Chapter 51
He was so busy staring at Yue Yi that he forgot that this family had a younger brother who, at least for now, behaved more fanatical than Yue Yi.
Xi Siling looked expressionlessly at Zi Yiride who was standing at the door of their dormitory, thinking that there was no way to escape.
Zi Yi Ri was looking at the end of the corridor and finally saw the person he wanted to see. His expression suddenly became full of surprise.
It was like a rain after a long drought, so bright that it made people wonder if the sun was rising from the west in the middle of the night.
He walked over quickly, with only Xi Siling in his eyes.
But before Ri De could reach him, Liu Hua Qi took a step forward to block him. His serious expression made it seem as if he was the one who had a grudge against Zi Yi's family.
Although Li Ke took over the commission from Zi Yi's family, he had never met Ri De, so he was a little confused like Lan Yi.
Zi Yiri was stunned for a moment before he saw the vigilance in Liuhuaqi's expression.
But Ri De had no patience for anyone except Xi Si Ling.
He stared at Liuhuaqi with murderous intent, and his tyrannical nature was clearly revealed at this moment.
"Get out of the way."
But unfortunately, Liu Huaqi is not an ordinary person. If you really want to count, he should be the one with the worst temper.
"Sir, don't blame us for being on guard since you came uninvited."
Li Ke also nodded, "That's right, that's very rude."
This rude remark seemed to bring Zi Yiri back to his senses. He was stunned for a moment, then quickly apologized.
"No... I'm not here to cause trouble, Si Ling, I just want to see you, seriously, I swear."
The young man in front of them was somewhat strange. Was he here to see Xi Siling? But Li Ke and Lan Yi didn't know him after all, so they could only look at Xi Siling with doubt.
As the saying goes, if it is a blessing, it will not be a disaster, but if it is a disaster, you can't avoid it.
Xi Siling put his hand on Liu Huaqi's shoulder and said, "You two should go back to the dormitory first. I want to talk to Mr. Ziyi."
"Um...are you really okay?"
Li Ke asked hesitantly, wanting to determine from Xi Siling's behavior whether his friend was just trying to show off.
But he really wasn't very good at observing other people's true emotions, at least he couldn't see anything wrong from Xi Siling.
"Really. Trust me."
Xi Siling responded with a smile, and it didn't seem like she was being reluctant at all, at least that's what Li Ke and Lan Yi saw.
So Li Ke and Lan Yi walked around Zi Yi Ri De and went back to the dormitory, looking back every few steps. But even so, they still stood furtively at the door, looking over here.
Only Liuhuaci was still stubborn and refused to leave.
"Senior, you don't have to put yourself in a difficult position."
The boy turned around, his golden eyes filled with worry for himself.
Xi Siling felt that he had imagined a lot of things during that night visit to Ziyi's house. The young man's desire to protect him was clearly conveyed to his heart.
"I'm not wronging myself, 77, nothing will happen. This is a secret text. Even if you don't believe me, you have to believe..."
"I believe in the department head."
Liuhuaqi immediately interrupted Xi Siling's words.
For him, this sentence should be viewed in reverse.
Even if he didn't believe the secret text, he would still believe his senior in the department.
The boy could only turn back and walk towards the dormitory unwillingly, but he still glanced at Yiride with a warning look.
He really wanted to give it a try and see if Zi Yiride, who was hailed as someone who could become a super S-class expert within five years, was as strong as people said.
But Zi Yi Ri De seemed not to notice his warning at all, his eyes were full of Xi Si Ling.
If it wasn't for leaving a good impression on Xi Siling, he wouldn't be so restrained.
"Let's go, Mr. Ziyi."
"Call me fuck."
"Mr. Ziyi." Xi Siling didn't agree with him at all. "Let's go and take a walk downstairs."
The young man's expression became aggrieved. Of course, he could see the helplessness and even indifference beneath Xi Siling's politeness, but he didn't know what he had done wrong.
After walking downstairs, the system suddenly made a sound.
"Go left, you'll run into Yue Yi on the right."
Fortunately, Xi Siling set his emotion to 'alienation', otherwise Ri De would be able to observe his subtle emotional changes.
I am really impressed.
"I will not accept any more commissions from the Ziyi family in the future, and you don't need to come to me."
As soon as Xi Siling opened his mouth, Zi Yiri's eyes widened.
"What? But why? Is it the reward? Or the school teacher? Or my... my brother warned you, Si Ling, I was seriously injured last time, I really need you..."
Xi Siling just looked at him like this, and there was no need to adjust her emotions at this moment.
Angry? Indifferent? Disappointed?
Maybe both.
The Ziyi family's inherited supernatural powers and education methods doomed their members to a difficult life.
Unable to truly understand other people's emotions, nor able to face one's own despair.
"It's not me you need, RiDe. If you can't even cherish yourself, then no one will care about you."
Xi Siling disliked and even hated Yue Yi because he had indeed done too many unforgivable things, but Ri De seemed too innocent compared to Yue Yi.
He was just a child who had never been truly loved and did not understand what love was. Before he could get over the tragedy of Ziyi's family, his light was completely obscured by the moon.
Zi Yi Ri De didn't understand, "No, no, of course I need you, and I don't care whether others care about me or not, Si Ling."
Hearing this made Xi Siling's scalp tingle.
It is fatal to put all your emotions on one person, whether it is for Zi Yiri himself or Xi Siling.
"If my ability fails, will you still care about me?" Xi Siling's expression suddenly turned cold. "Don't fool yourself, damn it. You are just attracted by the happiness in my ability, and you know better than anyone that the happiness is fake."
Zi Yi Ri De was startled by the boy's sudden anger.
"No...No, I didn't..."
Nothing?
What exactly does Zi Yi Ri De want? Is it Si Ling?
He wanted to experience that beautiful happiness again, not the colorful and messy emotions, nor the hypocritical joy of others.
This was the first time that Ri had experienced such happiness since he was a child, and he knew very well that only Xi Siling could do it.
"No... Si Ling, you don't understand, I really can't live without you."
Just once, one last time, just once.
The injury he suffered last time was only half healed by now, but his abdomen was still aching, and he had a splitting headache as he hadn't had a good night's sleep for a long time.
The reason I have been able to hold on until now is to see Xi Siling.
Now, he saw Xi Siling, whom he had been thinking about day and night, but the boy looked at him with such cold eyes.
When did that warmth and tenderness like the sunshine disappear?
"Then what's the point of me living, Si Ling, if even you don't want me."
He looked so pitiful that even the system felt a little sorry for him.
But Xi Siling knew better the horror of indulgence. Ride was not yet hopeless. With the passage of time, he would be able to return to normal.
"That's it, Mr. Ziyi. I won't see you off. Please do as you please."
"No...wait..."
Zi Yi Ri De subconsciously wanted to reach out and hold Xi Si Ling, but a thick fog passed by and Liu Hua Qi raised his hand to block Ri De.
"I think the department head has made it very clear. If you get entangled, you will be more likely to be disliked, Mr. Ziyi."
Of course Liu Huaqi wouldn't just go back to the dormitory obediently, even though he knew Xi Siling wouldn't get hurt.
The happiness of [escaping death] is enough to make people linger. Liu Huaqi has also experienced it and yearns for it, but he is more aware of the consequences of indulging in it.
Zi Yi Ri De laughed uncontrollably twice.
"If I'm really going to die, Si Ling, I don't believe you won't save me."
The young man pulled a knife from his pocket and stabbed it straight into his heart.
If he was destined to never have such happiness again in this life, Ri De would rather die immediately.
The pain in his chest immediately exploded in Ri De's consciousness, but even so, he stared straight at Xi Si Ling.
——
"Master Ri De was attacked when he killed an S-rank living dead."
"Master, I am incompetent, but I can only hold on for a while. Please find someone else who can help you."
"It seems that it's not just a physical problem. Master Ri De is afraid of waking up."
"Secret Text has a student who is said to have special abilities in healing. Perhaps we can ask him to give it a try."
The young boy, who was not yet eighteen years old, lay on the bed, beads of sweat the size of beans continuously dripping from his forehead. He closed his eyes tightly, as if he was having an endless nightmare.
The living dead, humanity's most threatening enemy, do they have emotions?
No, they only show pure emotion.
Resentment, anger, anxiety, sadness.
These negative emotions were like a swamp. Every time Zi Yi Ride killed a zombie, the swamp would pull him down one centimeter.
From the moment his talent was discovered, the boy began his long training life.
Then, under everyone's expectations, he became a warrior who killed the living dead.
The senior who was entrusted by the supernatural power agency said that he was the pride of his parents and a hero to everyone.
pride?
The mother screamed hysterically.
"I hate you, I hate everyone in your Ziyi family, I feel sick that you have my blood in you!"
Father expresses his sticky love all the time.
"Madam, Madam, please don't be like this. I love you. Please don't hate me."
The elder brother looked at his parents with dull eyes, and when his father expressed his "love" for his mother, he showed a longing expression.
When he heard his mother's curse, he cried harder than anyone else.
hero?
He is also a senior in the Institute of Supernatural Powers.
"It's great to be born in Ziyi's family. We have money, power, and such powerful superpowers."
There are also survivors who were rescued.
"Why did you come so late? My poor children, it's all your fault!"
Humans have always been hypocritical. In comparison, the living dead seem even more honest.
Ri De also fabricated an emotion called happiness for himself. The boy couldn't help laughing, but he felt empty inside.
Is it because of my supernatural powers? My supernatural powers that others praised me for.
So noisy.
It would be better to just fall asleep like this, he doesn't want to wake up.
"Si Ling, I'm counting on you."
"Okay, teacher, but I want everyone to get out."
In order to help Ri De get better quickly, everyone agreed to the boy's request.
The bedroom door closed and someone came to his bed.
"Other doctors said that you didn't want to wake up, so what's the point of calling me?"
The voice that came out was slightly childish, but somehow reassuring.
The boy reached out and held him, using his special powers.
Like the first ray of sunlight shining into the dark forest, it completely purifies the smelly swamp.
"I heard that you were injured when facing the living dead. I hope you can get better soon..."
hero.
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