Chapter 192 Who is the Mother?
Li Sanniang gnashed her teeth together, hatred gushing out from the gaps between her teeth: "You fool, why don't you just die? I am the only daughter of the Third House, there can only be me, this is what my mother said, my mother said, everyone loves me, only me, I am the only one!"
She found that the fool was looking at her curiously, without any contempt or anger, just like an innocent child who came to a busy place, full of childlike curiosity, as if she was a monster that could attract attention or something funny.
Other than that, nothing has changed.
Why doesn't she fall down?
"Ah Jian!" Feng Ying ran over and pushed her away fiercely, yelling, "Are you sick? Why are you pointing your finger at someone?"
Everyone was confused. What happened to this lady?
Li Sanniang shuddered and looked down at her hands, but there was nothing there.
This is impossible.
She came out with a knife.
She had made up her mind that if Feng Ying didn't save her, she would die with him. As a concubine, she wouldn't have a good life in the Shen family anyway.
All of this was caused by Feng Ying. If she is not saved, she will kill Feng Ying.
She took the knife, where is the knife?
So that idiot was really watching her play, really treating her as a monkey?
"Where is my knife? Where is my knife?" Li Sanniang yelled.
She looked around blankly, and she kept turning around and looking around.
Where's her knife?
The people around gradually disappeared, and the yard of my hometown came into view.
She saw a cute little girl in a red skirt and double buns, running towards a woman with a candied haws in her hand.
"Mother, I bought you some candied haws."
"Why is there a little crescent moon here?"
"It was eaten by Sanniang. Sanniang, help you taste it and see if it tastes good. It's really delicious. Mother, please eat it quickly..."
"Sanniang, I am your real mother!" Another woman hugged her and burst into tears. The woman said, "I love you so much, and you and Feng Ying are so close. How do you want me to feel? How sad I am?"
"Sanniang, you should be the only one. You are your father's only daughter. If Feng Ying gives birth to a daughter this time, you will no longer be the only one."
Li Sanniang murmured: "I want to be the only one, I want to be the only one..."
At this time Li Sanniang saw many young ladies coming towards her. They were chatting and laughing, playing together, but ignoring her.
They pointed at her and laughed at her: "Haha, do you really think she is some noble lady? Her mother is dead, she killed her own mother, she is a bad luck star, we should ignore her."
"What? You dare to hit someone? I tell you, you don't even have a mother. If you dare to touch us, your grandma will not forgive you."
The servant squatted in front of her and said, "Madam San, these are all noble ladies, we can't afford to offend them."
How can I not afford to offend?
My mother said that she was the only one, and as long as she was the only one, the whole family had to spoil her.
Didn’t my grandmother also say that I was raised by her and that she loved me the most?
She saw her young self being locked up in a dark shed by those people, no one came to rescue her, and she was locked up all night.
She was so frightened that she became ill.
She cried and hugged her grandmother, asking her grandmother to help her vent her anger.
Her grandmother just had some delicious and fun things sent to her, and told her not to mention these things again. She also asked her to write letters to apologize to those people.
Grandma said, "It must be your fault. Otherwise, why would they bully you instead of others?"
She went to find her mother, who hugged her and cried, "It's all because of that damned Feng Ying. Why hasn't she died yet? If she hadn't taken my place, I would have helped you out, and those people wouldn't have dared to bully a child with a mother."
So is she a child with a mother or without a mother?
She saw Feng Ying angrily go to her grandmother and ask her how she could handle things like that.
She said, "How can Sanniang have anyone to rely on in the future if you are like this? You always say that you are good to her, but you don't even ask for justice for her. Do you really love her?"
My grandmother cried more sadly than if I had been locked up all night, and she even fell ill.
When the father came back, he scolded Feng Ying, saying that Feng Ying had instigated the child to cause trouble...
Li Sanniang stared at the scene in a daze, her eyes becoming more and more confused.
When did this happen?
It is true that she was locked up, but when did Feng Ying ever seek justice for her?
No one in the family cared about her because they were afraid of offending others. Only Feng Ying spoke up for her?
"This is impossible, this is absolutely impossible!"
If Feng Ying is so good, why didn't my mother tell me?
Her mother said to her, "No one stands up for you because you don't please them. Sanniang, you need to learn to read other people's eyes. If you please them, they will like you and protect you."
So, even though she clearly didn't like reading scriptures, she still got up early to read them to the old lady.
She clearly wanted to eat the fish belly, but she considerately gave it to the old lady because she also liked to eat it.
In fact, she didn't like Shen Youxing that much, but the old lady liked that the Shen family was close to the Xu family's hometown and could take care of the Xu family.
She thought that she might as well get married. Once she got married and became the mistress of the household, she wouldn't have to read scriptures anymore, and she could finally eat the meat from the fish's belly.
She clearly wanted to escape from here, so why did she get trapped in the end?
When Li Sanniang heard the baby's crying, she felt as if someone was grabbing her chest with a big hand.
"Sanniang, as long as you are the only girl in the third room, your father will never ignore you."
"I am the only one, I am the only one!" Li Sanniang touched the dagger in her sleeve and pointed it at the crying voice: "Don't blame me, you deserve to die, I just want to do something I like, I just want to be myself."
"What if I don't please them? I obviously have a mother, but where is my mother? I am in my own home, but I am still living under someone else's roof. Who is my mother?"
Li Zhengchun saw his daughter spinning around and mumbling something, and he was a little scared. He wanted to call her, but Li Sanniang suddenly pointed a dagger at his throat.
Li Zhengchun was terrified and shouted, "... Sanniang, I am Aye, put down the knife, I am Aye!"
"Aye? Aye, will you always love me? Will you?" Li Sanniang asked.
Li Zhengchun raised his hands and said in a very gentle voice: "Of course, Aye only likes you and loves you the most, so let it go."
He also winked at Feng Ying, asking Feng Ying to save him.
"You can't. If you could, why would I still live under someone else's roof?!"
"It's all your fault, it's all your fault. You've ruined my life!" Li Sanniang shouted, and Feng Ying's scolding filled her ears: "You killed Ah Jian. If I had evidence, I would have killed you long ago."
"Yes, yes, it's all my fault. Every fool has a mother. Where is my mother?" Li Sanniang burst into tears and stabbed Li Zhengchun with a knife.