Chapter 242
"Yes, I am no different from you."
Zi Yi Ri De looked at Zi Yi Yue Yi expressionlessly. He could not sever the bloodline with his brother no matter what.
Regarding his curse and hatred, rather than fear and dread, what Ri De felt more was "as expected".
But is he really just like Yue Yi said, hiding behind his mother all the time and doing nothing?
When the old man expressed his love to his mother, Yue Yi looked at him infatuatedly, thinking that it was some rare treasure.
Only Ri De bravely stood in front of his mother and said, "Mother doesn't like you at all, stay away from her."
This was the fundamental reason why Ride was sent away by Yi Zhoukong, under the pretext of entrusting him to a teacher to learn combat techniques and improve his supernatural powers.
Of course, he was severely beaten for saying such things. Before going to study with his teacher, he stayed in bed for a full six months. His spine was injured and he almost became a cripple.
It is because the blood of Zi Yi family is running in his body, because they are brothers whose relationship can never be severed, because they have been tortured by the same old thing, and because they have similar superpowers, yet they cannot empathize!
That's why they are jealous of each other and hate each other so much that they want to kill each other.
"But I dare to admit my mistakes, and I dare to reject the distortion I was born with! Even if I am completely unrecognizable, it is better than living as a reflection of Ziyi's family!"
Zi Yi Ri De grabbed Yue Yi's wrists with his backhand.
"And you! Have you ever really thought about your mother?! What's the difference between disgust and not disgusting?!"
While saying words that he hated his father, he also imitated his father's behavior completely and felt self-righteous that he would never become him.
Especially those eyes that were like cherry blossoms oozing with blood, filled with desires similar to his father's.
If the mother doesn't hate him, who does she hate?!
As time went by, he tried to shed his identity as a member of the Ziyi family, only to finally understand that some things cannot be forced.
With a slight force, Yue Yi's hand loosened unconsciously because of the pain and was pressed down by Ri De.
"I'm telling you, Yue Yi, no matter how unwilling you are to admit it, you can't change the fact."
"What you long for, to be loved with the same suffocating love that your father loves your mother, is something that will never be possible."
The frost in Ride's eyes revealed everything.
"You will only be consumed by your own desires, and in turn consume everyone around you."
Zi Yiyue's pupils shrank suddenly.
Ri De pushed the man out, and Yue Yi seemed to have fainted. The dull sound of the back of his head hitting the marble floor exploded in the hall.
He patted his clothes and uttered the last words.
"Come at me if you have the guts, Zi Yi Yue Yi."
——
"I'm sorry to make you laugh."
After saying those words, Zi Yi Yue Yi melted away like snow. With the help of the waiters, he knelt on the ground, staring blankly at his hands, and hasn't stood up until now.
The waiters did not dare to help. They looked at each other and regretted that they were on duty today.
Zi Yiride was of course too lazy to care about Yue Yi anymore.
No matter whether his 'brother' wanted to take revenge on him in the future or had any other ideas, he always put all the hatred on himself.
"Thank you, Siling."
My mother is used to expressing her resistance by hurting herself. Even if someone was "taking care of her" 24 hours a day, it is hard to guard against it.
The pain felt by his mother was the same pain felt by himself. After figuring out the whole story, he was really grateful to Xi Siling for being willing to help.
It was a very good change that his mother was willing to go out for a walk. Besides, it really had nothing to do with the happiness in Si Ling's supernatural power, so Ri De was really happy.
"You're welcome. I just did my best."
He can only save those who want to be saved. If Fu Lanying is really heartbroken, nothing he does will be of any use.
But Zi Yi Ri De still chose to bow deeply.
"Don't worry about what Yue Yi says. I'm here and won't let him succeed."
The troubles that have befallen Zi Yi’s family are bad enough, but members of the Zi Yi family from ancient times to the present have never been ashamed of them but instead have been proud of them.
At least we can't let Yue Yi do the same bad things as their father again.
Xi Siling sighed slightly. Yue Yi has calmed down now, but with his vengeful character, he will have to suffer in the future.
Zi Yi's family problems seem to be genetic, but in fact they are the intergenerational transmission of trauma.
How can one have a healthy mental state when growing up in such a family environment?
The fact that Ri De could say those words to Yue Yi just proved that he had woken up from his self-loathing.
How outsiders define it is not important.
If you don't want to be the 'madman in Ziyi's family', then work hard to prove it to yourself.
"Mr. Rid, thank you too."
Xi Siling was very happy to see that he was able to get rid of the nightmare of the past.
Zi Yiri was in a daze for a moment, then smiled with relief.
"Let's go, I want to go see my mother too."
As long as you are not hated.
That's good.
After exchanging contact information with Ri De, Si Ling and the other two left the sanatorium.
Pepe was finally able to say what he had been holding back.
"What's going on with Ziyi's family?"
It was also because of her many years of education that Lin Zhipei did not make some more outrageous comments.
Especially the two brothers of Yue Yi and Ri, who could actually say such... vicious? Terrible? Pepe didn't know what words to use to describe it, anyway, his brain circuit was like a twist.
"In short, just remember that none of the people in Ziyi's family are good people."
Although Zi Yi Ri De's symptoms seemed to have eased a lot, Liu Hua Qi still remained skeptical.
Of course, he also hopes that Ri De can really look forward.
Lin Zhipei scratched his head. His knowledge of Ziyi's family was limited to what Hua Hegu had taught him.
For example, the Zi Yi family cannot be easily offended. They are very prestigious in the supernatural world, business world, and political circles.
Even the source of funds for many of Huahegu's experimental projects comes from Yin Group, which is part of Ziyi's family.
"Well, I hope Ms. Fu can recover soon."
In fact, there is no need to care about what the so-called truth is. After all, Fu Lanying's condition seems to be wrong.
Liu Huaqi then looked at Xi Siling and found that the other party was also looking at him.
"Is Ziyi Zhoukong dead?"
Although it is not in the spotlight of everyone, if the current head of Ziyi family dies, it will definitely not be done quietly.
Most likely, Yue Yi concealed Zi Yi Zhoukong's death, waiting for a suitable opportunity to announce his death.
"Maybe..."
Zhou Kong was indeed killed by Yue Yi. In the previous life, when Xi Siling was investigating Yue Yi, he found conclusive evidence.
Even from a completely rational point of view, Zi Yi Zhoukong is an unforgivable person.
Countless people died because of his twisted love for Fu Lanying, not to mention that the Ziyi family was not an innocent family.
"......"
With the "background" of the brothers' feud, Lin Zhipei didn't know how to evaluate Yue Yi's patricide.
"Should we call the police?"
Pepe scratched his hair again, feeling a little annoyed.
"Calling the police is useless, just like He Shouzang and the He family."
These seemingly serious cases will have no effect until these prosperous families fall.
This is the reality that exists in the country of Golo and even in the world.
Liuhuaqi's words made Lin Zhipei stunned for a moment. When she found that Yu Guangzhong's friend had stopped walking, they turned around to look at him.
Xi Siling noticed that Pepe was gradually clenching his fists.
"Pepe?"
"Although I know that there is no absolute fairness in this world..." "It is an indisputable fact that life is born unfair, but I still feel angry about it..."
When faced with the 77 families' use of him, when Xiguang's achievements were stolen and buried, when senior sister Bobo and her sisters were "played" by the powerful, and when 40 was almost possessed by an unknown existence, an unknown fire burst out in Lin Zhipei's heart.
These bad experiences are also part of the "unfair" treatment, but who caused this "unfairness"?
Lin Ci Pei thought about it and the only word that came to her mind was "fate".
But such an illusory concept is not even worth discussing whether it exists, let alone blaming others.
Is it really impossible to change?
"Pepe, we're going to change, aren't we?"
It sounds really shameless to challenge the so-called fate.
“Fairness must be fought for. Nothing can be changed if you stand still.”
Even though they are angry, many people just stay at the stage of complaining but never take any action to change.
Yes, 77 and 40 are not that kind of people, and he himself never wants to become that kind of person.
"Um!"
Although the existing goals are already difficult, Lin Zhipei has no intention of retreating.
He quickly followed, and resolutely embarked on their own unique road of "struggle".
——
The essence of man is a collection of desires.
Zi Yi Yue Yi has always believed so.
The father's desire for the mother's love is a desire, and the mother's desire to break free from the father's control is also a desire.
When desires are fulfilled, there is joy.
When desires cannot be satisfied, there will be resentment, anger and ignorance.
In the world of emotional colors that only he can see, every stroke of paint must be related to desire.
Especially the emotions generated in the pursuit of desire are extremely beautiful.
Can't get it?
What can't you get?
[What you long for, to be loved by your father like your mother, is something that will never be possible.]
No...no, as long as you ask something from him, you will have endless desires on yourself.
Impossible! Absolutely impossible!!!
There is no such thing as restraint, because man is desire itself! He is absolutely not wrong!
"gentlemen..."
"......"
"...Sir? Are you okay?"
Jinuo, like Yue Yi, was kneeling on the ground. He didn't know why his husband had such a shocked expression. He rushed over only after receiving a call from the director of the sanatorium.
A mental breakdown is like a broken marble statue; no amount of repairs can fix it.
Zi Yi Yueyi tried his best to maintain his precarious belief, but like a leaking clay pot, more and more turbid memories gushed out.
"gentlemen!"
"...Jinuo?"
His call finally worked.
"Sir, I'm here."
"Jinuo...Jinuo!"
Yue Yi finally woke up a little from his trance. He suddenly reached out and grabbed Jinuo's hand, using such force that it seemed as if he wanted to leave a bloody mark on his arm.
"I can give you everything you want, right? Right!"
Jinuo was stunned, but he nodded subconsciously.
"Yes sir."
In Jinuo's eyes, Zi Yi Yue Yi is a very good master, and he can indeed give him most of what he wants.
Seeing Jinuo nod, Yue Yi didn't feel happy at all.
yes...
Who can give him what he wants?
What he thinks about day and night, what he longs for.
his...
【desire】
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