Chapter 160: Can't Help My Emotions]

Time goes back to the day before.

When Huo Qingchi received the news that his business had gone wrong, his first reaction was not to rush to other places to solve the problem immediately, but

to go find Ye Qingyue.

When this thought popped up in his mind, Huo Qingchi knew that he was doomed.

At such an emergency moment, what he was most worried about was whether Ye Qingyue would be alone if he left the capital for too long.

"Others go first, and I will follow."

Huo Qingchi's remaining rationality allowed him to arrange for people to rush to other places to stabilize the situation.

He went to the First Hospital, intending to say goodbye to Ye Qingyue before leaving the capital.

Unexpectedly, as soon as he arrived at the door of the hospital, he saw Xu Wenshu entangled with Ye Qingyue.

Xu Wenshu's dirty words seemed to want to drag Ye Qingyue into the mud pit and destroy her reputation before he would stop.

Thinking of what Ye Qingyue had experienced in the past, being troubled by those groundless slanders, and even hurt...

Huo Qingchi just wanted to slap Xu Wenshu's stinky mouth!

He did so.

If he was not afraid of scaring Ye Qingyue, Huo Qingchi didn't know how far he would go in anger.

On the way to the police station, he heard the middle-aged man's malicious speculation about Ye Qingyue's appearance. What made Huo Qingchi more concerned than anger was that

this was just an example he had seen.

And when he was not with Ye Qingyue, how much similar slander did Ye Qingyue endure to be so calm now?

Thinking of this, Huo Qingchi's thoughts couldn't help but drift away, and an unspeakable pain spread in his heart.

When they arrived at the police station, Xu Wenshu's nonsense was quite nagging. Huo Qingchi felt annoyed and...

jealous after listening to a few sentences.

The words "I study and write, and you are a beautiful woman with beautiful sleeves" when shouted out from Xu Wenshu's mouth were like a knife stabbing Huo Qingchi's heart, making him look at Ye Qingyue unconsciously.

Comrade Ye, in the past when I had never appeared, did you and Xu Wenshu have such intimate times?

Huo Qingchi wanted to ask this, but as a friend, he had no right to say such a thing.

Then, he heard Ye Qingyue's answer to Xu Wenshu.

The so-called studying and writing, and beautiful women with beautiful sleeves, do not exist.

The fact that there was no ambiguity between Ye Qingyue and Xu Wenshu did not make Huo Qingchi feel relieved, but made him feel more distressed for Ye Qingyue.

In the small village, Ye Qingyue failed to receive a good education. In order to learn more knowledge, she had to bow to a villain like Xu Wenshu, working hard, even saving food and going hungry, in exchange for the opportunity to learn.

Ye Qingyue's strong and difficult past made Huo Qingchi wonder if he could have known Ye Qingyue earlier.

If possible, Huo Qingchi wanted to tell Ye Qingyue a year ago not to think so highly of men. You think you are exchanging knowledge for labor, but your clear conscience is seen as an ambiguous relationship between men and women in the eyes of a villain like Xu Wenshu, which will only add to your disgust.

Unfortunately, there is no if.

The reality is that Ye Qingyue's past really happened and passed.

He had no chance to participate and change.

The pain in his heart swelled uncontrollably, with a bitter taste, occupying Huo Qingchi's body, causing his brain to swell and making it difficult for him to maintain his usual rationality.

Huo Qingchi.

When his parents gave him this name, they hoped that he would be noble and self-respecting, and have a proud character.

In the past twenty years, Huo Qingchi did it.

But after meeting Ye Qingyue, his nobleness and self-respect seemed to be shattered by this girl.

Now he is no different from an ordinary man.

Facing the woman he loves, he can't maintain his nobleness and self-respect.

There are always some unspeakable thoughts related to Ye Qingyue in his mind.

"Comrade Ye is always like this, defenseless."

When Ye Qingyue accidentally bumped into his arms, Huo Qingchi could no longer suppress those nobleness and self-respect, and spoke out the desire of a man for a woman deep in his heart.

Once you start, you can't stop.

"Comrade Ye is always like this, with a clear conscience."

When he said these words, he tensed his body and didn't even dare to look down at Ye Qingyue.

He was afraid that the deep desire in his eyes would scare this innocent girl.

"You probably don't know that men's thoughts are not as pure as women's. Most of the time, they are dominated by primitive impulses."

"When you were fetching water and chopping wood for Xu Wenshu with a clear conscience, did you ever think that maybe the man in front of you--" "

What about a guilty conscience?"

In the last sentence, Huo Qingchi was apparently talking about Xu Wenshu.

But in fact, he was blaming himself.

Comrade Ye, you treat me as a good friend, get along with me without any guard, trust me, and care about me.

Everything you do is so pure and with a clear conscience.

But I fell in love with you at first sight and never considered you as a friend. Everything I said and did to you, everything I did for you, was done with impure intentions -

I have a guilty conscience.

The abstinent man could no longer suppress the desires deep in his heart, and revealed everything implicitly and bluntly.

"I can't have dinner with you tonight."

After saying those words, Huo Qingchi didn't dare to stay with Ye Qingyue anymore.

Was it because he was afraid that he would lose his mind and say more to Ye Qingyue, do more things, or was he afraid that Ye Qingyue would reject him...

Huo Qingchi didn't know, maybe both.

After hurriedly leaving the news that he would leave the capital for a while, Huo Qingchi left.

Or, he ran away.

Not long after parting with Ye Qingyue, Huo Qingchi regretted it.

"Hearing such ambiguous and explicit words from the man you think is your friend... Comrade Ye must be at a loss now, right?"

Huo Qingchi picked up the car keys from the study, but did not leave immediately, "I don't want this result..."

He had never been in love before, and this was the first time he expressed his feelings, but in such a scene, using expressions that even he felt were explicit.

Everything seemed to be at the wrong time.

Huo Qingchi felt that he was too impatient. He

was too eager and did something that was very hasty and irresponsible to Ye Qingyue.

His eyes moved to the pen and paper on the table, and Huo Qingchi felt that he should do something.

Now that he already understood that the previous words were inappropriate and the timing was not right, he should change the time and have a good chat again...

This might be better.

Even if the final result was not what he wanted.

Huo Qingchi sat back at the desk, picked up the pen, opened the letter, and put down the pen firmly.

...

Ye Qingyue took the envelope Huo Qingchi left for her and returned to the hospital office.

There was still some time before work, so she locked the door and opened the envelope with trepidation.

She wanted to know what words Huo Qingchi left for her.