He lowered his head, not daring to look up at Gu Qinghai. The air fell into a deathly silence. In the quiet place, only the breathing of the two of them could be clearly heard.
After a long time, Lu Yunshan heard a trembling sound of disbelief above his head.
"Brother Lu, what did you say? Why, I don't seem to understand what you mean?"
Lu Yunshan knew that he had wronged Gu Qinghai. When they were together, they had agreed that they would never betray each other, either physically or mentally.
But now, he was going to have a child with another girl. He knew that this was too cruel and unfair to Gu Qinghai.
A line of tears fell down Gu Qinghai's delicate face.
His eyes were red, he grabbed Lu Yunshan by the collar, and growled angrily, "Why, didn't you say that there would only be me? Now you want to sleep with another woman, I don't agree, Lu Yunshan, I don't agree!"
He was so emotional that he wanted to pin this unfaithful man to the ground and beat him up. They had clearly agreed not to get married, but later Lu Yunshan said that his family was pressing for marriage and he had to get married, but he promised not to have any intimate behavior with that woman.
Gu Qinghai gritted his teeth and agreed, because he didn't want to see his lover embarrassed. But now Lu Yunshan didn't want to have a child with that woman, why? !
Shen Jiaojiao, that idiot, why!
Gu Qinghai's eyes were red, and he grabbed Lu Yunshan's hand harder and harder, but he still couldn't bear to hit his lover.
But he couldn't allow Lu Yunshan and Shen Jiaojiao to have a child. As long as he thought about the two of them doing such an intimate thing, he couldn't control himself and wanted to tear Shen Jiaojiao into pieces.
Seeing his lover like this, Lu Yunshan's heart ached. If possible, he didn't want to have a child with Shen Jiaojiao. He didn't like Shen Jiaojiao at all, and could even say he hated her.
But if he doesn't do this, he will never be able to get rid of the label of impotence, and how can he live as a human being.
He is also a man and has the dignity of a man. He can give up a lot for Gu Qinghai, but not this.
Lu Yunshan took a deep breath, suppressed the bitterness in his heart, and let Gu Qinghai roar at him.
After Gu Qinghai had vented enough, he hugged the man in his arms. Lu Yunshan knew what his lover cared about most.
He also used this to achieve his goals without any burden.
"Qinghai, listen to me. You know I hate her. I love you, and you know I've sacrificed so much for you. I have no complaints. But my parents can't bear this responsibility because of my fault. So the only way to clear things up is for her and me to have a child together."
Gu Qinghai stared at him resentfully, with a hint of hope in his red eyes. He wished that this was just a joke played by Lu Yunshan.
But Lu Yunshan cruelly shattered his fantasy.
"Qinghai, you don't want to see me become a laughing stock to everyone, do you?" He looked straight into Gu Qinghai's eyes, and could see the sign of concession in that person's eyes.
Gu Qinghai lost, he couldn't bear to see his lover being slandered and ridiculed. The moment he nodded gently, tears of reluctance welled up in his eyes, and the overwhelming despair and pain almost drowned him.
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