Because she was afraid that he would leave her, she hugged him tightly and refused to let go. However, maybe because she was intimidated by his eyes just now, after she finished speaking, she did not continue to kiss him, but just looked at him stubbornly.
Meeting her wet eyes, Shen Yanli's whole body tensed up, and the action of wiping her tears froze in mid-air.
When he saw her crying, Shen Yanli couldn't control his soft heart. No matter how restrained and indifferent he was, facing the tears of the person he loved, he would instantly soften into a puddle of water and fall into the gentle trap she set.
It seemed as if she would be willing to do anything for him as long as she stopped crying.
She stopped talking but still couldn't stop sobbing and looked pitiful.
After a short stalemate, Zhou Yunwan gradually ran out of strength to cry, and the hands around his neck gradually loosened their strength.
However, whenever he showed any sign of trouble, she would immediately put her bracelet back on, over and over again, without getting tired of it. But she had drunk a lot and cried a lot, so she soon ran out of strength.
Shen Yanli didn't drag her along, she simply couldn't hold on for long.
Zhou Yunwan's arms felt numb. She bit her lower lip and looked at the man in front of her who still had an indifferent expression. Her eyelashes trembled a few times. She suddenly felt that it was meaningless to continue to entangle with him like this, and it was not fair to him.
...
...
He looked like he had made up his mind to break up with her, so what was the point of her insisting on doing it alone?
Zhou Yunwan lowered her eyes, got off him, wiped her wet and swollen eyes with the back of her hand, and said with difficulty: "If you want to break up, then we will break up... um."
Shen Yanli suddenly took two steps forward and leaned forward, forcing her to retreat again and again until her back was pressed against the wooden wall, and she was accurately captured by his dark eyes.
In front of her was the handsome face of a man. He leaned in close to her with a warm breath and a strong smell of alcohol, as if he wanted to get her drunk.
Otherwise, how could he kiss her?
The touch of his lips was soft and cold, fierce and urgent. He bit them retaliatoryly, like a beast tearing its prey, and his lips and teeth rubbed against each other until the skin of her lips was torn.
The smell of blood flowed between their breaths, and was finally sucked into his mouth.
It was a kiss devoid of any affection, only cold indulgence.
Zhou Yunwan's brain was deprived of oxygen due to the kisses, and she was unable to breathe for a while. When she was conscious, she would always be pricked awake by his newly grown beard, which was very thin and dense and very itchy.
She patted his shoulder almost unconsciously, wanting him to let her go, but he was only concerned with venting his anger and didn't care about her life or death at all.
He didn't let her go until he had kissed her enough.
Shen Yanli held her in his arms with one hand, and with the other hand he pulled the collar of his shirt hard, as if he wanted to vent his anger.
He is such a bitch.
She tried to keep him, but he thought she was fake and hateful and was unwilling.
But when she really planned to give up on him and no longer want him, he became even more unhappy.
"Marriage is not an option, and separation is not an option either. So what do you want from me? Hmm? You want to be with me, but you don't want to take responsibility. Zhou Yunwan, don't you think you're going too far?"
Every word he said was an accusation against her, and his voice sounded extremely angry.
Zhou Yunwan recovered and looked up at him. Her vision was immediately occupied by his stiff face. His brows were tightly furrowed, and the resentful aura from his body spread around, making the narrow space feel cramped and uneasy.
He exuded anger, which frightened Zhou Yunwan so much that she hesitated for a moment before she could utter a complete sentence: "Didn't I say we wanted to break up?"
Shen Yanli was so angry at her words that he wanted to bite her to death, but he couldn't bear to do so. He took several deep breaths before he calmed down a little.
"You can provoke me if you want, and you can separate if you want. Isn't this just playing with my feelings?"
Zhou Yunwan was yelled at by him, and the tears that she had finally stopped were about to fall again. She muttered in grievance, "Why are you yelling at me?"
The veins on Shen Yanli's forehead jumped violently, and he raised his voice and asked back, "Where did I yell at you?"
Zhou Yunwan couldn't help but raise her voice a bit: "Aren't you yelling at me?"
He had never spoken to her in such a loud voice. When facing her, he always spoke in a gentle and soft voice. How could he have ever been so angry as he was now?
In comparison, the difference between him now and then is huge.
“…”
After she said this, Shen Yanli realized that his voice seemed a little too loud, but he definitely didn't mean to yell at her, it was just that he was so emotional that he couldn't help but lose control of his voice.
"I just deliberately provoked you and played with your feelings. Do you have to let me say this before you are satisfied?"
Shen Yanli raised his hand to unbutton the top button of his shirt, hoping to relieve his depressed mood, but it was useless, and his tone became a little duller, "You are just relying on the fact that I like you, so you dare to be so unscrupulous."
After saying that, he sighed helplessly.
When Zhou Yunwan heard the sigh, her heart suddenly felt sore. She didn't want to see him sad, but his sadness now was all caused by her.
She couldn't be so selfish.
Zhou Yunwan looked up at him, stretched out her hands to hug his strong waist tightly, put her cheek against his chest, and said word by word: "Chen Yanli, let's not break up, okay? I like you, and I don't want to break up with you."
Her voice was soft and gentle, mixed with a hint of crying and a deep attachment to him, making it impossible not to indulge in her pleading.
Shen Yanli didn't say anything, hesitated for a moment, and then reached out to hug her back, gently stroking her hair with his big hand.
He didn't want to break up with her, but what would happen even if they reconciled? This problem will always stand between them, and may be accompanied by endless quarrels in the future. Can love without results last long?
In this era, marriage is the guarantee of love.
For him, he has never had anyone he likes before, so he doesn't want to get married or go on blind dates. He just wants to find someone of equal status to spend the rest of his life with.
But now he has someone he likes, and they love each other and have a stable relationship, so getting married becomes a natural thing.
Why can’t we just get married?
Marriage is obviously better than dating.
After marriage, she became his legal lover. He could take care of her and love her openly. He no longer had to hide his love and could treat her well without any scruples.
But she didn't want to, and all this became a vain thing.
Shen Yanli hugged her, holding on to the last glimmer of hope, and asked tentatively: “Wanwan, can you tell me why you don’t want to marry me?”
But after he finished speaking, he did not hear a response. There was a long silence. Just when Shen Yanli was about to withdraw his hand in disappointment, the person in his arms suddenly spoke in a muffled voice.
"If we get married, can you treat me well for the rest of my life?"
Her voice was very soft, buried in his chest, and it sounded extremely unreal.
Shen Yanli thought for a moment that she had heard wrongly, her pupils churning with emotions, she held her shoulders in disbelief, and asked cautiously: "Are you willing to marry me?"
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