Chapter 145: She was the one who killed Grandpa. It was all her fault.
Ji Yunan stood aside, watching her reaction, and couldn't help but wipe away tears.
They say men don't shed tears easily, but... but who can bear the stimulation of this suicide note...
Grandpa Xiao...in order to ensure the happiness of his children and grandchildren, and to not burden Xue Zheng and her, he chose to commit suicide...
End your own life!
This is a lot of courage for a person...
Ji Yunan couldn't imagine the scene when Grandpa Xiao personally pulled out the tubes and oxygen mask in his body one by one...
Just thinking about it makes me hurt, my body hurts, my heart hurts too...
And Xue Zheng was defeated by this suicide note.
The grandfather who raised him personally suffered from illness in his later years. In the end, he chose to commit suicide because of him. Before his death, he was still concerned about his own grandson and his future happiness...
How sad this is...
Before his death, Grandpa was still worried about his son and Shi Runrun's future...
So Xue Zheng is now kneeling there, repenting and atonement, repenting and atonement for his own unfilial behavior.
Ji Yunan took a deep breath, wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, and said to Shi Runrun, who was squatting and crying loudly, "Grandpa actually didn't know that your heart could save him. We kept it a secret from him, telling him that the heart for the transplant was donated by a kind-hearted person who has passed away. People like Grandpa have lived their whole lives, and in the end, they don't want to trouble others or threaten their lives. He would never do anything. If he had known from the beginning that the heart donor was his granddaughter-in-law, he would have refused treatment long ago..."
"And Xue Zheng only found out about your pregnancy not long ago! Before he knew about your pregnancy, he had gone through a mental struggle in the hospital. He planned to take you to the United States after your heart transplant surgery to receive the best rehabilitation treatment. He also planned to take you to Chi Zaozao's grave and tell her that he had married a very good, virtuous, and kind wife. He wanted to tell Chi Zaozao, his beloved first love, to reassure her. From now on, with you taking care of him, he can completely let her go. In the days to come, he will be with you, and little by little, forget Chi Zaozao until he completely forgets her. In the future, the two of you will have many, many children, and then you will be a happy family enjoying the joy of family life."
"Xue Zheng told me all these things himself. But since you're pregnant, he couldn't help but worry that the transplant surgery would harm you and the baby! But Grandpa's situation is urgent! My dear sister-in-law, do you understand the dilemma and pain of being caught in the middle? On one side is your wife, and on the other is the grandfather who raised you and cared for you. Xue Zheng is the one who suffers the most..."
As Ji Yunan spoke, his voice choked with sobs, and for a moment, he was unable to continue.
Shi Runrun listened, squatting on the ground, her body trembling even more violently, tears flowing even more fiercely...
It turns out that what Chi Wanwan said was not entirely true...
She was blinded by what she saw.
She thought Grandpa had known about it for a long time. She thought Grandpa, like Xiao Xuezheng, had been using her from the beginning...
She also thought that Xiao Xuezheng had known about her pregnancy for a long time, and even if he knew she was pregnant, he would use her to dig out part of her heart...
That's how she went crazy and broke down...
Shi Runrun covered her face with her hands and shook her head vigorously: "I'm sorry...Brother Yu Nan, I'm sorry...I really didn't know...I thought...it was all I thought...I'm a bastard! What Chi Wanwan said, and the physical examination report and heart transplant test report found in the safe at home, made me crazy and lost my mind...I thought there was no one around me I could trust...I was very angry, so I rushed into Grandpa's ward and said such provocative words to him...It's all me...It's all because of me that Grandpa died...I'm the heinous murderer...Wuwuwuwu...Brother Yu Nan, I'm really hateful...How could I be so bad, to this extent..."
Ji Yunan listened, closed his eyes deeply, and sobbed, "Originally, Grandpa could have lived a few more years, seen his precious great-grandson he always wanted to see, and didn't have to leave us in such a painful way. Do you know how painful it was when he forcibly pulled out all the tubes in his body a few hours ago... When I arrived, the entire ward was covered in blood... Grandpa's skin was torn and his organs were exposed. The doctor then told us that he had bitten off his tongue. It shows how much determination he made to endure such pain... Even if he died, he would hide it from us and his family, so as not to let them worry..."
Shi Runrun listened, but finally couldn't accept the picture he described and fainted from crying.
Before her eyes went dark, she kept repeating the word "I'm sorry"...
…
Four days after grandpa passed away.
Xiao Xuezhen, who had been kneeling in his grandfather's ward, fainted in the ward due to exhaustion.
Grandma Xiao, Ji Yunan and others rushed him to the hospital for emergency treatment and forced him to rest.
Only then did they have the opportunity to have their grandfather's body cremated and buried.
The day of my grandfather's funeral was a cloudy day with a light rain.
Shi Runrun met Xiao Xuezheng at the funeral.
As the eldest grandson, he was thin and knelt in front of the coffin, crying in front of the black and white photo of his grandfather.
This was the first time Shi Runrun saw him cry.
She cried so hard, like a child who had lost his favorite toy, crying uncontrollably...
Shi Runrun was standing far behind him, looking at his trembling tall figure, and couldn't help but wipe away her tears silently.
It’s all because of her…
Because of her, Xiao Xuezheng's family was destroyed...
It’s all her…
Later, grandma was helped out by someone.
Shi Runrun saw her grandmother's hunched figure at first sight.
I don’t know if it’s because she was too sad these days, but grandma’s face was calm, without a single tear. But her red old eyes told Shi Runrun that maybe all her tears had been shed in the past few days.
Next, grandpa’s ashes will be sent to the cemetery and buried.
But Xiao Xuezhen, who was kneeling in the lead, suddenly became agitated and hugged his grandfather's ashes tightly, refusing to let go.
Shi Runrun couldn't bear it anymore as so many people were watching from behind, and tears flowed like a tide.
Finally, grandpa was sent to the cemetery and buried.
After the worship, the guests left one after another.
Only he, only Xiao Xuezhen, knelt in front of the grave, in the drizzle, and stayed there with his grandfather for a long time.
Shi Runrun stood behind the tree and stayed with him for a long time, until a few hours later, when he kowtowed three times to his grandfather, and then he stood up and left.
Only then did she have the opportunity to place the white chrysanthemum, which had been soaked by the rain and was held in her hand, in front of her grandfather's tombstone.
And he said the three words "I'm sorry" to his grandfather over and over again.
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