The funny thing is, when the Zhang family saw her miscarriage, instead of feeling sorry for her, they blamed her, blaming her for not paying attention and for not holding the Zhang family's grandson. Zhang Dayang was the same, not caring about her health at all, but just thinking she was pretentious and troublesome, and even asking why she had miscarried when no one else had.
At that time, her heart was cold, she felt wronged and upset, and went back to her mother's home to tell her mother. Unexpectedly, her mother told her to bear it, saying that this is how life is, and it will pass if she endures it.
But she kept thinking about what Zhang Xingrong had said, and she felt like life shouldn't be like this. But what was life like? She didn't know. It seemed like life for rural couples was pretty much the same, always like this: quarrels and bustle. So for quite a while, she didn't know what to do and could only endure it.
But it wasn't until she met Zhang Hewu and Su Ying, saw how thoughtful Zhang Hewu was, how he didn't want Su Ying to do even the slightest bit of work, how he often picked her up and dropped her off, how Zhang Hewu would immediately show concern whenever Su Ying felt a little tired. Especially now that Su Ying was pregnant, Zhang Hewu was even busier, seemingly wanting to be by her side every day... Only then did she realize, with a start, that life wasn't supposed to be like this.
Husband and wife should not be so indifferent, they should care about each other and support each other.
To be honest, seeing how much Zhang Hewu cared about Su Ying and was so considerate, she really regretted it.
But she no longer had the qualifications and the face to say anything, so she just wanted to live her own life.
She went home and secretly told her mother about the divorce, but her mother immediately objected and wouldn't allow her to divorce. She said divorce was shameful and she couldn't bring shame to the family. She also said that if she divorced, she would be like second-hand goods and no one would want her anymore.
So later, she hesitated again, procrastinating for a long time. However, she inexplicably remembered Zhang Xingrong's words and the thought of reading, so she began to read, intentionally or unintentionally. In fact, she was not stupid. She was able to join the commune because she had studied well before and passed the commune's test, so she could work there. Therefore, picking up a book again was a little difficult at first, but gradually she got used to it.
Days passed slowly like this. Although it was difficult, reading made her feel better. Zhang Dayang ridiculed her every day, saying that she was sick, but she didn't want to listen - until Zhang Dayang beat her, which once again made her think about divorce.
While she was at the commune, she saw a young woman smiling cheerfully at Zhang Dayang all day long, always looking for him whenever she had something to do. Although the two of them had never done anything, the situation and the atmosphere just felt different. She told Zhang Dayang not to be with that woman and to stay away from her.
But Zhang Dayang actually said that she was just daydreaming, and he didn't stop at all and continued to do what he had to do.
She was unhappy at home, and when she saw the two of them smiling happily at the commune, she finally couldn't help but get angry at the girl. Unexpectedly, Zhang Dayang beat her up and said she was looking for trouble!
After returning home, Zhang Dayang scolded her again. When her mother-in-law knew about this, she scolded her for three days and said that she was a hen that could not lay eggs!
She finally couldn't help it and decided to divorce. She even wanted to leave here and leave this town!
Zhang Dayang may have thought of the girl who had been flirting with him, so after she had made a fuss about divorce several times, he agreed.
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