After falling in love with someone, seeing her in pain hurts more than your own. He'd seen men who were inherently lazy and apathetic, who remained indifferent to their wives' pain and their mothers' toil. How did they manage to remain indifferent? He couldn't. Seeing Rong Ya in pain made his heart suffocate even more.
It was like being gnawed by a thousand ants, and he had no way to break free.
Zhang Xingrong looked at the grief-stricken and regretful man in front of her, and her heart couldn't help but ache. Can she trust him?
She shook her head. "I don't know which of your words are true and which are false. I don't know how to trust you."
These words pierced him like a knife, making him feel terribly uncomfortable, but he was helpless. He could face his enemies fearlessly, could face all kinds of dangers, could quickly come up with corresponding countermeasures, but he couldn't face Rong Ya's appearance.
He opened his mouth and said, "...You can hit me, you can scold me, you can do whatever you want."
Zhang Xingrong looked at him, tears welling in her eyes, but one couldn't tell the emotion.
After a while, she closed her eyes and said, "You go out, I'll go change clothes."
In fact, she had no way to enter that place now. Thinking about the fact that they had been husband and wife here for two years and that her love for him had deepened during this period, she felt ridiculous.
During this period, she was so tormented, so afraid that Zhang Xinglian would fall into someone's hands, and she was also afraid that Zhang Xinglian would do something crazy. But she never thought that Zhang Xinglian would be in Lu Ran's hands. When she thought of this, she couldn't trust Lu Ran. She couldn't trust someone who had deceived her like this.
Now, she didn't even have the courage to enter that room. But she still needed to go in. She seemed unable to completely let go, which was really ridiculous.
She needed some quiet time to think things through.
Lu Ran paused and nodded: "Okay, I'll wait for you over there."
Although he was reluctant, although he was afraid to let go of the person in front of him, although he didn't want to leave for a moment, he still let go.
When he let go of the person in front of him, he always felt as if something was about to leave him forever. He wanted to grab it, but he still held back. He would explain it clearly, but now her emotions were difficult to control, so she didn't want to listen to his explanation. But now, her heart couldn't accept his explanation.
So he waited a while, he wouldn't let Rong Ya leave.
Whatever happened in his past life, it was already in the past. What mattered most was this life, the future. They still had many decades to go, so he still had time.
The man left. Zhang Xingrong hesitated for a moment before stepping into the room.
She was not in the mood to look at the things inside. Every time she took a look, she would remember what had happened during this period and the anxiety she had felt during this period, while Lu Ran stood beside her and said nothing.
She took a deep breath, quickly changed her clothes, and packed some things away. When she first came in, she didn't have many things, but as they became a couple for a long time, she had more and more things.
Even though she put some things in the space, there were still a lot.
It turned out that she had already considered this place her home, so she had no scruples when putting things in. When buying things, she no longer considered convenience. So gradually, she had more and more things.
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