The sky was gradually swallowed by darkness. Lin Feng sat quietly on a bench by the river, staring at the lights in the distance.
He didn't say anything, but just watched silently, his eyes hidden in the shadows, unable to detect the slightest emotion.
Then he took out cigarettes from his pocket and smoked one after another.
Is it painful? He himself doesn't know.
I just feel like I have become numb at this moment.
It was like a pair of hands were tightly gripping his heart, making him feel depressed but helpless.
The breeze from the river blew past, bringing a hint of coolness, which made him a little more awake.
"It's time to go back." Lin Feng said to himself with his head down, then he stood up and left.
Pushing open the door and looking at the empty, cold room, he suddenly felt a little confused.
He walked mechanically to the living room, sat on the sofa, and stared with somewhat empty eyes at the scenes filled with memories of the two of them.
Lin Feng collapsed weakly on the sofa, sighed softly, and then slowly opened his eyes.
Since he didn't have much appetite, he simply took a shower and then lay down on the bed to get ready for sleep.
She picked up the phone, looked at it, and put it down silently.
He fell asleep without knowing when. The moonlight shone into the room, and a drop of crystal clear water quietly passed by the corner of his eye.
Jinling...
Meng Qing leaned on the bed, hugged her legs with her hands and buried her face between her thighs.
Meng Hai and Wang Wanqing were standing outside the door. They sat on the sofa in silence. They looked at each other and then lowered their heads and sighed helplessly.
.....
The morning sun shone in, Lin Feng opened his eyes, picked up his phone and checked the time.
"Awake so early?" Lin Feng turned over and prepared to continue sleeping, but he never expected that he couldn't fall asleep.
Then he got up reluctantly, went downstairs and prepared to run to buy breakfast, but after running for a while, he was a little out of breath.
"Has it been too long since I last ran?" Lin Feng thought bitterly. Yes, he had even forgotten when was the last time he went for a morning run.
He had no choice but to stop and walk to buy breakfast.
After returning home, Lin Feng looked at the slightly messy room and couldn't help frowning.
He picked up the rag and began to wipe every corner carefully.
Tables, chairs, windows... As time goes by, the furniture that was originally a little dusty gradually becomes clean and tidy.
Before I knew it, the morning had passed.
"It's already 12 o'clock so soon?" Lin Feng straightened up, rubbed his sore waist, and muttered to himself while looking at the clock on the wall.
He stretched and turned to the kitchen.
Open the refrigerator door and you will see all kinds of food neatly arranged inside.
Take out the fresh vegetables and meat you bought in the morning and prepare a simple lunch.
He cut and cooked the vegetables skillfully, and soon Lin Feng placed the dishes on the dining table.
"Mengqing eat..." Lin Feng shouted subconsciously as usual, but the words suddenly stopped at his lips.
"She's already left." Lin Feng shook his head with a wry smile, realizing that Meng Qing had already left.
A feeling of loss came over me. I sat silently at the dining table, picked up a piece of meat and put it into my mouth.
The taste is still so familiar, but Lin Feng feels a little lonely at this moment.
After dinner, he cleared away the dishes, went into the study and started typing.
Everything seemed to be back to the way it was at the beginning, alone.
But can we really go back? As Meng Qing said, "Since we have experienced it, how can we forget it?"
Lin Feng looked at the sunset in the distance helplessly and said to himself: "I hope so."
.....
During the following period of time, Lin Feng seemed to have really returned to his original life.
A life so ordinary that it cannot be more ordinary.
It seemed as if this was the life he was supposed to live, and his encounter with Meng Qing was like a dream.
After typing every day, he would pick up the camera and go to the places they had been to together.
Today, Lin Feng came to the amusement park where they had gone for the first time. Looking at the scene in front of him, Lin Feng felt mixed emotions.
In fact, it was his first time here that day.
Suddenly, a pleasant, clear and loud piano sound came from the distance.
Lin Feng looked curiously in the direction of the sound and found that it came from an area surrounded by a crowd.
I walked over curiously and noticed a striking plaque hanging above the venue with a few large characters clearly written on it: "Original Song Contest".
He stood aside and watched with great interest. He saw some people go on stage to play the piano, others demonstrated their guitar playing, and still others chose to sing and play the guitar by themselves.
"Is there anyone else who wants to participate in the competition?" The host stood in the center of the stage and shouted loudly to everyone present.
After hearing these words, Lin Feng couldn't help but feel an impulse in his heart.
He walked up and said to the host: "Well...I want to try it too, is that ok?"
The host looked at Lin Feng who was walking towards her, a hint of surprise flashed in her eyes, and her tone of voice became relaxed and cheerful: "Oh? I wonder what kind of performance this handsome guy is going to try?"
"I want to sing a song with piano accompaniment." Lin Feng replied calmly.
"So which song are you going to sing?" the host asked.
"It's a song I wrote myself." Lin Feng responded somewhat embarrassedly.
"What?" The host was obviously surprised, and even the audience below the stage began to whisper and discuss among themselves.
"Hahaha...Okay then I'll leave the rest of the time to you." The host said and left.
Lin Feng slowly walked to the piano.
The sound of the piano slowly rose, calm but somewhat sad.
"You suddenly broke into my life~"
Lin Feng spoke slowly, his voice calm but affectionate. The tourists who were originally whispering fell silent.
"It gives me a different feeling~"
"Under the moonlight~"
"On the street~"
"You stood there quietly and my heart seemed to stop beating~"
"Looking at your figure makes me miss you so much~"
As the sound of the piano became faster and faster, Lin Feng's originally silent voice seemed to be completely opened up at this moment.
“Oh~oh~oh~”
"The stars are reflected in your eyes~"
"This is a romance I've never seen before~"
"You smiled and said you loved me and would be with me till we grow old together~"
"But I have forgotten everything I said~"
"Love fills the heart for the dream of love~"
"You left me before I could even open my mouth~"
"It seems like you figured it out later~"
"Leaving me alone and embarrassed"
"But I~wo~will not~"
As the rapid piano sound gradually slowed down, Lin Feng's voice also gradually calmed down.
"What the future will be like is not like this~"
"You are so beautiful in my memory"
"Looking at your red eyes, I want to give you a hug~"
"The breeze blows through your hair and wants to smooth it out for you~"
"I reached out my hand but found that I already had no identity~"
"I watched you leave but couldn't speak~"
"You know, I'm heartbroken too~"
.....
At the same time, in the car not far away, a pair of beautiful eyes looked at Lin Feng with tears in their eyes, and murmured
"Lin Feng..."
(The lyrics of this song are randomly made up. You can refer to Xue Zhiqian's "What Do You Want Me to Do" for the singing method because I happened to be listening to this song when I was making up the lyrics)
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