Chapter 189 What is this?! Becoming a big star.
Nanmen Jue opened the window and let the crow in.
This was the first time the crow had visited Nanmenjue's home in the real world. After entering, the bird looked around with its head but did not fly away randomly. Instead, it sat on the windowsill and looked up at Nanmenjue.
Upon seeing the crow, Yu Wanyan in her mind suddenly fell silent. Seeing that neither of them spoke, she spoke softly, her voice tinged with suppressed fear: "Hey... this thing is not the same species as us after all. Be careful when you deal with it."
Nanmen Jue said, "Aren't you afraid He'll hear us?"
Yu Wanyan bristled: "He can hear you?!"
Nanmen Jue: "No."
Yu Wanyan: "...Nanmen Jue!"
Suppressing Yu Wanyan's roar deep into his consciousness, Nanmen Jue curled the corners of his mouth.
Just when he felt utterly alone, someone was so close to him and still cared about him. Even though this person didn't seem quite right, Nanmen Jue still felt inexplicably better.
Hearing Nanmen Jue's "mutterings to himself," Crow tilted his head. "Zhang Zhi knows I can't understand her, so the inhabitants in your head have changed?"
“Zhang Zhi has separated; now it’s Yu Wanyan,” Nanmen Jue said. “You even removed the surveillance cameras from the Reincarnation Space?”
“He is not dead after all. If I reappear in the cycle of reincarnation, the probability of being discovered is too high. In the real world, He is the one who has no way to deal with me.” The crow looked at Nanmen Jue’s earlobe. “This thing has indeed automatically recognized you as its master.”
“Yes, it’s like a stubborn plaster,” Nanmen Jue said. “I tried to burn it off, but it just mysteriously reappeared.”
"You tried to burn it?" A strange look appeared in the crow's eyes. "The items in this space are all manifestations of energy; once created, they cannot be destroyed..."
Nanmen Jue gazed at Him with a melancholy expression.
The crow scratched at the window frame with its claws. "Okay, I admit it, I'm really envious of this. It's something from the Mother Goddess."
Just when Nanmenjue thought the crow would say that the Mother Goddess's energy could play a key role in the struggle against the Lord God, he heard the crow say something else.
“I miss Him so much.”
Nanmen Jue's expression turned blank.
“I haven’t seen Him for so many years since He fell into slumber.” The raven lowered its head and preened the feathers on its chest with its hard beak.
“I thought…” Nanmen Jue said.
"Do you think God doesn't have feelings like longing, or do you think we don't have feelings?" said the raven.
"I'm sorry," Nanmen Jue said.
The crow stared at her for a long time, then its voice softened, "I have a heart too, Nanmen. I thought I had done enough to prove it to you."
Nanmen Jue looked away. His nose felt a little sore, but it wasn't serious and he could easily suppress it.
Since Nanmen Yu died at her hands, her emotions have been like a silent sea, without wind or waves. She calmly does what she needs to do. Everyone is separated from her by a layer of something, and she intuitively feels safe hiding inside it.
But when faced with crows, her perfect defense seemed to have developed a slight crack.
The crow was willing to suffer serious injuries several times for her sake, and even tied its own fate to hers. What else could she possibly doubt?
Perhaps she wasn't doubting anything; she had simply lost some of her senses.
All those intense loves, hates, and sorrows were kept outside her protective shield. She watched from afar, like someone observing a fire from across the river, unable to reach out and touch them.
She didn't intend to reach out.
The crow stared at her for a long while, its eyes almost filled with pity, "South Gate..."
"Can you resolve Ying Yao's side effects?" Nanmen Jue interrupted him.
The crow paused. "I can't, but you can. This Entropy Ash can mobilize the energy of the origin of the Cycle of Reincarnation. Nanmen, do you realize what that means?"
“Entropy,” Nanmen Jue said softly.
"This is just a concept you humans have given us. Its true function far exceeds your imagination," the crow said. "Birth, aging, sickness, and death; the withering and flourishing of plants; the flow of time; the changing of eras—all changes in the material world will cause changes in energy. You can only control a very, very small part of it now, but you should be able to sense something, right?"
Nanmen Jue remained silent.
She could only control a small portion of the energy, and Zhang Jin also controlled a small portion of the energy. But it was this small portion of energy that allowed the two of them to become gods in the world.
That feeling of being in control of everything is so addictive.
If it were the old her, she would inevitably have lost herself in it. Unfortunately, now that this power is in her hands, she only wants to turn it into a torch to ignite the fire of revenge in her heart.
The crow had been observing her. Seeing that her pupils were clear and she showed no signs of being trapped by the powerful force, it couldn't tell whether it felt more relieved or more worried.
“…Try to control it. When you truly master this power, you can even reverse time,” the raven said.
"Reverse time?" Nanmen Jue's eyes suddenly lit up.
“It’s about the past and future of individuals at the material level, not about macroscopic time,” the crow said with a heavy heart. “It can’t bring your sister back to life, I’m sorry.”
Nanmen Jue fell silent, her expression turning indifferent again. She reached out and touched the prop that had been transformed into an earring. "It recognizes me now, but it might recognize someone else later. Is there really no way to destroy it?"
Even in this situation, are you still more worried that the powerful force might fall into the hands of evil people, causing the tragedy to repeat itself? The crow wanted to say something, but then sighed. He said, "If you trust me, you can give it to me, but I cannot use it, so I still hope that you can keep it yourself."
Nanmen Jue nodded. "Your mother goddess seems to be much more powerful than you."
“That’s not wrong. The Mother Goddess is the most powerful being in our race. I and the Main God are just parts that have been separated from her,” the raven said. “So theoretically speaking, you are the strongest one now, Nanmen. When you grow up, the Main God will definitely not be your match.”
Nanmen Jue immediately asked, "What do I need to do?"
“Continue doing what you were doing before.” The raven looked into her eyes. “Destroying His cycle of reincarnation is the most direct blow to Him. Unlike before, the destruction of the world will provide you with enormous energy. With this ebb and flow, He will no longer be able to hide.”
Nanmen Jue stared at her hands. She had already realized that Mo Gui was the one who destroyed the anchor point of the previous world, but after coming out, she also felt the difference in herself.
The earring became even more integrated with her; at that moment, if she wanted, she could even destroy the entire Hall of Reincarnation.
Her points were indeed reset to zero, but she was no longer bound by the rules of the main god; or rather, she would become the new rule.
"I understand." Nanmen Jue slowly raised his head. "One last question: why does the main god place more importance on female corpses?"
Nanmen Jue had asked this question before, but the crow had brushed it off at the time. Now that I think about it, it was probably because he himself was unsure due to amnesia.
Now, of course, the raven would no longer hide the truth from Nanmen Jue: "Gods have no gender, but the Mother Goddess chose His gender."
Nanmen Jue didn't understand.
The raven looked at her and said, “Mother Goddess is not a title, but Her name and authority.”
A sudden roar went through Nanmen Jue's mind.
If titles and authority are linked, then the raven is the "god of destruction and rebirth," the chief god is the "god of fear and despair," and the mother god... is the "mother god"!
He is chaos, the beginning, the mother of all things, because it is through Him that the material world was born.
Nanmen Jue touched her earlobe again. If that was the case, the function of the earring was something she couldn't see with her current vision.
“It seems you understand now.” The raven nodded. “The Mother Goddess likes the energy of the maternal lineage, not just humans, but all maternal animals as well. However, she is not cruel; it’s just that Vepernix is taking advantage of her preferences to extract more energy from the space.”
He seemed very worried that Nanmen Jue would develop a dislike for the Mother Goddess, and his speech quickened, "The Mother Goddess has long been asleep, and she has not given us any instructions!"
“I understand,” Nanmen Jue said softly.
The crow hesitated for a long time, uneasily shifting its weight from its left foot to its right, before finally saying, "Nanmen, about your sister, I..."
“You’ve done enough.” Nanmen Jue interrupted him again, giving him a slight smile. “I know what to do next. What about you? If you’re not going back to the Reincarnation Space, are you going to stay in this world?”
The crow was silent for a moment, then said, "I still have to go back, but not now."
Nanmen Jue responded.
“With your current strength, if the Supreme God were to merely appear in disguise like last time, He wouldn’t be a match for you. But I fear He might disregard the consequences and try to kill you before you’ve fully grown, so I can’t stay outside,” the raven said solemnly. “But I can’t continue to stay by your side either. Let me think about how we can maintain contact…”
He suddenly paused, and Nanmen Jue took out a pair of glasses and handed them to the crow.
"The prop that allows us to communicate regardless of spatial rules, the other half of which was stolen from Cheng Xiuye, is with Zhang Jin." Nanmen Jue looked at Wu Ya Mao Mao's face. "Can you wear glasses?"
“…I can.” The crow hooked the glasses with its claws.
"Wear it and let me see?" Nanmen Jue said.
The crow stared at her with its round, black eyes.
Nanmen Jue chuckled softly.
The crow blinked, looked around the room, and asked, "Are you staying here tonight?"
"No, I'll go back to the main hall to find Ying Yao," Nanmen Jue said.
Ying Yao is in a dangerous state right now, and even with Terra protecting him, she is not entirely at ease.
Anything can happen in the cycle of reincarnation; there are too many underhanded tricks.
The crow, clutching his glasses, flew away through the window. Nanmen Jue looked up at the sky; the dark clouds had dispersed, revealing a bright blue sky, but the snow was still falling, blanketing the earth in white.
...
Nanmen Jue reappeared in the reincarnation space, unaware of what had happened. As soon as she stepped out of Yu Wanyan's room, suddenly everyone in the corridor, down the corridor, and in the hall turned their gazes toward her, their eyes burning as if hundreds of light bulbs had lit up at the same time.
Nanmen Jue was startled. Her long-cultivated combat skills kicked in before her brain could process what was happening. She turned around, went back into the house, and slammed the door shut.
Before she closed the door, she clearly saw the crowd rushing towards her and the screams of someone being slammed shut.
"Look! Nanmen Jue is here!"
"I told you I saw her go into 404!"
"Sister Nanmen, please take me there and give me your autograph..."
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