A troll who criticizes everyone all the time actually has a day when his mental quality fails to meet the standards?
Not to mention Zhou Suihe and the others, even Jiang Zhi herself found it difficult to accept.
When she was watching the game, she was clearly scolding others without any problem, but why did her mental strength fail when it came to her?
Moreover, she has so many haters, but I have never seen her suffer any psychological setbacks.
He Xiaoxi analyzed Jiang Zhi's paper one by one, saying, "Look at these questions. Her answers are indeed flawless, but in the esports world, these are taboos. If you grade them strictly, they'll almost certainly get zero points. But it's not hard to see that Zhizhi is very strong-willed and opinionated. It's just that long-term repression makes it difficult for her to express herself, so she can only express her true feelings through glass or windows. She generally doesn't comment on things. When she does start to criticize, it's probably because she feels that someone has something she envy, but that person doesn't appreciate it."
Jiang Zhi: "..."
Wow, this was the first time she heard someone talk about criticizing someone in such a refreshing and refined way.
She learned.
Later, when she encounters a noob online and can't help but criticize him, she can say, "I envy you for being able to play games openly, but you're such a lousy player. Are you worthy of the mother who allowed you to play games? My dear son, you are so unfilial."
Thinking of this, Jiang Zhi laughed out loud.
Zhou Suihe looked at Jiang Zhi in confusion: "Zhizhi, are you scared out of your wits? Your mental state isn't a big problem. You can get better."
"I'm fine." Jiang Zhi wiped away the tears of laughter, "I just thought of something funny."
"Zhizhi, should we see a psychiatrist?" Zhou Suihe suggested.
"No need." Jiang Zhi refused bluntly.
She didn't know whether He Xiaoxi had seen through her psychology, but he was right about one thing: she had a very strong personality.
If she has a mental disorder, then seeing a psychiatrist will only confirm the condition. As for treatment... she really doesn't believe that a few words from others can change her.
Jiang Zhi smiled lightly: "I can get better, you have to believe me."
Zhou Suihe: "Zhizhi...you've wanted to be a professional player for so long...and now you're like this."
As she spoke, Zhou Suihe turned her head away. Jiang Zhi couldn't see her expression and didn't know how to comfort her for a moment.
He Xiaoxi quickly interjected, "Yes, yes, Zhizhi, this isn't a mental illness, it's just a psychological disorder. With careful treatment, there's a good chance of recovery."
Jiang Zhi: "Forget it. Some things you're used to won't disappear so easily."
Just like people are used to the sun rising in the east and setting in the west, if suddenly one day the sun rises from the east, they will feel that the end of the world is coming.
Jiang Zhi has been used to hiding in the corner to play games since she was a child. When she suddenly can stand on the court openly, how can she adapt quickly?
So...habits are terrible things.
In the middle of the night, the lights in the dormitory were turned off early. Not far away, the neon lights of the shopping mall shone through the dim curtains, reflecting on Jiang Zhi's dormitory, leaving a colorful light.
Jiang Zhi could still vaguely see the layout of the room. She lay on the bed in the dormitory, staring at the ceiling in a daze.
Think carefully about what happened in the cafeteria.
He Xiaoxi: "What has she been through?"
He Xiaoxi: "Her psychological quality is not up to standard."
Jiang Zhi sneered.
Her psychological quality is not up to standard?
How ridiculous.
How could a man who is recognized as the top stress-resistance winner on the Internet one day fail to meet the psychological standards?
If this gets out, her haters will probably be so happy that they will explode on the spot.
Jiang Zhi turned sideways and glanced at the roommates who were sleeping soundly in the dormitory.
She originally returned to school to say goodbye to her roommates, but before she could tell them, she was suddenly told that her mental state wasn't up to par and she couldn't play in the game...
The dream she had been looking forward to for so many years was declared dead before it even began.
Jiang Zhi curled up in the quilt, covered her head, and felt a surge of grievance in her heart.
Tears fell unconsciously from the corners of my eyes, one by one.
She had never felt so wronged before.
This kind of grievance is like she accidentally played a game produced by a crappy company. She passed level after level with her own efforts, but when she thought she was about to pass it, a hidden level was suddenly triggered.
The task of the hidden level is yourself.
The content is to kill yourself.
A game setting that is both pathetic and ridiculous.
Jiang Zhi adjusted her mood, got up, put on her down jacket and walked to the balcony. She looked up at the sky.
The night sky in winter is always brighter than that in summer. The round moon hangs overhead, and the moonlight is cold and clear. It clearly reflects the light of the sun, but it does not bring any warmth to the world.
Accompanied by the cool north wind, Jiang Zhi felt that her body was about to freeze.
Dongdong, the phone in the down jacket pocket vibrated twice.
Jiang Zhi picked it up and took a look.
It was a message from Jiang Sui.
Jiang Sui: [Are you asleep?]
Jiang Zhi quickly replied: [I can’t sleep, so I’m on the balcony enjoying the breeze.]
Jiang Sui: [Pull out the wool, come and join us? ]
Jiang Zhi: [Huh?]
Jiang Sui: [Boss Zhou said the internet cafe is free all night.]
Jiang Zhi's hands were frozen stiff, and she slowly sent a message: [Why is Zhou Suihe suddenly so generous?]
Jiang Sui: [I don’t know either. I guess my brain suddenly went haywire.]
Jiang Zhi: [Oh.]
Jiang Sui: [Are you coming?]
Jiang Zhi: [No, the dormitory has a curfew, so I can't leave.]
Jiang Sui: [Bullshit, we were just curfewed for an hour. The dorm auntie must be awake. Ask her to open the door and let you out.]
Jiang Zhi: [What's the reason?]
Jiang Sui: [You are pregnant and eager to give birth.]
Jiang Zhi: [Goodbye, you bastard.]
Jiang Zhi and Jiang Sui chatted casually for a few words, and Jiang Zhi didn't show any intention of leaving for a long time.
He gave up.
Jiang Sui gave in and said, "Jiang Zhi, even though I've taught you not to go out late at night, I'm your brother after all. I'm here to protect you, so what are you afraid of? On the other hand, if I wanted to harm you, you would have been a wandering ghost for years. Why wait until now?"
Jiang Zhi paused for a few seconds before replying: [I'm not afraid of you harming me.]
Jiang Zhi: [You should have heard what He Xiaoxi said about my situation.]
Jiang Zhi: [I was afraid you wouldn’t be able to hold back and would hug me and cry.]
Jiang Zhi: [You are so sentimental, which doesn't fit your character setting. I get nauseous easily.]
Jiang Sui: [! ]
Jiang Zhi was already in a bad mood and was too lazy to continue talking to Jiang Sui: "Goodbye, I'm going back to the dormitory to sleep."
Jiang Sui: [Someone's here to pick you up. They're probably at your dorm door by now. If you don't want to see them freeze to death, then just go to sleep.]
A possibility flashed through Jiang Zhi's mind, and he paused as he took back his phone: [Who is it?]
Jiang Sui: [Why are you nervous?]
Jiang Zhi felt guilty for a second: [Don't be nervous, just tell me who it is.]
Jiang Sui: [Me.]
Jiang Zhi replied calmly: [Oh.]
Jiang Zhi: [Then I will burn more paper money for you during the Qingming Festival, so that you can become the richest generation with the most paper money in hell.]
Jiang Sui: [Get lost, Jiang Zhi, you are the reincarnation of an ungrateful little wolf.]
Jiang Zhi: [You just realized this? I thought I'd been honest with you all these years.]
Before Jiang Sui's message came back, Jiang Zhi's phone rang again.
It was sent by Shen Weiqi.
Shen Weiqi: [Why don't you come out? You can't bear to see a future world champion like me frozen to death by the north wind.]
Jiang Zhixin paused for a second.
It really is him.
Jiang Zhi replied carefully: [Why are you here? ]
Chen Weiqi: [Go downstairs. I'll give you some upgrade buffs before you become a professional player.]
This time Jiang Zhi didn't refuse: [Okay.]
Shen Weiqi asked carefully: [Have you thought of a reason? Don't listen to your brother. It's not appropriate for a little girl to pretend to have a child.]
Jiang Zhi: [I know.]
Shen Weiqi didn't elaborate. Jiang Zhi put the phone back in his pocket, then quietly walked back into the house. Without making any sound, he put on several layers of thick cotton clothes and went out.
When she walked to the door of the dormitory manager, there was a dim light in the room and the dormitory manager didn't seem to be asleep.
Jiang Zhi glanced around and, after making sure that there was no one around, she hunched over, put her arms around her stomach, pretending to have a stomachache, and knocked on the dormitory manager's door.
Hearing the noise, the dormitory manager, who had just finished showering, came out in her fluffy pajamas and a white shower cap. She glanced at Jiang Zhi and asked, "Student, what's wrong with you?"
Jiang Zhi replied weakly, "I... I have a stomachache."
"Oh my god, why do you have a stomachache so late at night?" The dormitory manager was a little panicked.
"I ate some snacks today and ate too much, and I couldn't digest it." Jiang Zhi explained.
"Okay, okay, wait for auntie to change clothes and then go to the infirmary with you." With that, the dormitory manager walked into the house.
Jiang Zhi reached out to stop her: "It's okay, I told my brother, he's waiting for me at the door."
The dorm aunt stared at Jiang Zhi warily: "What brother?"
"My dear brother." Jiang Zhi replied.
The dorm auntie was still worried: "No, I'd better hand you over to your brother myself. Wait a minute while I change my clothes."
Jiang Zhi knew that if she continued to refute, the dormitory manager might not believe her.
She nodded slightly: "Yeah."
The dormitory manager was very worried about Jiang Zhi's condition. She didn't even dress properly when she returned to the room. She just picked up a long coat, wrapped it around her, and accompanied Jiang Zhi out of the dormitory building.
It was pitch black outside the dormitory building, with only a few street lights illuminating the small area.
There was a man leaning against a lamppost not far from the girls' dormitory building. In the moonlight, Jiang Zhi could only see an outline, but she recognized him at a glance.
Just as she was about to walk over, the dormitory manager stopped her and asked, "What's your name?"
Jiang Zhi replied doubtfully: "Jiang Zhi."
"So what's your brother's name?"
"Jiang Sui."
"OK."
The dormitory aunt brought Jiang Zhi to Shen Weiqi. Seeing the newcomer, Shen Weiqi straightened up slightly and said politely, "Thank you, auntie, for sending Zhizhi out."
The dormitory aunt looked Shen Weiqi up and down for a few times, and continued to ask cautiously: "What's your name?"
Jiang Zhi felt a chill in her heart. Before she could even try to reconcile her testimony with Shen Weiqi, she heard Shen Weiqi slowly utter two words: "Jiang Sui."
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