Huo Yi was shocked to learn that Doudou had depression, and his head was buzzing.
In her previous life, Jiang Ning had been struggling alone, and not only did she suffer from depression, but she also had anxiety.
These two diseases are no joke, otherwise she would not have prepared medicine after her rebirth.
For ten years, even though she had enough food and drink, loneliness still knocked down the smiling Doudou.
Not to mention Doudou, Jiang Ning, who was accompanied by his lover and dog, also felt shrouded in loneliness. He
didn't worry about his livelihood, and he had no shortage of gold, silver, and treasures. He could lie down like a salted fish until he died.
But many times he felt inexplicably uncomfortable, and felt that life that ate when he was hungry and slept when he was tired was meaningless.
The variety shows, movies, and TV series that she downloaded have almost been played out in the past ten years. The more she watches, the more irritated she feels.
Even the things she does after turning off the lights have become boring and uninteresting. Sometimes she suddenly loses interest halfway through.
It's not just her. Sometimes she can feel that Huo Yishen is just perfunctorily handing in his homework.
So, even though she hasn't played cards for almost three months, she has no urge to do it.
She just eats and waits for death, and life seems to have lost its desire.
She has everything that others don't have, but she still feels depressed.
Jiang Ning looked at Huo Yishen and said in a daze, "We still have a few decades left. What should we do?"
Perhaps this is the complexity of human nature. When dying, we desire immortality, when hungry, we are greedy for food, and when sick, we want health.
In the endless ocean, she longed to abandon the ship and return to the world, waiting for land in the Arctic, but when she returned to land, she questioned the true meaning of life.
It's only been nine months, and she still remembers the great joy when her feet stepped on the land, but now it is gone.
This is the fickle human being.
After all, Doudou is too lonely, and her spiritual poverty makes her yearn for the outside world.
It's true that they are together day and night, but the gap between them is getting thicker and thicker. She and Huo Yishen have their own world for two people, and there are some places that Doudou can't squeeze into.
Doudou has grown up and has her own spiritual world and pursuits. Whether it is Jiang Ning or Huo Yishen, they can't break her hand to seek help from the outside.
This is depression, and severe cases can easily lead people to commit suicide.
Jiang Ning was silent for a long time, and hugged Huo Yishen's neck and said, "Then let's go out and see the world."
Not only for Doudou, but also for herself and Huo Yishen.
Huo Yishen hugged her in his arms, "There will be blood and gore outside, aren't you afraid?"
Jiang Ning thought for a while, "Maybe the meaning of life lies in torment."
There's nothing wrong here, but it's just a rest stop, not a terminal.
The next day, Doudou was distracted while cooking rice noodles and forgot to add salt.
Jiang Ning patted her gently, "What are you thinking about? Add salt quickly."
During the meal, Jiang Ning announced while eating, "We have been here for more than nine months, and even the sea can't be seen anymore. Are you bored?"
Huo Yi glanced at her deeply, "Do you want to go out for a walk?"
"Sure." Jiang Ning smiled, "You and Doudou have done all the work. I either eat or sleep every day, and my limbs have degenerated from lying down. It's better to go out and have a look. Maybe there is a better place to settle down."
Doudou was not stupid. Seeing the two of them singing the same tune, she couldn't help but feel guilty and said, "Brother and sister-in-law, are you doing this because of me?"
She felt a little self-blameful and hurriedly said, "Maybe I've been a little idle recently, so I'm daydreaming. I'll plant more land and raise more chickens in the next few days."
What a sensible and pitiful little girl.
"Don't think too much, it's for us." Jiang Ning patted her shoulder, "We are still young now, go out more often, one day your brother and I will be old and can't run anymore."
Doudou's eyes suddenly reddened, "You won't get old, I will take care of you when you really get old."
Jiang Ning encouraged her, "So, if our Doudou wants to withstand the ups and downs of life, you have to become stronger."
Doudou felt relieved and showed a brilliant smile.
At this moment, her spirit was relaxed.
Go when you say go, put all the unused things into the space.
After the joy, Doudou was worried about the poultry he raised, "Sister-in-law, what should we do with them?"
Jiang Ning thought for a moment, "Let's release them."
After nine months of hard work, the dandelions and weeds grew more and more, dozens of trees grew, and a new round of wheat seedlings were still growing.
Whether they can live and reproduce in nature depends on their fate.
Jiang Ning opened the door of the fence and let all the poultry out.
There was no sunshine, the sky was gloomy, and the three of them set off lightly with their hearts and lungs.
Going up another hill, Doudou looked back at the place where he had lived for several months. The poultry shed was vaguely visible, roosters were pecking at each other, geese were chasing ducks...
Snow White felt like leaving, and it ran to the highest peak, "Ah... Oh..."
It should be a farewell to the three treasures, but I don't know if they can hear it.
After wandering on the top of the mountain for a while, Gouzi finally brought it down.
There was no destination, so they just picked places that were easy to walk and walked slowly.
When they were tired, they rested, when they were hungry, they ate, and when it got dark, they took out the RV to rest.
The next day, the sun was glaring, and Huo Yishen drove the Predator on the road.
It was a bumpy road, but it was only his heart that was wandering, and he didn't feel his body tired.
After walking for a few days, they found a not very big freshwater lake with sparse unknown aquatic plants growing on the lakeside.
Jiang Ning took out a mixed seed and scattered it around the lake.
The day after leaving the lake, it rained and snowed, and the weather dropped sharply. Jiang Ning hurriedly took out the constant temperature clothes.
It was raining and muddy, so he just rested in the car.
After resting for three days, he continued on the road.
In the endless wasteland, you can often see all kinds of plastic garbage, mineral water bottles, half-buried cars, and even various animal or human skeletons.
On the 25th day on the road, Jiang Ning stood on the top of the mountain and looked around with a telescope, and found a large stone standing in the distance.
Looking a few more times, the straight rectangular body did not seem to be a stone.
It was probably a large container.
Seeing that she was staring at it, Huo Yishen suggested, "Let's go take a look?"
Not in a hurry, the three of them and the dog headed towards the big object.
After winding around a few hills, Doudou said sharply, "There!"
The container was very large, and Jiang Ning seemed to have seen it before.
A fire starter box!
A container from the southern military base.
Doudou was very excited, "Brother and sister-in-law, this is our Guangdong Province's fire starter container!"
In other words, a fire starter planner once passed by this sea area, but because of irresistible risks, he broke the riveting connection with the submarine.
It fell to the bottom of the sea, but was squeezed by the earth's crust and saw the light of day again.
The dog rushed over, "Woof!"
Jiang Ning looked very small standing in front of the huge fire starter box.
The outside of the container was covered with dirt and dried seaweed.
The three of them looked around and carefully scraped away the mud on the lower right corner of the side with a knife, revealing a row of steel-printed characters: China Southern Military Base Fire Seed Supplies-1037.
These were the supplies carried by Submarine No. 1037.
Doudou was extremely curious, "I wonder what's inside?"