The child groaned all the way and seemed to be really hungry.
At home, Zhang Lai took out a bottle from his pocket and asked Qin Li to make milk powder for the child.
Qin Li was still a little reluctant, so Zhang Lai started to recite scriptures to her again.
"Qin Li, you are the child's biological mother. The child is hungry, and you are not even willing to make him a cup of milk powder.
People say that human body is made of flesh, but I think your body is made of iron, otherwise how could it be so hard.
If a person doesn't even feel pain when giving birth to her own child, I don't know who else can put it in your heart..."
Qin Li felt a headache from his scolding, and she stood up from her chair in a flash.
"Okay, shut up. I'll go make him some milk. But once he finishes drinking the powdered milk, you have to take him and leave my house. Otherwise, I'll be rude."
The child was really hungry. As soon as half a bottle of milk powder was placed in his mouth, he bit the nipple and gulped it down in one breath.
Qin Li had never seen his stomach feel so good before. When he was drinking milk, he sounded as energetic as a calf.
Listening to the voice, Qin Li unexpectedly enjoyed it. She was watching the whole process. Suddenly, she found that the child seemed to be fatter than before.
After gaining weight, her face became rounder and not so dark anymore. She looked better too, and even her mouth seemed smaller than before.
As the old saying goes, breastfeeding uses up all the energy, which shows that breastfeeding is also a very energy-consuming thing.
The child was probably tired from eating, and slowly closed his eyes and fell asleep in Zhang Lai's arms.
When the child fell asleep, his little mouth was pursed and his eyes were closed. Qin Li unexpectedly saw a little cuteness in the child's face that she had never seen before.
Yes, that's right, it's cute.
She had never thought of using the word cute to describe this child before.
Qin Li was a little puzzled. Why had she never thought this child was cute before?
Is it because he's not around and you haven't seen him for a long time that you find him adorable?
Just when Qin Li was distracted, Zhang Lai suddenly shouted to her in a low voice: "Qin Li, come and hold me for a while, I want to go to the toilet."
Qin Li's face showed a hint of reluctance again.
Ever since the child was abandoned by Wang Meilan, she had made up her mind not to see him again in this life.
Now that the child was in Zhang Lai's hands, she didn't want to have anything to do with the child anymore.
"Why don't you just put him on the sofa?"
Qin Li's cold words made Zhang Lai feel that Qin Li was a hard-hearted person.
He really couldn't hold it in any longer, so he had to do as Qin Li said and gently put the child on the sofa.
But before the child's butt touched the sofa, he woke up.
He opened his eyes, looked around, and then burst into tears.
At this moment, Zhang Lai couldn't hold it in any longer. He picked up the child, stuffed him into Qin Li's arms, and ran out.
As soon as the child was in Qin Li's arms, he seemed to smell a familiar scent and stopped crying. His little head moved back and forth in her arms, as if he was looking for something.
Qin Li couldn't help but reach out and pat his back gently.
After arching for a while, the little guy found a comfortable position, yawned loudly, and closed his eyes again.
Qin Li looked at his sleeping face, and couldn't help but bent down and kissed him.
As they kissed, tears began to flow.
Tears of guilt.
She gave birth to him, but she couldn't love or care for him.
Even abandoned him.
What's wrong with a child who is only two months old?
But what was she wrong?
Why did the old man play such a joke on her and punish her with a child?
After thinking about it, she felt that the root of all this was still Su Wan.
If she and Su Wan had not been wrong, her life would definitely not be like this.
Qin Li silently hated Su Wan again in her heart.
Some people never look for the reasons in themselves when they make mistakes, but always start with others.
Obviously, Qin Li is such a person.
Zhang Lai came back from the toilet and saw this scene. Seeing Qin Li kissing the child, he felt inexplicably warm.
This further strengthened his determination to get Qin Li and make the Qin family his own.
As if he was afraid of disturbing the mother and daughter, he tiptoed into the house and came behind Qin Li.
At this time, Qin Li was kissing the child and was distracted. She didn't even know Zhang Lai was standing behind her.
She was wearing a round-neck blouse today. Her breasts had undergone secondary development after giving birth, and the posture of lowering her head made the lines of her full breasts more undulating and rhythmic.
Zhang Lai's eyes immediately caught this scene, and he couldn't help swallowing.
Qin Li was startled when she heard a swallowing sound behind her. She turned around and found Zhang Lai behind her.
She stood up quickly with the child in her arms and angrily asked Zhang Lai, "What do you want to do?"
Zhang Lai felt that he had lost his composure, and tried to cover it up by saying, "Don't get me wrong, I just felt warm when I saw you being intimate with the child, so I wanted to get closer to see if the child would be happier in your arms.
After hearing what Zhang Lai said, Qin Li couldn't help but lower her head and look at the child.
The little face that had eaten and drunk enough had two red cheeks and the little mouth was slightly turned up, as if smiling. She looked very contented, and Qin Li couldn't help but raise the corners of her mouth.
Suddenly she remembered that she should let Zhang Lai go, and she spent an hour or two trying to compromise.
She must never treat Zhang Lai-bo with kindness, otherwise she will be the one who suffers.
Thinking of this, Qin Li handed the child to Zhang Lai, "Okay, the milk powder is finished, you should go. Remember, today is the last time, don't come again in the future."
"How can that be? The child is not mine alone. Why can you just buy two bags of milk powder and be done with it while I have to raise him for the rest of his life?"
Qin Li got anxious when she heard this. "Zhang Lai, what do you mean? Didn't we just agree on this? You will take the baby home after I buy the milk powder. It's only been a short time and you don't count it."
"I didn't agree. I just said we'll talk after the purchase. I never agreed to you sending us away with two bags of milk powder!"
"Zhang Lai, you don't want me to support him for the rest of his life, do you?"
"It won't take a lifetime. Just raise him until he grows up. His food, clothing, housing, transportation, and tuition in the future can be split in half between the two of us. What do you think?"
Qin Li gritted her teeth in anger and wanted to return the child to Zhang Lai again.
Zhang Lai dodged again, "Qin Li, this kid hasn't seen you for a long time. You are his mother, and he feels more secure in your arms.
You can tell by how soundly he is sleeping. Why don’t you hold him for a while longer and let him feel more of your mother’s love.”
Qin Li's face darkened when she heard that. She said that Zhang Lai was a troublesome person who wanted to get more after getting an inch. She would not tolerate him.
When Qin Li was about to force the child onto Zhang Lai, he stretched out his arms and hugged Qin Li and the child instead of taking the child directly.