He thought about it last night. There was no point in hiding it. He felt that the 'this time' she mentioned didn't mean she didn't like her before, but that there seemed to be someone else between them. "I have never liked anyone else."
Zhang Xingrong finally realized that she had spoken too hastily and her purpose was too obvious: "You didn't like me before."
"Yes." Lu Ran nodded. "I didn't like you before because you were forced upon me by my grandfather. I always thought love should be your own, not imposed by others, so I rejected you. But after we met again, I found that you were different from what I imagined. You're not the kind of person who makes unreasonable demands. It was my prejudice against you that led to my misunderstanding. I even spoke harshly to you when we met again. I'm sorry, I was wrong back then. Actually, I found that you were very different from your past self, so I became interested. Later, I slowly realized that I had fallen in love with you."
He was not sure whether the current Zhang Xingrong was still the same person as before, but what he was sure of was that the person he gradually fell in love with was the one he met after the reunion.
Zhang Xingrong fell silent. She understood what Lu Ran meant.
Lu Ran fell in love with the changed her, not the old her who did nothing and made unreasonable demands all day long.
Come to think of it, not to mention Lu Ran, even she, when she thought back to her good-for-nothing, idle self in the past, felt extremely disgusted. If she could have grown up earlier, perhaps she wouldn't have so many regrets.
Even though she was reborn, some regrets were irreparable. For example, she couldn't see her parents again, couldn't cure her mother's illness, couldn't show her father that she had grown in ability, that his beloved daughter had become more capable, and couldn't cook a meal for them.
It is probably the most regrettable thing for a son to want to be filial but his parents are no longer around.
She took a deep breath and said, "I hate my old self too, so you don't have to apologize."
Lu Ran's eyes flickered, and he said, "Maybe it's not that you were annoying before. I can't judge because I never understood you before."
"You'll hate me even more after you understand." Zhang Xingrong laughed self-deprecatingly. "Think about it, you have the right to fall in love with someone else. I shouldn't blame you."
Just hope that person isn’t Zhang Xinglian.
Lu Ran frowned. He always felt that there was something else behind her words. He always felt that the person in front of him was particularly illusory. He couldn't help but grab her hand: "I'm sure that if I hadn't fallen in love with you, I wouldn't fall in love with anyone else."
Zhang Xingrong shook her head: "You will."
"Why do you think so?" Lu Ran looked at the pair of eyes in front of him with certainty, full of doubts. He remembered the "previous life" she had mentioned before, the words said by the witch, and the sudden appearance of Dao last night. He always felt that there was something going on between them!
The person in front of me may or may not be the same person, but something must have happened between them.
What is going on?
Lu Ran felt that he was getting closer and closer to the truth, and he resisted the urge to ask directly.
Don't be impatient, it will scare her.
"Because..." The man in front of her was still so handsome, his deep eyebrows like mountains in the twilight, his eyes like the twilight in the mountains, full of tenderness and affection. He looked at her quietly, as if he wanted to see into her heart.
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