"Really?" But how come she remembered that he was sleeping soundly just a few days ago?
"Okay, stop moving around and go back to sleep!"
He rubbed her head and then pulled the blanket back over her lower abdomen.
Su Nianxue really couldn't sleep. She was afraid that if she closed her eyes, she would be back in that terrible scene from her dream.
She took a deep breath, composed herself, and after a long pause, slowly spoke, "Gu Yanbai..."
"Um?"
"If, I mean if..."
"There are apples and pears in this world, but there are no 'what ifs'."
As if knowing what she was about to say, Gu Yanbai forcefully interrupted her.
"Let me finish speaking!"
If I really can't...
"Then let's get a divorce!" she said with some difficulty.
She really didn't want to live the kind of life she dreamed of.
How desperate I would be if that day ever came!
Gu Yanbai sat up abruptly from the bed, his face fierce.
"Su Nianxue, what do you take me for?"
Just because you're unwell, does that mean I have to abandon you?
Am I really that untrustworthy to you?
Faced with his anger, Su Nianxue smiled instead of getting angry, and the smile on her lips became even brighter.
She reached out and touched his cheek. "I don't distrust you, I just don't want to hold you back!"
…
And secretly, I want to live a better life.
I haven't had a good life these past few years, so I cherish this hard-won peace and don't want it to slowly become unbearable.
I don't want to bear the burden of delaying others.
Even if you don't intend to abandon me now, what about one year, two years, three years...?
Year after year, will these days never come again?
Is it really just a dream?
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