He had already sent Shuanzi out to guard the place, so it was very safe. There was no one else around except their house.
However, he wanted to say these words to her seriously. He wanted to make it clear. He didn't want the two of them to have unclear misunderstandings, drifting further and further apart, with the gap between them growing bigger and bigger.
"Yes, it took me several years to find out the truth about my grandparents' deaths after I married her. Her old beggar doctor was indeed a man of his own making. He could kill people with his own medical methods, and even the bones couldn't reveal the cause of poison. I had no other choice but to investigate slowly. As for the rest of the time, I just wanted to torture her. I don't have anyone I like, and I don't have any feelings for them, but I can torture the person who killed my grandparents. Maybe you think it's ridiculous, but that's what I did. I don't love her, I don't like her, I just want to make her live a life worse than death, just like you don't want to kill her now, you want to see her live a life worse than death!"
Zhang Xingrong stared blankly at the person in front of her, speechless for a long time.
The words 'I don't love her, I don't like her, I just want to make her live a life worse than death, just like you don't want to kill her now, you want to see her live a life worse than death', kept echoing in her ears.
Yes, she didn’t want Zhang Xinglian to die so easily now. It would be too easy for her!
But...did Zhang Xinglian kill the two elders in her previous life? She hadn't thought of that. She hadn't expected Zhang Xinglian to actually be able to contact the two elders. At least not in this lifetime. It seemed that neither the old man nor the old lady liked Zhang Xinglian, nor were they that familiar with her.
Even though the old lady changed her name to Zhang Xinglian in a fit of anger, it seemed that she didn't really like Zhang Xinglian.
But if you think about it carefully, it's not impossible. If the old man died of a serious illness, the old lady would definitely be much more vulnerable. Zhang Xinglian could also take advantage of the situation.
But in this life, the old man did not die and was rescued by her, which was completely different from his previous life.
So the gears of fate changed, and Zhang Xinglian had no chance to contact the old lady.
It was just that Lu Ran had been with her for so many years just for the sake of torturing her. She couldn't imagine it and didn't know how to understand it.
She had never thought it would be like this. After all, she had been in prison for thirty years, and when she came out she saw that Zhang Xinglian seemed to be living a good life.
"I don't love her, I don't like her, do you understand?" Lu Ran repeated.
Zhang Xingrong lowered her eyes and sighed, "Maybe, maybe you really didn't like her. Maybe you've been tormented for decades. But Lu Ran, you clearly know how important she is to me in this life. I clearly told you that I must find Zhang Xinglian, and you clearly knew that she wanted to kill me. But you didn't confess to me."
"Look at me, I'm looking for people everywhere like a fool. Look at me, I'm going to the black market like a fool. I think I'm really ridiculous. I think we're really ridiculous!"
"No!" Lu Ran felt heartbroken when he heard her words, "I will never laugh at you, and I will never think you are a fool! When I first arrested her, I just wanted to resolve the doubts in my heart. It was just because of what Shen Yiwei said, and the problems between you and me. I know you don't want to say it, you don't want to tell me, you don't trust me."
"There has always been a gap between us, but you never want to talk about it. I don't want to be like this with you forever. I want to be your husband and your support. So I want to understand everything. I want to know what happened. Only by knowing what happened can I know how to solve it..."
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