hot it would burn a person to ashes.
She touched his teeth, and with just a gentle nudge, he surrendered and welcomed her in, and they became intimate.
Shen Nanzi's eyes were filled with a faint smile. It turns out that when someone loves another person, the other person can easily sense it.
Her previous performances were so clumsy, like a one-woman show, that Xie Yan saw it all.
Perhaps sensing her distraction, he cupped her neck and regained control.
It forced her senses to focus on romantic matters.
It seemed like this was the first time Shen Nanzi had been led around like this, and she felt a slight, subtle pleasure.
After the kiss ended, Xie Yan took the lead again.
Shen Nanzi felt a cool sensation on her shoulder and, fearing the pain that would follow, tried to distract herself, hoping it would lessen the pain.
“Thank you,” she whispered in his ear.
"Hmm!" he said in a deep voice.
"Could you be gentler later?"
"good!"
Shen Nanzi's eyes welled up with tears. She remembered that she had said the same thing before, but he never responded to her and only did whatever he wanted.
Xie Yan stiffened slightly, stroking her cheek. "Is it because you're afraid of pain that you don't want to be with me?"
Shen Nanzi replied to him irritably, "Don't you know?"
"You always deliberately torment me." But she was the type who refused to admit defeat, and she endured it all.
Xie Yan was silent for a moment, then asked, "Was everything I said just now because of this?"
Shen Nanzi remained silent.
Xie Yan seemed to understand, and hugged her, full of apology, "I didn't mean to."
"What else could it be but intentional?" Shen Nanzi's anger flared as she thought of the past. "When I told you to be gentle, did you ever go easy on me?"
Xie Yan said with great difficulty, "I may have been emotional before, but I will definitely cooperate with you from now on."
"main……"
Shen Nanzi: "We have no future. This is the last time. Tomorrow, I will arrange something else for you..."
"Ugh..." Shen Nanzi's mouth was sealed shut.
He kissed her again, this time with a hint of anger.
Shen Nanzi, like a drowning fish, pushed him away and gasped for breath.
"Xie Yan, you bastard, can't you give me a little bit of an attitude?"
"If you say something like that again, I'll do this once more."
"You want to murder me?"
"No, I mean, there was some emotional issue before, but it was more about the size."
"What size issue?" Shen Nanzi belatedly realized.
She quickly pushed him away, "Xie Yan, look, we're not a good match, we're not even compatible!"
Xie Yan was furious and kissed her lips again.
Shen Nanzi retorted angrily, "Go find someone who's a good match!"
"Shen Nanzi, say it again." Xie Yan gritted his teeth.
"Xie Yan, you know all this, yet you still..."
“Shut up,” he frowned, struggling to speak… “Me too…”
"Let's...not force ourselves!" Shen Nanzi cowered in surrender. "Let's give up tonight!"
"Shen Nanzi, can you please stop talking? Let's concentrate."
"no!"
"Okay!"
"Xie Yan, get out!"
"Shen Nanzi! Be good."
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