Chapter 418 Became the Medicine to Cure Her】
Ye Qingyue couldn't figure it out at first. She and Huo Qingchi were fine when they were in love. They were engaged willingly and wanted to be tied to each other for the rest of their lives.
Why was she so scared when she was about to get married?
What was she afraid of?
Just now, she found the answer.
When Huo Qingchi looked drunk and looked at her with cold eyes, the familiar scene evoked those memories that she thought she had forgotten long ago.
When she was very young, Ye Yong was considered a qualified father, or even a father worthy of his child's pride. He
was honest and motivated, and gentle and patient with his family.
Until that night, Ye Yong came home drunk.
Everything changed.
Ye Yong's drunken face was red with unspeakable anger, and he raised his fist towards his wife and children who loved him deeply and trusted him.
From then on, every night, Ye Qingyue would be afraid of the sound of the door being knocked open.
It must be Ye Yong coming back drunk.
He was going to beat someone up again.
The house was going to be a mess again.
Ye Yong would throw things, and there would be crackling sounds.
Sometimes the sound of broken things was farther away, but sometimes it would explode right next to the ears!
In order to protect the children, Ye Xianghong would fight with Ye Yong.
Watching her parents fighting, Ye Qingyue, who was still a child, wanted to persuade them.
But how could Ye Yong listen? He
would even beat her! The
more she was beaten, the crazier Ye Xianghong became.
The parents who were once loving, fought like enemies.
Home no longer felt like home.
In the end, Ye Qingyue could only cry.
After crying for several years, perhaps because they had run out of tears, the children stopped crying.
Children cry because they have hope in their hearts that their parents can reconcile.
Not crying means being numb to the current situation and having no hope.
Ye Qingyue thought she no longer cared.
But some scars are engraved in the bones.
Even if the person involved does not notice it, the body will react.
Ye Qingyue once heard a saying.
Some people use their childhood to heal their entire life.
While others use their entire life to heal their childhood.
She is the latter.
Since her rebirth, she has been constantly making up for her regrets and healing the wounds in her heart.
But she never thought that deep in her heart, there was still a bloody wound that has not healed yet and still hurts.
Ye Qingyue concealed the fact of her rebirth and told the story of the past.
"Don't we often hear a saying?"
Ye Qingyue said, "People who know your parents will say to you, 'You are really like your parents in this way.'"
"Yeah."
Huo Qingchi nodded. He was also told that his temper was like Huo Shan.
"Children will intentionally imitate their parents, and will also be unconsciously influenced by their parents."
Ye Qingyue said, "If it was only the good side, then there would be no bad people in the world."
Parents are the biggest influence on their children.
Their words and deeds, whether good or bad, will be discovered by children in the details of daily life, and they will either actively learn or be influenced unconsciously.
When they react, the children will become very much like their parents.
“Many children who have been hurt in their families will, when they grow up, be shocked to find that one of their bad habits is very similar to that of their hated father or mother, as if they were carved from the same mold.”
Ye Qingyue was also influenced by Ye Yong in her previous life. Fortunately, there were more good people around her who had more positive influences on her and did not leave her with any bad habits.
"Some of those children will choose to escape and indulge themselves, while others will spend their whole lives fighting against the injuries caused by their parents."
"Those injuries may be some bad habits or some painful memories."
"Qingchi."
Ye Qingyue said softly: "My family members have unfortunately met bad people and experienced a bad marriage. I have cursed those bad men thousands of times in my heart, hoping that they will get the retribution they deserve. I am afraid of the so-called marriage
from the bottom of my heart." Her closest people left her with deep memories of marriage.
Ye Qingyue always thought that she was looking for Huo Qingchi, and she would no longer have those hesitations and could break those fears.
It was not until the days before her marriage that she realized that things were not as simple as she thought.
Huo Qingchi listened to her words, held her hand, and suddenly said: "Are we... going to be in love for a lifetime?"
If it were another man, after hearing what Ye Qingyue said, he would definitely question Ye Qingyue with doubt: "After saying so much, don't you want to marry me?"
But Huo Qingchi wouldn't do that.
He likes Ye Qingyue.
He loves Ye Qingyue even more.
He wants to be with Ye Qingyue.
No matter what form, as long as Ye Qingyue is happy, he is willing.
Because, only when Ye Qingyue is happy, can he be happy.
If marriage will make Ye Qingyue afraid, he will not be happy to marry Ye Qingyue.
"Qingchi."
Ye Qingyue held Huo Qingchi's hand in return, suddenly turned around, and faced him in Huo Qingchi's arms.
After she recounted her sad past, her pitiful face also retained some sadness.
Ye Qingyue looked at Huo Qingchi, "I am 100% afraid of marriage."
"Yes."
Huo Qingchi nodded, indicating that he could understand Ye Qingyue's anxiety.
"But I love you 101%."
Ye Qingyue held his face, tears welling up in her eyes.
But the remaining sadness in her eyes disappeared completely when she said this.
Only the lingering love was left.
After she finished speaking, the man could no longer control himself, and the two kissed each other, as if they wanted to rub each other's breath into their bodies.
From the cold living room, they dragged and entangled to the bedroom, fell on the bed, and hugged each other tightly.
The uneasiness and coldness of many days were dissolved and shattered by the rising body temperature at this moment, and everything returned to normal -
even worse than before.
The two lay face to face, their eyes met, and their deep and possessive eyes seemed to imprint every bit of each other in their eyes and hearts.
Huo Qingchi stroked Ye Qingyue's cheek and said, "Are you feeling better now?"
Ye Qingyue held his hand and said, "I'm feeling better now."
Not a little better, but better.
"Can I ask why?"
Huo Qingchi didn't understand. Ye Qingyue had been unconsciously troubled by the shadow of her childhood for so long. Now that she had just discovered it, it should take a long time to heal. Why was she feeling better?
"Because of you."
Ye Qingyue looked at Huo Qingchi's confused eyes, and her heart moved. She couldn't help but move closer and pecked the man's lips lightly before saying, "Do you remember what happened when I entered the room just now?"
What happened when I entered the room?
Huo Qingchi said, "I fell off the chair, and then I found you..."
It didn't seem like anything special.
Ye Qingyue asked, "It hurts a lot when you fell, right?"
Huo Qingchi smiled bitterly, a little embarrassed, "I won't drink so much in the future."
He drank more than before because he was in a bad mood.
That fall really hurt.
Huo Qingchi made up his mind that no matter what, he would drink less in the future.
"Well, you should drink less. Drinking is harmful to your health."
Ye Qingyue touched Huo Qingchi's face and said, "When you fell down and looked at me for the first time, I felt so cold."
Huo Qingchi apologized after hearing this: "Qingyue, I will never get drunk again in the future."
I will never show you that kind of look again, whether it is intentional or not.
"But when you found out it was me, you became so gentle again."
Ye Qingyue interrupted Huo Qingchi's apology and smiled at him.
It was like the morning light that broke through the sky, making people's hearts sway.
"You still act coquettishly to me, let me hug you."
It was the drunken tenderness that broke the drunken noise and clamor in her memory.
It became the medicine that healed her.