What he didn't expect was that even if he knew the truth, he wouldn't know how to solve it.
The things in his previous life were really unsolvable, especially after knowing that Rong Ya had been doing it for thirty years, he simply couldn't accept it.
If it were him, and he was indirectly framed by the person he loved and imprisoned for thirty years, would he still be able to face the person he once loved calmly?
Maybe even he couldn't face it calmly, not to mention that he married his enemy.
If it were him, he would probably treat the two of them as enemies and deal with them together.
It was precisely because of all these things that he didn't know how to explain to Rong Ya, and he didn't know how to tell Rong Ya that Zhang Xinglian was in his hands, because he himself couldn't accept it.
He almost forgot what he was like before he fell in love with someone.
Was he very cold and indifferent at that time? Only someone as cold and indifferent as him could do such a thing.
Zhang Xingrong didn't say anything, just looked at him quietly, but he couldn't continue. "But after you knew what happened, you still hid it from me and watched me search the world for someone."
"Yes, because I myself can't accept that I married her." Lu Ran felt very uncomfortable and regretful. "Before I fell in love with anyone, I could be cold to everyone, but after falling in love with you, I can't act as cold as before. I can't accept that I married Zhang Xinglian in my previous life..."
Yes, thinking of the old Lu Ran, before he fell in love with someone else, other than being good to his family and brothers, other people seemed unimportant to him.
But even so, Zhang Xinglian is still special.
"Perhaps... you really did fall in love with Zhang Xinglian in your past life, but you just don't want to believe it. You don't remember anything from your past life, do you?"
It's not impossible, love and hate are sometimes closely linked.
“…” Lu Ran didn’t say anything, but just stared at her closely.
The light in the mud house was dim, and the two of them were buried deep in the shadows, making it difficult to see each other's faces. But they could hear each other's heartbeats and feel each other's breathing.
Lu Ran felt his heart beating wildly, while the person opposite him was calm. She was so calm, not angry, not upset, and this was what made it hard for him to accept.
"Do you have to interpret it that way? I've already proven that in my past life, I only did it to torture her! I can confront her. Let's go."
"What difference does it make whether we confront each other or not?" Zhang Xinglian smiled. "I think I'm ridiculous myself, actually. Everything in my past life is in the past. Everyone has a past life, and no one can control what happened in their past life. Actually, no one is wrong. You're not wrong. You're not wrong to love her, and you're not wrong to not love me. What's important is this life..."
"Yes!" Lu Ran quickly added, "This life is the most important thing. In this life, we are husband and wife, we are together, we know and love each other, and this is what matters most."
"But there's no honesty or trust between us," she said calmly. "That's the biggest hidden danger in our marriage."
Honesty and trust are actually the foundation of marriage, but there seems to be no way for them to truly establish this foundation.
Not only was it not established, but big problems arose instead.
“…”
Lu Ran felt a little powerless, as if they had entered a cycle that could not be broken.
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