He stared at the girl in front of him, not daring to let go, yet afraid to see her ironic and desolate smile. This smile was too scary.
"...Rongya, let's go in and change clothes first. I'll tell you everything, okay?"
Zhang Xingrong finally turned her gaze to his face, looking at the man in front of her with a strange look. "Tell me everything? If I hadn't received any news today, would you have told me? You watched me anxiously, watching me running around in circles. You also know that I went to the black market to find someone, right? But do you have any thoughts you want to tell me?"
"Yes!" Lu Ran couldn't stand her gaze, his eyes full of anxiety and pain, "I've always wanted to tell you but..."
But he was afraid, afraid that if he told her she would be angry, just like now. He wasn't ready for everything yet, didn't understand everything. The medicine hadn't been developed yet, and he hadn't made all the necessary preparations, so he wanted to wait, wait some more.
Zhang Xingrong waited for a long time, then smiled. "But you still don't trust me in the end. You end up... doubting me, right?"
How much does he know?
How much had Zhang Xinglian told him? After so much time, he probably knew everything he needed to know, right? How much did he believe?
She didn't know, she only knew that she felt desolate, miserable, and ridiculous. She didn't know if it was because they were showing their cards, but she wasn't so scared anymore.
Before, her biggest fear was that Lu Ran would know her secret and treat her like a monster. She was also afraid that others would know it, but now she didn't seem so scared anymore. What if they knew? What if they believed it?
He never believed her from the beginning to the end, and all the sweet words he said were just to confuse her.
Thinking of this, she was able to calm down.
"No." Lu Ran shook his head. Seeing the girl in front of him feeling sad and disappointed, his heart ached even more. "I have never doubted you. Even if I doubted something, I never distrusted you, Rongya..."
"Where is she?" Zhang Xingrong took a deep breath and asked with his eyes closed.
Lu Ran felt that the person in front of him had become inexplicably distant, as if getting further and further away from him: "I'll take you there. Let's change clothes first, okay?"
"Why keep pretending now?" Zhang Xingrong looked at the man in front of her indifferently.
Lu Ran couldn't stand such a look. He could accept her being angry, disappointed and angry, and even hating him, but he couldn't accept her becoming cold and indifferent.
He always felt that the person in front of him was about to leave him at any time.
He couldn't help but reach out and tightly grasp the person in front of him. He was afraid that if he couldn't hold on, the person in front of him might leave. "Let's go in and change clothes first, and I'll take you to see her. There are many things that are not what you imagine. I will tell you one by one, okay?"
The wind blew in with moisture, blowing across the man's handsome face. The man's eyes were filled with deep pain and regret.
I regret that I was too confident and thought that everything was under control in the provincial capital. Instead, I didn't think enough and let others take advantage of me.
I regret that I should have said it earlier. If I had said it earlier, would it not be like this today?
He would rather see her hit him, scold him, but he couldn't bear to see her so disappointed, so upset. So this is what it feels like to fall in love with someone?
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