Chapter 149 Pollution 26 I just want to pester you, no matter where you go...
He Yan lowered his eyes to look at the small piece of skin exposed where his collar overlapped.
"No."
Li Yanze had no strength left, and his breathing became even, with fatigue visible between his brows. He Yan immediately calmed down, lying beside his pillow, with the sound of the monitoring equipment in his ears.
"You know everything, right?" Li Yanze said calmly. "Radiation sickness. It's determined by genes. There's nothing we can do about it."
"When did you know?" He Yan tried his best to act as calm as him.
He Yan's hair was being played with by his fingers from time to time, his fingertips were soft.
"About your age." Li Yanze thought for a while, then turned sideways and added in a low voice: "I have always controlled it well, but it has been a little bad recently."
"Are you afraid that I'll die?" Li Yanze pointed out the uneasy feeling hidden in his heart.
"You won't die." He Yan looked up and looked at him with a frown.
Li Yanze was silent for a while, then reached out and pressed He Yan's forehead. "Everyone will die eventually. No one is immortal."
Before He Yan could control himself and lose his temper, Li Yanze looked up and kissed him, then smiled, the same smile he had shown after successfully playing a prank before.
"woke up?"
The doctor opened the door and came in with a stack of documents and only glanced at He Yan.
"What happened this time? The examination report said that you were exposed to too much radiation in a short period of time. Your personal terminal feedback showed that your strength increased by nearly 20% in five minutes."
He Yan just sat aside with no intention of leaving. From now on, he would participate in everything and have the highest right to know.
"You won't believe me if I tell you." Li Yanze patted He Yan's curled up hands and said.
"First I saw my dead parents, and then I saw He Yihong."
He Yan's eyebrows jumped: "Did you receive a distress signal?"
Li Yanze understood and nodded: "It's an unnumbered communicator, and it looks a bit old."
The doctor flipped through the records and asked, "There's a place with such high radiation levels in the buffer zone?"
“That’s what’s most dangerous, and that’s what’s found in the buffer zone.”
"No matter what's going on, don't worry about it." The doctor closed the folder with a snap, walked to the testing equipment, and warned Li Yanze in a low voice.
"They are not just here to eat and work. The entire base will continue to operate normally without you, Li Yanze. Go back and recuperate during this time."
He Yan had always disliked the doctor because of what happened before, but now he quite agreed with what the doctor said.
Li Yanze agreed again, but that smile on his face didn't look believable.
But this time he really seemed like a hands-off boss who was concentrating on recuperating. He Yan had never seen him handle any official business. Even when Li Ming was assigned an investigation mission, he only told Guan Lerong a few words.
He Yan lay on his side on the small bed and looked at him. The small bedside lamp was brought here again. The light was dim, he closed his eyes, and his light breathing blew his falling hair. He Yan felt at ease only after seeing the movement.
Once his long-cherished wish was fulfilled, he became more restrained than before. The occasional kiss was always initiated by Li Yanze, and he became obedient instead.
He Yan held the thing in his hand and looked at it under the dim light. The plain ring reflected the cold light and had rough scratches on it.
He Yan raised it up and looked at Li Yanze from afar through the ring. He became small and was trapped inside.
"Can't sleep?"
He Yan grasped the ring tightly and quickly hid it in his palm, but saw that Li Yanze did not open his eyes.
"Asleep."
Li Yanze opened his eyes, looked at him with a smile, and asked softly, "Are you asleep?"
He Yan closed his eyes and didn't answer this time. When He Yan was a child, he was not familiar with the environment at home and couldn't sleep at night. Li Yanze saw it during the day and went to see him at night, always testing him in a low voice.
He Yan, who was not asleep, always answered subconsciously: "I fell asleep."
He Yan felt some slight sound, opened his eyes and saw Li Yanze standing beside his small bed.
He Yan's spine instantly tightened as he watched him lift the quilt and squeeze in. The familiar fragrance invaded his senses, and his cheek was touched by his forehead hair.
"I'll accompany you."
Li Yanze put his arm around his waist and patted his back. But He Yan pushed him away abruptly, lowered his head and took two deep breaths, then suddenly reached out to hold the back of Li Yanze's neck, pressing him down with his hands and feet.
He Yan lowered his head and rubbed Li Yanze's lips, prying his teeth with the tip of his tongue. Li Yanze did not move, looked into his eyes, opened his lips and stuck out a little tongue, and put his arms on him.
He Yan seemed to be venting something as if he was swallowing something, kneading the back of his neck with his palm, unsatisfiedly wanting to see him gasping for breath and retching.
He Yan stood up, looked at his swollen lips, rubbed the teeth marks at the corner of his mouth with his fingers, and then ran his fingers along the side of his neck and into the loose collar.
There were a lot of buttons. Li Yanze lay on his back and looked at him patiently, reaching out to wipe the sweat off his forehead.
The room was not cold. The warm yellow light melted onto his fair and flexible body. The color was not bright. Everything degenerated into simple light and shadow, rising and falling slowly and regularly with his breathing.
Li Yanze's body has been tempered by countless life-and-death experiences, and his trained instincts make it impossible for him to be so relaxed as to allow another person to touch his vulnerable and fatal parts.
He Yan's palms were rough and had small wounds. The touch was not pleasant, but rather forceful, lingering repeatedly on the throat and waist and abdomen where the most internal organs were located.
But at this moment he was just lying there completely relaxed, turning his head to look at He Yan, his long drooping eyelashes filled with light, as if He Yan could do anything.
He Yan looked at the expression on his face and only saw him frown or his lips tremble, but he didn't have any intention of stopping him.
He Yan lowered his head, bit his lips and teeth, and looked up at him. Li Yanze was breathing rapidly, his cheeks flushed, and he just glanced at him, put his hand on his head, and did not push away.
He Yan raised his head and spared the poor spot that had turned from pink to bruised red. A tooth mark was obvious around it, like a ring.
"Why didn't you stop me?" He Yan said in a low and hoarse voice. The person who took advantage looked more aggrieved than the one who was taken advantage of.
When Li Yanze's fingers brushed against the teeth marks, he hissed slightly in pain. Finally, he impatiently reached out and pulled He Yan to lower his head.
Their foreheads pressed against each other, Li Yanze's breath entangled with his, and their lips brushed against each other. Li Yanze didn't give him a kiss, but he lifted his cheek a little, and the tip of his nose almost touched his.
"What are you unhappy about recently? Can't you tell me clearly?"
Li Yanze has always been a thick-skinned person. He didn't notice He Yan's suppressed emotions before, so he only knew that he was unhappy. If He Yan chose not to say anything, Li Yanze would really never consider that aspect.
Li Yanze always felt that he knew He Yan very well. Even if he didn't know what he was thinking, he could at least see his emotions at the first glance.
But from the time he changed his major to now when he was really with him, the closer they were, the more Li Yanze felt that he became unpredictable.
"Am I your lover now?" He Yan's Adam's apple moved again and again, he hesitated, and finally lowered his head to his neck and asked Li Yanze in a low voice.
Li Yanze turned his head, his eyes fell on his lips, he tilted his head to kiss him, and sucked on his lips.
"Yes. What, now that you have it, you feel that you don't really like it anymore?" Li Yanze knew that he was not like this. At least his greedy look had not changed at all. It's just that he still stared at him with an aggrieved expression behind his back every day.
It was as if he was some stingy owner who didn't feed his dog enough.
"You are not." He Yan finally saw him showing this expression. "You are my lover. But I am not yours. Right?"
Li Yanze hated word games the most, so he kicked him off the bed, sat up with his collar open, and leaned over to get a cigarette.
He Yan sat on the ground and looked at him. When he saw the ambiguous teeth marks under the light that looked like he had marked his territory, he immediately felt a surge of pleasure.
Li Yanze held it in his mouth and looked up at him, throwing away all the gentleness he had been trying to maintain. "1001, I'll give you one minute. You can complain as much as you want and ask as much as you want."
"If you still act like this tomorrow, we will disband." Li Yanze felt comfortable all over after saying this. His tone was like he was ordering his subordinates in a military region.
He Yan had been trained very well by him in the past two months. He straightened his back reflexively, as if he had received an order. He squatted down beside the bed, holding the edge of the bed with his hands.
"You don't like me at all. You agreed to be with me because you thought you couldn't be with He Yihong anyway, and you didn't want anyone else, so you might as well agree to me so that I could behave myself."
Li Yanze held the lighter in his hand but didn't fire it. He tried hard to digest the logic of these words.
"You didn't even tell me that you were sick, and you just wanted me to get out and stay away from you. You never tell me anything about yourself. Why do you want me to hear all the important things from other people like an outsider?"
Li Yanze took a breath of cold air. He was more than just a little bit complaining. He was full of complaints. He pinched the bridge of his nose and looked at He Yan, whose eyes were getting redder as he spoke.
"Anything else?"
"And more." He Yan lowered his head, grabbed his hand, and after a moment of silence, asked again: "Do you like me or not? I want the truth."
Li Yanze digested it for a while and started with the thing that was most difficult for him to understand.
"What do you mean I can't be with He Yihong anyway? What are you talking about? Your father is my benefactor, and I will repay him with my life, that's all."
Before Li Yanze finished speaking, He Yan realized that he had misunderstood. He stood up again and put his arms around Li Yanze.
"The second question is that I feel that telling you will do no good except to make you anxious and fearful, so I don't think it's necessary. And I expect that you will go to Area A to start your own new life, so I don't want you to have to bear too many people and things here."
Li Yanze realized a long time ago that his desire for control was quite excessive. Although he tried his best to avoid it, he still felt that He Yan should do as he wanted - be obedient.
You can ask children to be obedient, but He Yan is already grown up and it is not the time for him to control him. Li Yanze gradually changed his mind after he changed his major and let him go.
But this guy doesn't think the same as he does.
He Yan didn't care about respect or independence. He wanted Li Yanze to hold his dog leash and not let go. As long as he didn't push him away, it would be fine.
If he is not controlled, he will bite the rope and look for Li Yanze.
Li Yanze also understood it recently. He had not answered He Yan's last question. He lit a lighter, lit a cigarette, slowly exhaled the smoke, and lowered his head to look He Yan in the eye.
"I said I don't like it, can you stop thinking about my butt?"
He Yan's face remained pale. He held his breath, wanting to say yes, but also wanting to say that if you don't like it, I won't force you.
But the first thing he said was: "Impossible."
"It's no use even if you don't like it." As if the rotten sore in his heart had finally been torn open, He Yan's expression was sinister and his eyebrows raised nervously.
"You should blame yourself for your bad luck. You raised an ungrateful person." He Yan reached out to snatch the cigarette from his hand. He remained calm even when his fingers were burned by sparks, and he put it out with force.
"I just want to pester you. It's useless no matter where you take me. If you have the guts, strangle me to death."
He Yan climbed onto the bed, lowered his head and bit his shoulder, then licked Li Yanze's Adam's apple as if he was marking his territory.
"It's really a dog-skin plaster." Li Yanze commented in a calm voice without even raising his eyebrows. His Adam's apple vibrated as he spoke. He Yan's lips felt itchy and he wanted to bite them fiercely.
Li Yanze immediately reached out and pulled up the hair on the back of his head, pinched his cheek with his other hand, and clamped his teeth with his fingers.
"Your true colors are revealed." Li Yanze smiled and patted his face, not too hard or too lightly, but with a slight sound.
Li Yanze placed his fingers against his lips, poking and reaching in, as if checking a puppy's teeth, pressing along the teeth, starting from his canines and moving towards his molars.
Li Yanze always had a nonchalant and calm expression. He looked up at He Yan with a look of condescending coldness in his eyes.
The more this happened, the more He Yan's back tightened and the more excited he became. He bit his fingers lightly in provocation, waiting for a scolding from him that was neither too light nor too heavy.
"The teeth are really sharp, no wonder it hurts when they bite people." Li Yanze concluded as if he really had no intention of humiliating him, and pressed his tongue with his fingers to take it out.
He Yan raised his eyes and stared at Li Yanze. He was below Li Yanze's sight, and he looked at him with a sense of disrespect and provocation. Li Yanze reached out and grabbed the hem of He Yan's clothes, pulling it to wipe his hands.
He Yan's tight waist and abdomen were exposed directly, with the loose belt knot hanging down, making the decent part quite indecent, even with the grey pants covering it.
Li Yanze clicked his tongue and reached out to wipe his hands directly on his waist and abdomen. He Yan's jaw tightened, he groaned, and arched his waist.
It was obvious that he didn't want to endure it anymore, and reached out to grab Li Yanze's hand, but Li Yanze immediately twisted his arm with his backhand, pressed the back of his head, and pressed it against the pillow.
Li Yanze pressed his entire body on his back, and He Yan was severely restrained.
"You little fool, without my soft-hearted indulgence, you can't do anything you want to me. Do you understand?"
After Li Yanze finished speaking, he slowly loosened his hand. He Yan was pressed into the quilt. He turned his head and looked up at Li Yanze, who was looking down at him.
He Yan's face turned red and his eyes were frighteningly red.
"So I agreed to be with you because I wanted to and I liked it. It couldn't be because I wanted to take care of you or because you used some ridiculous means."
Li Yanze patted his cheek. "1001, do you understand?"
All the messy thoughts in He Yan's mind disappeared at once, leaving only his pounding heart. He answered his lover, his superior, his master in a hoarse voice.
"clear."
Li Yanze relaxed his expression, and slid his hand down from his throat. He casually hooked his fingers on the hanging belt and played with it for a while, then stopped there.
He Yan's Adam's apple rolled, swallowing all the air and staring at Li Yanze. Li Yanze glanced at him, chuckled, and waved at He Yan with his other hand.
He Yan knew what he meant. With a trembling back, he took the cigarette and handed it to Li Yanze's lips. He rested his forehead against his shoulder, took a deep breath of his scent, lit it, and his fingers trembled slightly.
He Yan threw the things away immediately after ordering, and his palm also went down. At this time, He Yan would be obedient and glanced at Li Yanze, only to see Li Yanze's smiling eyes in the white mist, a little bit naughty.
So she immediately imitated him, deliberately following in his footsteps, watching the blush on Li Yanze's cheeks and the momentary daze in his eyes.
Li Yanze knew that this thing was crooked and could never be straightened again.
But what to do? Only he himself knew the answer. He understood the situation the night before He Yan’s graduation ceremony when he couldn’t bear to do it and kept compromising and agreeing to his excessive demands.
He's a complete jerk himself.
Since he's not coming back, then hurry up and spend more time with him.
The next morning, He Yan, with a radiant look on his face, cleaned up the ward and packed their luggage.
Li Yanze was wrapped in a quilt and put on the bed by him. Today Li Yanze could go home and finally didn't have to stay here.
There's no use doing anything here, he can't get the food he wants.
Li Yanze fell into a deep sleep, and his exposed arms were covered with red spots as if he had an allergy. Before the ward rounds, He Yan helped him put on his clothes like he was playing with a doll.
The communicator on the bedside table vibrated twice. He Yan took it and took a look, only to find that it was not his. But he had already read the content.
"Sir, we have detected signs of S+ contaminant activity. I think it has returned."
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