Her brain was dizzy, her vision went black, and she felt like someone had dug out her heart.
Mu Jingsheng sent her to the hospital and hurriedly explained to her that being engaged to someone else was just a temporary solution and he had no idea about it at the time. He would not marry anyone else and he was already fighting against it. The reason he didn't tell her was because she was pregnant and he was afraid she would get excited.
He knew that she understood a lot and was a good girl, and he was afraid that she would have unrealistic thoughts.
She believed what Mu Jingsheng said.
As long as Mu Jingsheng explained, she would believe it unconditionally no matter what he explained.
After she was exposed, Mu Jingsheng no longer tried to hide his true feelings. He broke off relations with the old lady to protest the arranged marriage. He told her about her pregnancy and took her to do the most advanced B-ultrasound to let her know that she was carrying a boy, the eldest grandson, and hoped that the old lady would accept her.
But the old lady said:
"If I want a grandson, I can have one born to someone of status and position, and each of them will be outstanding. Why would I want a grandson born to a country bumpkin like her?"
"Besides tarnishing our family's reputation, can it bring any use at all?"
The old lady still did not agree to their marriage.
Not only was the old lady dissatisfied with Mu Jingsheng for disobeying her orders, his fiancée was also dissatisfied with his actions. She instigated the fathers to unite and put pressure on Mu Jingsheng everywhere in the company.
Mu Jingsheng was overwhelmed and became increasingly busy, and he came to visit her less and less often.
They tried to use this method to make Mu Jingsheng surrender, abandon her, and quietly follow the wishes of his elders and marry his fiancée.
The fathers put pressure on Mu Jingsheng, and his fiancée and his mother came to deal with her.
They came to her house every day, and brought people to shout at the door, telling the neighbors and everyone who passed by: She is a mistress, she has her eyes on Mu Jingsheng's money, she wants to become a phoenix with the child in her belly, she is a parasite that destroys other people's families, she is a shameless bitch and a slut!
Whenever she went out, people would throw rotten eggs and vegetable leaves at her.
Everyone has such a strong sense of morality and attaches so much importance to propriety, righteousness, integrity and shame, and hates women like her who destroy other people's families.
As time went by, she could no longer bear it.
Listening to the unbearable curses every day and being forced to bear the condemnation of her conscience, a voice and an illusion gradually appeared in her mind. Even at night, she could clearly hear someone cursing her in her ear.
Sometimes she would suddenly wake up from her sleep.
Sometimes she sees strange things.
She could no longer bear the moral condemnation, and her fiancée scolded her in the newspaper, creating the greatest shame and humiliation for the entire Huaicheng since the founding of the People's Republic of China.
Finally one day, she went crazy.
Mu Jingsheng's fiancée, the woman who was well-dressed and looked righteous, slandered her.
The woman covered her arm, which was scratched by herself, in pain, blood flowing out from between her fingers. She leaned in Mu Jingsheng's arms with a look of grievance and said to him: She wants to kill me, this woman you kept outside wants to kill me.
That day, she was slapped.
She seemed not to feel the pain when the slap hit her face, but the pain from her heart was as if a big hand was tightly gripping her heart. She was in so much pain that she couldn't breathe, and the bone-chilling cold almost drowned her.
Later, Mu Jingsheng left with his fiancée.
The old lady looked at her smugly, and before leaving, she spat, "You are such a worthless person. You really think my son likes you, but you don't even realize your status!"
Mu Jingsheng did not go home that night.
She thought she must have gone completely crazy that day.
Because after Mu Jingsheng left, she kept talking to the empty house for a long time, and she couldn't remember what she was saying.
Unfortunately, she didn't know why Mu Jingsheng attacked her out of character.
Only her body's reaction told her that the burden she had to face for so long - the protective wall built by her will and always as tight as a string, collapsed under his slap.
The wall collapsed and the spirit was gone.
She finally couldn't hold on any longer.
…
She returned to her hometown in a daze.
When my father saw her, he was so excited that he cried and laughed. My brother also cried, and my sister-in-law was angry.
Seeing her big belly, her father looked worried, but he still patted her shoulder and said, "Xia, if you want to have a baby, just give birth. Dad won't stop you. Dad is still young and can take care of the baby for you."
She seemed deaf.
Holding a stick, he squatted on the ground, writing and drawing, and muttering something that no one could understand.
Her father cried again.
I hugged her and wiped away my tears for a long time.
…
During the days she was back home, she occasionally had a moment of clarity and gave all the jewelry she brought back to her father.
Dad was surprised.
But my father didn't say anything, nor did he ask any more questions. He just said, "Save the baby in your belly. If it's a boy, I'll give him a wife. If it's a girl, I'll give her a dowry."
After a pause, Dad continued, "I hope it's a boy, so he won't have to live as hard as you do..."
…
Lanterns were set off on the Lantern Festival, but she couldn’t remember the date. She just knew that many candles were lit at home that day, and dumplings stuffed with wild vegetables and eggs were made. The taste was so familiar to her, so while her family went out to see a movie, she took some dumplings and went to the back mountain.
Unfortunately, there was no one she was waiting for in the back mountain.
The mountain road was difficult to walk on and she had stomachache from walking. She gave birth to the child for unknown reasons where she was waiting.
The snow is as big as goose feathers.
She was afraid that the child would be cold, so she took off her cotton jacket, held the child in her arms, and fell into a deep sleep.
She thought, let’s sleep for a while.
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